random june post

Great! It's the june holidays! Summer holidays!
The holiday that students always looking forward to.
Well, I guess since i'm graduating, which means i'm no longer a student soon, i'll have no such holidays to look forward to anymore.
Been doing job searching after coming back from taiwan, although not intensive search.
I think i'm the kind of peroson who needs to experience before I can decide whether I like a certain job or not.
Hmm, my mum told me to take my time in finding one, and I dont know how long I'll take.
Hope it wouldnt be too long.
I fear.
And I'm kind of forcing myself, because I have yet to discover what I want in my career.
This sense of uncertainty, yet again.
oh well, pardon me for being emotional in the middle of the night.
Isnt that always happening to people? when you're alone lying on the bed before you sleep.
Things running through your mind that you'll never get the answers just by thinking.
I remember, whenever there's important things the next day, be it exams, events etc, I can never sleep well. I turn into a light sleeper!
well, worrywart I am.
I admit. Pros and Cons I say. HA.

Seriously speaking, I cannot imagine myself working.
It's like 'hey you've really grown up, and welcome to the corporate world - the reality'
and yea there it is. face it! with courage no matter what happens.

I've always wondered how it is to be someone else.
Like who am I from another person's perspective and view.
I want to see myself from someone else's eyes.
And then I can really understand myself.
I KNOW. It's impossible.

Enough of thinking for today!
Time to head to bed.
Goodnight =)

Love everyone around you!

reality.

Back from Taiwan.
Back to reality.

Grad lo!

Finally on thursday 3rd may I had my last paper.
It was much doable than I've expected, which means many people are going to do well for!
But at least, my university life didn't end with a sucky paper that spoils my mood!
And I can't describe how happy and relieved I felt after the paper because it's like finally over!!!
Means I'm unofficially a graduate!
And so thursday was an awesome day 'cus my uni clique planned a chalet right that day!!! =D
It's in a pasir ris villa and 'WOW' was my first reaction.
It was a bunglow changed into chalet (116 Pasir Ris Villa), and it's the nicest I've been to so far.
They have almost everything you need, from the usual chalet stuff to microwave oven to kitchen/cooking utensils, to even ktv room!
And the chalet was well maintained =)
I went home after the paper to get my things, while some of them went straight after the paper.
So, we bbq-ed, we chatted, we played zhong ji mi ma, we emo-ed ('cus we were writing messages for each other lol), we drank, we htht-ed and we laughed like crazy (at least for me haha).
Oh and the cocktail that ShiHui made was good!
We only slept for about an hour or two before packing up to checked out.
It was a rather short one but it's great still! =D

*Joanne and Andrew left first! Forgot to take pictures with them first =(*

And went home yesterday morning.
Was feeling really tired!! Like you know totally no energy kind.
Then slept through after my breakfast till around 3. Woke up and I can't fall back to sleep so I did some random stuff which I forgot. LOL
And then, Kenneth came to meet me to pass me the luggage and helped with abit of packing.
HA with him, I managed to pack in less than 2 hours. SO FAST RIGHT.
But then when I came back from dinner with him, decided to change some of the shirts I'm bringing =P
So my packing is almost done, except for those shampoos and soap that I'll pack in later.
YUP tonight going to the airport!!!
YEAHNESS MAX!
EXCITED!!! =D Hope the trip's gonna be awesome!
I'll be back to blog after I'm back from TAIWAN =)


I'll miss you my dear! Miss me too!

1 more!!!!

I keep thinking I have 1 week to my last paper.
BUT only 5 more days!

And I'm flying off to taiwan in less than 2 weeks time!!!
EXCITED =D

And before flying, having chalet with my uni friends...
='( no more school!
unless I become a teacher which is quite unlikely lol.

Study hard!
Stay healthy!
Be happy!

Get well real soon my dear! <3

emo again.

明天就是大学最后一个学期的第一个考试。
现在的我应该在读书的，但还是感性了起来。

有一次的期待，就有一次的失望
或许有一天我不再有期待。
可能是习惯你爱我的方式，也或许我不再爱你。
我也不知道。。。

可能我还没学会如何无条件的爱一个人吧。

a picture says a thousand words.

I'm always amazed at how amazing I feel when I look at pictures that are mesmerizing.
The innocent smile on the baby.

The wonderfully blossomed sunflower.

The breath-taking sunset view.

And the blissful looks on a young lady's flawless face.

ok not very flawless i know... >.<

How I wish I am able to capture all those moments.

1 more month...

1 more month before I unofficially becomes a nonstudent.
Strictly speaking it's 2 more weeks and lessons will end.
Mixed feelings much!

how?
Just have to move on no matter what...