drained...

i'm running out of oil. thot after promos could relax abit. but, pw, A level chinese, lessons, all coming up. OP exam on 31 Oct. this fri is the 1st rehersal. not prepared yet. slides not finished. speech no done. skit not prepared. A level chinese is 29 Oct. revision not done. why is everything so rushed?

been very tired. eyes closing even though time is only 10 plus. fustrated with pw group. doesnt seem to be working together. how should i make everyone work together? tell me... sometimes i cant help feeling why i'm so stupid. everything's like going against me.

i want to go out. play all day. no troubles. no work. no nothing.

cant stop thinking of him, though i know i shouldnt. what should i do?

going crazy!!!

dead. tml's the deadline for WR. still haven settle everything. now already 10 plus la. asked my group members about the WR thingy also no replies. jus feel like going to slepp and dun care. so fan now. and i still got my OP slides not done. i'm going crazy. promos over le still so stress. it seems that time is always not enough. haiz.

during training today, hurt my knee again. this time is left knee. like got blueblack like tt. but didnt see the blueblack leh. haiz.. now both my knees so pain. oh ya. yesterday, my braces de wire dropped out. went to the dentist today to find that my dentist is no there. think she didnt go for work today. and i have to go down on wed again!!! sianz. ok.

i shall continue with my PW. if not wont be able to finish le. SO FAN!!!

sianz!!!

doing pw now. doing the final polishing for wr. deadline 16 oct. which is tues. so sianz!!! and hor.. i forgot to check when is my OP exam.. die le la!!!

disappointed with myself yesterday during training. didnt play well. every ball also cannot recieve properly. sad. and i injured my right knee. now bend le quite pain.. like there's something inside... hai.. tml still got training... in the morning.. but morning still ok.. afternoon can slack.. hehe.

and hor. still have alot to read for my harry potter! hehe.. and hor, yesterday me class went for movie. but i cant go. sad! i want to go leh. haiz. so sian!!!

btw, me going shanghai on 25 nov. vb de. lol. ok. quite excited though. hai. go do my pw le la. shall come back again.

tired...

lol. this few days slept very early.. around 11 everytime... dun know why, damn tired.

yesterday, got back all my results. all passed, except GP. but those passes were borderline passes. haiz. worried about overall. they seeing the overall whether we get promoted anot. very scared leh. anyway, after getting the results was open house. quite bored leh. lol. saw cerelia's sis.. we bought a cake.. and was like singing happy bday songs to everyone.. lol...

later got training... so sian.. dun feel like having training.. wan to slack... borrowed harry potter and the deathly hallows from joel.. lol... haven really started.. hehex. shall stop here le.. come again nxt time...

btw, the ans is Wanton mee. because '1 tonne' mee. lol.

shocked + scared

been praying hard. friday getting back promo papers. very scared. what should i do? today whole morning doing pw. but didnt do much. everyone was like slacking la. sian. wr deadline coming le. 16 oct. OP exam coming too! actually i haven check the date yet. everytime forget de. tml i must remember to check. hehex.

went for dental appointment. i was very early. hehex. my appointment was actually 3.30. but i reached at about 2.45. lol. it was fast. the dentist jus tighten the wire la. lol. on the way to the NDC, while waiting for bus to serangoon MRT, saw a dog wanting to cross road. den got a coming car jus banged him la. i think the wheels roll over its leg, den it barked. damn scary. luckily it didnt die man. so ke lian right? ok. reached home at about 4 plus. hehex. and here i am. blogging.

another qn for u all to think about. 哪种面最重？
ans will be reveal in the next entry. hehex.

more fun! hahas.

Sunday went bugis shopping. lol. walked for about 6 hours non-stop. hehex. went for lunch at pastamania, den started shopping. spent $70.50 that day, not including dinner. lol. i'm broke. bought a pair of heels, 2 shirts & a pair of earrings. hehex. damn long never shop le. haha.

here's some pics. lol. sry for the low quality. my phone.

little miss shy~like me. hehex.

this is the heels. nice right? love it! [actually i liked another pokka dots de, but my feet too small, dun have my size. =( ]

cam-whoring in the train. lol.

Monday went sch early in the morning for career seminar. damn boring. lol. and those guys sitting behind mi was super noisy. cant stand it. felt like turning and ask them to shut up. but didnt. haha. after that was training. with the boys. coach was not there. anyway, quite fun, but think i'm old le. lol. went for beancurd at serangoon central after that. Mmmm, nice! hehex.

Today went out in the morning to sch for notice board deco. volleyball de. everyone was late, except me, mel, A & S. started till 1 and i left for amk lib. pw. actually we meet 1 at amk. but i reached at about 1 40. hehex. D thot we meeting in sch, and he waited until 1 den leave sch. dots. i remembered telling them clearing it was at amk lib. den SK had council meeting, he reached amk lib at about 3 ba. so we do till about 5 plus and went to eat KFC. till now i haven eat dinner. cause i'm not hungry. lol. but gg to eat le la. after KFC, went home.

ok. the ans to previous qn is 所有动物啊。因为树不会跳。=)

did u get it correctly? shall go off le. hehex. next time den write.

had fun!

YOZ!!! haha. i think i'm addicted to playing pool. lol.
=)

yesterday, went kbox with C, J, Z, YS & JY. lol. sang for 5 hours. haha. paid $15.30 each. and i'm poorer by $15.30. hehex. we met at 12. but everyone was late. Den we went for lunch first. after lunch, it was still early for the kstudent promotion. so went to kpool. played jus 1 game. lol. i think i managed to get about 2 balls in. lol. den went kbox. sang alot of songs. hehex. den after tt jiu went home lerz.. reached home about 8 plus. and dunno why, yesterday very tired. here's some pics:

cool right? that's me. hehex.

that's me singing... lol...i'm wearing JY's hat.
today, had projectwork meeting. met at bishan library. i thot we would finish everything today,

cause wed have to hand in version 3 of wr. but, didnt have the 2nd version with us. so did almost nothing lor. den i thot we would think about OP, but.. haiz.. still didnt. but we've arranged another time for doing. next tues. so last minute right? ok. so since we did nothing much, it was only 12 plus (we met at 1030). so we went amk play pool. paid only $2. lol. cheap? haha. starting was... but den in the end still get quite some balls in. hehex. and think i'm addicted! lol.
=)

should be gg out again tml. shopping! now deciding where to go. hahas.

=)

btw, training starts on monday le!!! abit sian. haiz. why training starts so fast. i dun wan... shall stop here le.. maybe nxt time will add more pics. hehex.

hehe. think of this: 什么动物比树跳得高？

ans will be reveal in the nxt entry.