birthdays...

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY BRO!
HAPPY 17th bIRTHDAY SK!

lol. today both kor and sk bday. so 'qiao' right? haha. ok. didnt celebrate for bro cause he's in army. sk de we sort of celebrated at the chalet, but still bought him presents la. and a small slice of cake. haha. ok. watched startdust at 1:10pm today and den rushed back sch for training. the movie was quite nice la. haha. training was quite as usual. but sort of didnt play well. den very sad. haiz. hope kor and sk enjoyed their bday today.

no news from DF yet. haha. so dunno can work there anot. hope they'll call me soon. i'm really short of $$$ now. hehex.

when will i be truly happy and smile from my heart? shouldnt think too much should i?

donut factory...

morning had lessons. after lessons went j8 to eat. ate long john. combo 1. den shop around for sk bday present. ha. he was there too. but we tried not to let him know. ok. still deciding for tml activities. tml got training. sianz. haha. after lunch went back sch for chem remedial lessons. den went down novena to look for job. donut factory. had interview. haha. the guy ask alot of stupid questions la. opps. haha. ok. dunno if i'll get this job. den bought 4 donuts. ate one there. quite nice. hehe. anyway. tt's my day today le. haha.

here are some outdated photos la. haha. 1st is too lazy to upload. 2nd is haven get the photos yet. the chalet one still have to wait for JY to send me.

these are those tt we went out the day before CL paper de.

saw this super nice car on the way. so everyone wanted to take photo with it. ha. but i didnt.


tt's all for now ba i guess. will post the chalet one asap. hehex. =)

nothing special...

yesterday, woke up at 9 plus. it was SF's sms. haha. rushed to khatib to meet her to collect those winter clothings i borrowed from her. was late. SORRY GIRL! wasnt intentional. den went back home. had a super full breakfast. reached sch damn early. 2pm. wanted to celebrate M's bday, but in the end she didnt come. dsa de ppl came. so we just ate the cake. it was damn nice. haha. and we sang bday songs to coach and mr tam. haha. den training was as usual. after training had to move the tables & chairs again. lol. tt was yesterday.

today, woke up quite late too. ate donuts for breakfast. read the newspapers until about 2 plus. haha. den had macronni for lunch. took a nap till around 5. den only started studying chem for tml's remedial (cause i got E for my promos. those who got U, S & E de have to go remedial) and i haven finish. dead. haha. still trying to find jobs. hehex. cause really broke le. haiz. shall stop here and go study le. haha. nite!

my schedule today...

work up at 8am
ate breakfast, bread with egg and cheese, a cup of instant coffee
went yio chu kang, met YL, left for hougang sports hall.
reach hougang sports hall, vb match - ngee ann vs presb. , cchy vs xinmin
ngee ann & cchy lost respectively.
saw coach, mrs goh, mdm yeo
den went vivocity, K wanted to meet her 'dealer'
ate @ toastbox, went candy empire, den shop around
saw F's bf
left for clake quey, went 'the central', bought croissants @ $0.50 each
ate fish & chips @ somewhere opposite 'the central', super full
almost 7, went boat quey, took pictures, walked all the way to city hall mrt
waited for mrt to go home
reached home @ around 930.

that's my day.

making escapes...

life just doesnt seems to be going the way i wanted it to be...
i dont want to be like this...
why is it so hard for me...
ok, i know there are many more others who are worse than me...
but i just cant help feeling this way...
the way i've never felt before...
i just want to escape...
escape from this world...
escape from everything...
escape...

back from chalet...

yoz! i'm back from my class chalet. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR COUSIN!

yesterday reached at about 3 at the chalet there. ha. den after tt went to eat, only me, C, J, LX, and JY ate. the rest either went for pool or other places tt i dunno. ha. ok. after eating went to find them at the pool tables there. den, we went to pasir ris park to skate or cycle. me cycled, actually wanted to try skates, but in the end still decided to cycle since nobody wanted to skate with me. i think only LX, JY, S, DK, J, JQ and KY skate. the rest cycled. haha. ok. after tt went back to chalet. mr lim waited for us for almost 45 mins ba. lol. ok. bathe, den celebrated the nov & dec babies de bday. 2 cakes. lol. and went out to have dinner. after tt went to play pool. me, Joy, C and SK. lol. we play until the shop closed. C and Joce went home after tt. the rest back to chalet. quite sian actually. and it rained heavily tt night. didnt sleep for the whole night. cause we booked 2 chalet rooms, one room was gambling, the other was not. i'm in the not gambling on cause i no $$ le. ha. got me, DK, DT, Z and YS. played heart attack, cheat, den we move on to mahjong. lol. the other room is playing this 'in between' game. lol. T was the big winner, but he gave the $$ back to the rest cause they were losing like crazy. lol. nice guy. but he said he won about 10 bucks anyway. lol. ok. den dunno who started eating cup noodles, everyone started eating too! lol. before tt, had a sort of 'hearty chat' with LX. lol. shall not write what we talked about. it's a secret. lol. ok. yup, den after all the cup noodles was the game truth or dare. but in the end only got dare, double dare den become triple dare. lol. ok la. not tt bad, quite entertaining.

ok after tt was just slacking all the way. actually it was like about 6 am in the morning le. den we decided to go mac eat breakfast. but... SK found out tt his havanas was missing.. so... ok.. dun say ler. den after we checked out at 10am, went to watch a movie before heading home. went to tampines mall to watch 'the game plan'... me, joy, KY, J and SK. ok. quite a good one. can go watch. yup. den went home.

reached home today at about 2 plus ba. ate my student meal fillet, den slept haha. till about 6 plus almost 7 den woke up. bathe eat and now, blogging. ha.

the stupid virus is still inside this com ... but the great thing is that we've found the discs to reformat the com!!! yeah. but have to wait for bro to come home cause i dunno how. haha. ok.

i'm totally in a lost. dunno what to do. dunno what to say. jus have to stay silently beside, looking at him. let time be the best medicine and let him walk out of this on his own. i jus want to stop thinking.

a mixture of sianzation + excitment

jus starting to slack. lol. cause had training today. was ok too ba. as usual lor. ok. now let me explain the sian part and the excited part. haha.

SIANZATION:
copied this word from SK. haha. copy-righted. haha. ok. ytd whole day stayed at home reading harry potter and the deathly hallows. ok. i still haven finish. haha. tot my class ppl would go out. but in the end they didnt. so stayed at home. sian right? lol. today woke up finding myself reading HP again. but still haven finish. den went for training. and hor, dunno which idiot sent me a file with virus. now my com kena virus. and the worst thing is i cant find the discs to reformat my com. so now, the virus is still here and very irritating la.. but it's only 'active' when i sign in msn. dunno where the discs are leh. sian. help me leh! haiz. ok. enough of the sianzation.

EXCITEMENT:
going chalet tml with my class. lol. although it's only 2D1N, but still quite excited. lol. ok. C jus told me she's not staying overnight. J also not. lol. i think there wont be much ppl staying overnight ba. lol. ok. that's the excited part. short right? compared to the 'sianzation' one... oh ya. me going Shanghai on 25 nov. with the whole NYJC volleyball team. ha. ok. excited. ha. but hor, i've got no winter clothings leh, now there is cold cold. how? den my mum say dun buy cause wear once den never wear le ma.. waste $$ if buy... so now i have to ask around see who have can lend me. ok. exitement part over.

now, shall finish my milk and go zzz le. sweet dreams everyone! nite nite! =)