bored...

ytd:

had OP rehearsal at my hse. only rehearse twice, and we started playing mahjong. played for jus an hour. den i had to go for training. rushed there. didnt even eat lunch, jus bought bread there. and when i reached, the rest were out eating! angry. i rushed there and didnt even eat but they went eating. somemore they still came back late... ok. den training. was ok ba. reached home. chatted on the phone for very long. hehex.

today:

had OP exam today. the presentation was quite ok ba. but the Q & A... haiz... suddenly blank out. so my ans was very short. sian. dont want to talk about it. haiz. after which, went amk... met up with classmates... and den went to prata hose at thomson road to eat. the prata was quite nice, but i think eat too much will get sick of it ba. lol. den went to icekimo to eat ice-cream.. the guys ate chocolate fondue. managed to 'steal' some. hehex. ok. after tt me went home, but the rest went amk cause joel wanted to buy psp. den after tt dunno where they go le. the guys went to play LAN ba.. that's what i heard. anyway, so sian. after i reached home. had a nap. ha. till about 7 45 den woke up. hehez. shall upload all the photos after JY and JQ sent them to me. ya.. still got Joy. ok. shall stop here le ba. really, seriously got no mood to study. jus wanted to go out. and not go for training. lol. but i think that's not possible...

Shall stop here le ba. come back again another day. haha. nite! =)

i jus hope to stop thinking but it doesnt seems to be working...

'A' Level Chinese Day...

had 'A' lvl chi paper today. quite ok ba. but i think it's a bit difficult leh. hope i can get an A ba. praying hard. after chinese went to eat subway. actually some wanted to eat pepper lunch, but too ex le. so i decided to eat subway. haha! okay. had a hard time biting. and when i drink cold drinks, my teeth, or is it gum is painful. sian! ok. went to T house after that. played mahjong. haha. and i won 60 cents. ha. ok. it's not much i know. lol. ok. reach home at about 8. tt's my day today. haha. tml still got training and wed is OP exam lerZ!

ytd supposed to study chi with JQ, LX, J, SK & KY, but ended up playing pool the whole afternoon, den watch BROTHERS. lol. after playing pool, when we want to go back to the cathay, it was raining damn heavily la. i got an umbrella, KY got 1. so we took turns to shelter the rest, but all of us ended up wet. ok. especially my pants and shoes. i think only my head is not wet. the rest are. den sitting with wet clothings in the cinema is... very uncomfortable la. some more the movie also not very nice... quite sian. after movie is like 6 plus almost 7. went to eat BK. shared the buddy meal with SK. after tt went home. so in the end. didnt study much of chinese. wanted to like study till about 12 before i go to sleep, but i dozed off while studying chi. so ended up didnt study much. and sat for the exam today. very scared leh. haiz.

dun know what's happening to me lately. y am i like tt? i dont want to be like tt. what am i thinking... i know i shouldnt but i cant stop. tell me what should i do... so FAN! =(

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

all about ytd. haha.

ytd was fun! lol. ok. not really very fun la. but still quite happy.

morning went to sch for oral presentation rehearsal. after tt, dunno where to go, cause it's like still early. so we decided to go out. relax. after thinking about 1 hour plus, decided to come my house play mahjong. but, when we're about to leave sch, JY said can go her hse. so went her house play mahjong. when me, QJ, C, Joy reached her house, played with her dogs. damn guai la her dog... ok. den we started playing mahjong. only after the first one, SK & KY came. ok. did win quite a few sets but cause we didnt play $$, so it's like just play play only lor. den at around 5, decided to go play pool. borrowed clothes from JY cause cannot wear sch U there ma. only JQ, me, SK & KY went. JQ left at around 7. so left 3 of us continue playing... hahaz. saw my primary sch friends there. yueming & amanda. i dun think they recognise me ba. lol. played until about 9, and i won SK & KY individually. lol. den went to eat. but mummy got cook mine so i go home eat. SK & KY ate the 'ba cho mee' lol. KY didnt know SK dont really withstand spicyness. haha. so the mian was quite hot. haha.. ok. went home after tt. reached home at about 10.. bathe eat den went to sleep le. lol. very tired. woke up at 11 today. hehe.

actually if like tt also quite sian right'? got nothing to do.. lol. later still got training. haiz. and i haven study chinese. monday is A lvl exam liao!!! haha. must go study le.

shall stop here ba. =)

SO SIAN...

jus came back from training, which ended at almost 10. ok. it was because we had to arrange the tables and chairs for the examiners to see tml. A levels.

my class ppl went play pool today! and i cant go. SIAN! they always choose the day i got training to go out de leh. so ... DONT LIKE..

ok. tml having op rehearsal. monday having A level chinese. Wed having the OP exam. and i'm still thinking of playing!!! wAhaHAha... die. lol. jus got no mood to studying man!

took the OGL form from the student council board. wanted to be one. but dunno whether will be selected anot. ha. shall let nature takes its course.

i really dunno what he's thinking about. y do i feel so sad when he said tt? y do i feel like crying yet there's traces of anger? y do i feel like i dont want to talk to him? i'm tired. really tired.

shall end here. will come back again! =)

kbox-ing...

jus came back from kbox.

today was as usual, econs lecture in the morning, den op presentation by JY's group. After tt was principal talk, yup, jus the usual stuffs. went back to ct rooms to collect our results slip. failed phy. got an S. ok. i'll work hard. monday is chi A level lerz... jia you. lol. after tt was selling jerseys, socks & water bottle. i managed to sold a water bottle. lol. and is C who bought it. i left after a while, went to kbox. SK, JY, J, Joy, LX, Z, YS, JQ & me. JQ & JY left early. so left 7 of us.

i've never seen him so sad b4. really. dont know how to cheer him up. haiz. it must have really be very painful. hope he'll be happy again soon. and is really happy, cause it's pain to see him like tt.

busy busy busy...

it's been a few days since i blog. lolz. now is midnight le. and i'm still blogging. jus changed my blogskin. lol.

these few days been busy with OP... editing slides, writing scripts...

thurs morning, normal lessons, well is lectures actually. 1st is maths, which everyone in my class obediently attended. after that was econs. only about 7-8, including me, attended. last was chi, only 6 attended. i know it's after promo. but everytime i skipped lesson, something bad always happen to me. people skip class nth happen. dun know why. actually, i also skipping chi, to do our op. but D & J wanted to attend, so i accompany J. SK & Joy went lib to do OP slides. felt bad. was very fan. very 'xin ji'. cause fri got rehearsal, our slides not completed, script not written. went for training, and the 4 of them continued with the work. reached home at about 10 plus.

had a rehearsal on fri, with whole class watching, and not even prepared la. In the morning, mr ng gave us an hour to prepare, after which we'll present. other groups were not able to present cos of some members not prepared, others is cos grp member not in class so dont need present. except for Z group, who presented before us. that one hour we combined our scripts that was done on thurs. ok. tot everything is fine. but after the script was printed out, my part was incomplete. it was about 9 plus. had to go for dry run, so didnt edit. came back from dry run, it was about 10. we're supposed to present at 11. with script written on cue cards. i spent about half hour editing my script before writing them on the cards. managed to finish jus before our turn. jus had to present with what i have. mr ng said our group was quite ok. i exceeded the 5 mins given to each speaker. i spoke for 7 mins. lol. i think i was not fluent enough. did stammer. not familiar with my script. missed alot of points, and still exceed time limit.

sat was training again. sian. at around 2 plus, SK msg me : "wan play pool? 6 at somerset." i was like WT... so i replied him i got training, and asked them y they always choose sat to go out when i got training. and i cant go. sad. i wan to go out!

today, my group came to my hse for pw meeting. they met at khatib mrt at 1030, but J cause her dad fetch her, reached here at 1030. the rest at 11. mummy cooked bee hoon for us, and lots of fishballs. lol. ok. den, we rehearse, twice in total if i'm not wrong. been editing the slides again for the rest of the time. wanted to play mahjong after we've finished, but D & J had to go home. so short of 1 player. in the end didnt play. anyway, SK wore his sunglasses, and we were cam-whoring.. shall pose the photos another day. now quite tired le.

woh. this entry super long. lol. shall stop here le ba.

tues knowing whether getting promoted anot. but fri went to find mr lim with chen, he said i'm promoted.

drained...

i'm running out of oil. thot after promos could relax abit. but, pw, A level chinese, lessons, all coming up. OP exam on 31 Oct. this fri is the 1st rehersal. not prepared yet. slides not finished. speech no done. skit not prepared. A level chinese is 29 Oct. revision not done. why is everything so rushed?

been very tired. eyes closing even though time is only 10 plus. fustrated with pw group. doesnt seem to be working together. how should i make everyone work together? tell me... sometimes i cant help feeling why i'm so stupid. everything's like going against me.

i want to go out. play all day. no troubles. no work. no nothing.

cant stop thinking of him, though i know i shouldnt. what should i do?