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it's one week after my last paper.
been out everyday.
today's the first day i stayed home the whole day since the paper.
=X

Probably going to be a uob credit card promoter.
for the next 2 and a half months.
now studying and memorizing all the benefits/priviledges that comes with each different card.
got a test tmr! zzz.
cant imagine what's ahead of me.
oh well, who ask me to be poor.
so people, if you or your friends want to sign up for credit cards, come find me ok!

that's all for today.
everyday is an ordinary day.

summer holidays...

...are here again!
happy.
that exams are over and holidays are here.
ytd was my last paper, my last official day as a year 2. omg.
sad.
that i have to find job so i can save $$.
excited.
that my birthday is coming! haha 3 more months actually, but hey! it's my 21st! naturally will feel excited ma.
scared.
that i dont spend my holidays well.
that i cant do my job well.

and did i mention.
my iphone died.
about a month ago.
so today went to checkout the repair shop, but the person said it's hopeless.
now i really dont know what to do with my phone.
i can still use it as a itouch. >.< but cant make calls, or send/receive msges.
oh well. see how ba.

gonna go out alot i think.
hahahaha.

ok that's all for today! hehe.
oh btw today is the royal wedding of prince william and kate middleton.
and GE is coming! but i cant vote.

last day of sem 2 year 2

it's the last day of the semester, and i'm home! ha not that i didnt go for lessons, but fri is my free day! one more week to the start of exams.... i'm waiting for the show "gong zhu jia dao", so here to write a few lines. =P i'm kind if addicited to the show... bad timing! hmm, what else can i write here... nothing much happened, nothing much to write. that's all for today. =P

friday night.

march has ended. it's april! means final exams are coming.

cant help but say again, "TIME FLIES!"

and gosh i slacked the whole day today when exams are approaching.

ok I'll finish up the accounting chapter and psy chapter that i've stopped halfway before i sleep.

promise!

I always have mixed feeling when holidays are coming.

wanting holidays to come quick so i can dont need to study, but means i have to find job.

and to find job i have to go through interviews which i dont really like.

oh well, life's hard.

Maybe i should just study hard for this sem first.

But funny enough, everytime i tell myself to study hard, it always seems like i didnt study hard enough.

okok before i start to feel sleepy, i better start getting on with my revision.

will be back again. =)

bad day.

2 types of people on trains i dont like.

one - those who read newspaper on the train. especially when the train is already packed like mad, some people still open up their newspapers and read it. ZZZ.

two - those who lean on the poles. come on, if your whole body lean on one pole then how people hold on to the poles. and this is especially irritating when the train is packed and crowded like mad.

i should be doing my accounting work. whatever, bad mood.

我要的不是你的对不起...

i can't.

i can't.
i can't.
i can't.
i can't.
i can't.
i can't.
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i can't.
i can't.
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i can't.

tired thursday.

been more than a month since i'm back.
many people have lost interest in blogging.
i'm one of them.
oh well but sometimes it's a good place to write when i'm bored.
haha.

midterms have ended, and projects are due-ing soon.
assignments are due here and there.
final exams is in less than 2 months time.
cant afford to stop studying can i?
after that will be long break and gosh i'm going year 3 soon.
time flies, seriously.
got to find job during the holidays.
yea so anyone who happens to read this and have any job recommendations can just contact me.
money has never been enough.

sometimes, my heart sank for no reason.
sometimes, i just feel sad.
sometimes, i just want to sleep the whole day.
sometimes, i'm tired.
sometimes, i need to talk, but no idea who to talk to.
sometimes, i cant seem to express myself well.
sometimes, the words just doesnt come out.
sometimes, i'm confused.
sometimes, i'm unsure.
sometimes, i feel bad.
sometimes, i'm jealous.
sometimes, i dont care
sometimes, i feel guilty.
sometimes, i'm scared.
and sometimes, i feel so lonely.

i wished i had more courage.