new year's eve.

it's been long since my last entry.
dec was fun.
was out almost everyday.
didnt work, yet spending so much.
bad me.

2010 coming to an end.
i've probably changed.
no idea what i've become.
i cant believe it too.
bad me.

it's the last day of the year.
so what?
another year will come.
probably with more things coming my way.
i hope i have the strength to face everything.
i feel kind of weak now.
oh well.
bad me.

getting tired.
shall go sleep.
goodnight.
hope i'll have sweet dreams.
sweet dreams for bad me.

useless me.

somehow...
i feel useless.

who am i?
why am i in this world? the earth wont stop rotating without me. i feel so small.
what am i supposed to do?
where should i be?
what should i work as?
why am i studying what i am studying?
why do i feel useless?

just feeling... unsure.

oh wells, sleep time people.
goodnight.

if only..

watched rapunzel with maggie, ter, ys & cj @ cine today.
not bad. typical fairy tale. who doesnt like fairy tales?! haha.
the chameleon is damn cute. seriously.

if only life is like a fairy tale...
then i dont have to think so much.
but i know it can never be.
oh wells.

had shuriken 2nd outing on tues. BBQ @ ECP.
like finally, so long after the 1st one that i organised.
was expecting more people to turn up, but ended only 9.
haha at least better than nothing ba!

been finding part-time jobs.
for money, for spending my time in a more useful manner.
haha.
SIAN.

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