last day of sem 2 year 2

it's the last day of the semester, and i'm home! ha not that i didnt go for lessons, but fri is my free day! one more week to the start of exams.... i'm waiting for the show "gong zhu jia dao", so here to write a few lines. =P i'm kind if addicited to the show... bad timing! hmm, what else can i write here... nothing much happened, nothing much to write. that's all for today. =P

friday night.

march has ended. it's april! means final exams are coming.

cant help but say again, "TIME FLIES!"

and gosh i slacked the whole day today when exams are approaching.

ok I'll finish up the accounting chapter and psy chapter that i've stopped halfway before i sleep.

promise!

I always have mixed feeling when holidays are coming.

wanting holidays to come quick so i can dont need to study, but means i have to find job.

and to find job i have to go through interviews which i dont really like.

oh well, life's hard.

Maybe i should just study hard for this sem first.

But funny enough, everytime i tell myself to study hard, it always seems like i didnt study hard enough.

okok before i start to feel sleepy, i better start getting on with my revision.

will be back again. =)

bad day.

2 types of people on trains i dont like.

one - those who read newspaper on the train. especially when the train is already packed like mad, some people still open up their newspapers and read it. ZZZ.

two - those who lean on the poles. come on, if your whole body lean on one pole then how people hold on to the poles. and this is especially irritating when the train is packed and crowded like mad.

i should be doing my accounting work. whatever, bad mood.

我要的不是你的对不起...

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tired thursday.

been more than a month since i'm back.
many people have lost interest in blogging.
i'm one of them.
oh well but sometimes it's a good place to write when i'm bored.
haha.

midterms have ended, and projects are due-ing soon.
assignments are due here and there.
final exams is in less than 2 months time.
cant afford to stop studying can i?
after that will be long break and gosh i'm going year 3 soon.
time flies, seriously.
got to find job during the holidays.
yea so anyone who happens to read this and have any job recommendations can just contact me.
money has never been enough.

sometimes, my heart sank for no reason.
sometimes, i just feel sad.
sometimes, i just want to sleep the whole day.
sometimes, i'm tired.
sometimes, i need to talk, but no idea who to talk to.
sometimes, i cant seem to express myself well.
sometimes, the words just doesnt come out.
sometimes, i'm confused.
sometimes, i'm unsure.
sometimes, i feel bad.
sometimes, i'm jealous.
sometimes, i dont care
sometimes, i feel guilty.
sometimes, i'm scared.
and sometimes, i feel so lonely.

i wished i had more courage.

expectations vs reality

Expectations, good or bad?
i know i shouldnt expect alot.
i know i shouldnt.
i know.

yet, i still expect, and getting greedier.

it's rabbit year.

today, technically is forth day of lunar new year.
listening to all the oldies.
and feel like singing out loud.
but it's the middle of the night!
have assignments due not done yet.
have to do it soon.
yes. like probably morning.

havent been writting for a month.
no idea what to write.
no point in writing.
perhaps nobody is reading anyway.
jan passed rather quickly.
sch as usual.
mid terms are coming real soon.
yes i need to study. seriously.

this year went visiting, the usual places.
nothing much.
keep eating, from one place to another.

sometimes, seems to have so much things to do, yet i just cant make myself do something about it.
sometimes, seems like i'm too dependent. Independence is a very important condition. yes in statistics i mean. HAHA.
ok whatever.
sometimes, i dont know what am i thinking too.
sometimes.

well, life's short i know.
shouldnt think too much.
but cannot dont think also.
reality's too cruel.
and seems so hard to be myself sometimes.
gosh why i am emo-ing now.
i should stop before anything else happens.
haha.

that's all for now i guess.
GO STUDY MS KANG.