I'm officially 21 years old. for 7 days already!
well it wasnt as i expected. my birthday.
not even a birthday cake nor a birthday song.
but still i felt loved. i'm contented. =)
random meetups with friends are really great.
no proper work for me this holiday but anyway school's starting soon!
bidding for modules started already and i've got my 3 cores.
now left electives to bid for!
anyway july passed really fast!
ok i'm just lazy to recount on each individual events haha. =P
bascially got beach out with sow people, canvassing for d&d, work @ expo for nlb for 2 days, meeting cousin for dinner.. rest of the time i'm home. haha.
and sleeping long hours everyday.
guess i wont have such long hours of sleep when sch starts!
i want to buy new shoes and bag for school!!!!
ok maybe i'll come back and blog about my batam trip.
going on the day sch starts! =P
be back again!
Thursday, July 28, 2011
Thursday, June 30, 2011
random
it's late and i should get to my bed.
just thought i would drop a few words before sleeping.
still, no news of jobs for me.
hope my phone rings non stop for today(effectively today 'cus past midnight)
i need to save for my grad trip!!!
watched alot of dramas this month.
49 days; Secret Garden; My Princess; One Litres of Tears; Mischievous Kiss;
Hope i didnt miss out any.
Now ongoing watching 醉后决定爱上你 and Love keeps going, both taiwanese dramas.
I think i'm watching too many, and fantasizing too much about love.
hahahahaha.
i should go to the library and pick some books to read right.
and then go for a run or do some exercises.
oh well.
i'm missing volleyball.
thinking about it, it has been more than a year since i touch a volleyball.
this is bad!!!!
ok shall stop here for today.
goodnight! =)
just thought i would drop a few words before sleeping.
still, no news of jobs for me.
hope my phone rings non stop for today(effectively today 'cus past midnight)
i need to save for my grad trip!!!
watched alot of dramas this month.
49 days; Secret Garden; My Princess; One Litres of Tears; Mischievous Kiss;
Hope i didnt miss out any.
Now ongoing watching 醉后决定爱上你 and Love keeps going, both taiwanese dramas.
I think i'm watching too many, and fantasizing too much about love.
hahahahaha.
i should go to the library and pick some books to read right.
and then go for a run or do some exercises.
oh well.
i'm missing volleyball.
thinking about it, it has been more than a year since i touch a volleyball.
this is bad!!!!
ok shall stop here for today.
goodnight! =)
Saturday, June 25, 2011
Friday, June 10, 2011
a room to myself
sis went to korea last night.
went to the airport to send her off, together with mum, dad and weikai.
kind of envious of her that she can go travel.
haha but then again, i had my turn, and will have my turn too.
oh well i just have to wait i guess.
but i'm scared.
with no job = no savings = no grad trip.
that'll be so sad lah!
hais.
that aside, now i have one whole week with the room to myself.
feels kind of weird actually, because since young, been sharing a room with my sis.
ok i rmb there was a period when i was sleeping with my mum.
haha. anyway didnt really slept in a room by myself alone.
ok sounds like i'm missing my sis. HAHA.
anyway still feels good to have a room to myself la.
ok basically until now i've been slacking at home or going out.
no work done. plus my pay, i can only collect on next tues just because i didnt contact the boss ytd, which is supposedly my payday.
i was actually waiting for him to contact me and inform me where to meet him and stuff but he didnt.
oh well. kind of dislike the environment there. =P that was part of the reason for rejecting the admin job that he offered.
just finished watching '49 days', a korean drama.
not bad, kind of touching. haha.
anyway my face skin seems to be getter bad. HAIz.
what to do?????
eat more fruits, drink more water, sleep early!
ha been sleeping alot though, at the wrong timings. =X
oh well, i need work to do! if not i won't feel like working anymore!
come on my dear phone, ring!
went to the airport to send her off, together with mum, dad and weikai.
kind of envious of her that she can go travel.
haha but then again, i had my turn, and will have my turn too.
oh well i just have to wait i guess.
but i'm scared.
with no job = no savings = no grad trip.
that'll be so sad lah!
hais.
that aside, now i have one whole week with the room to myself.
feels kind of weird actually, because since young, been sharing a room with my sis.
ok i rmb there was a period when i was sleeping with my mum.
haha. anyway didnt really slept in a room by myself alone.
ok sounds like i'm missing my sis. HAHA.
anyway still feels good to have a room to myself la.
ok basically until now i've been slacking at home or going out.
no work done. plus my pay, i can only collect on next tues just because i didnt contact the boss ytd, which is supposedly my payday.
i was actually waiting for him to contact me and inform me where to meet him and stuff but he didnt.
oh well. kind of dislike the environment there. =P that was part of the reason for rejecting the admin job that he offered.
just finished watching '49 days', a korean drama.
not bad, kind of touching. haha.
anyway my face skin seems to be getter bad. HAIz.
what to do?????
eat more fruits, drink more water, sleep early!
ha been sleeping alot though, at the wrong timings. =X
oh well, i need work to do! if not i won't feel like working anymore!
come on my dear phone, ring!
Saturday, June 4, 2011
bored.
it's been awhile.
and just the previous post i mentioned that there's a new pet in the house.
today, it died.
ok i'm not sure of the exact timing that it died, but when i tried to disturb it, it doesnt move!
not even a single inch. so my mum and i concluded that it's dead, hence threw it down the bin!
poor terrapin.
it's been quite some time since our house had a pet.
the most recent one was perhaps 'luo han yu' during the luo han yu craze.
cant remember exactly when was it.
anyway, perhaps it's the animals' unlucky life to be adopted by us.
oh well, life and death are part of our lives right?
ok i'm still jobless.
rotting at home.
dont really want to go out because i'll have to spend money if i'm out of the house.
and i havent got my pay from the uob side.
been sending resumes out these 2 days.
but my phone doesnt seem to be ringing.
i have no idea what i can do at home except watching tv/drama/sleep/eat/bathe.
and i hate to work because of money. not because i liked that job.
perhaps i'm too used to living day by day.
perhaps i'm just pure lazy.
i cant seem to find anything good about myself.
HAIZ.
i need to get some work before i start thinking too much.
"Expect too much and you'll bound to feel disappointed.
Be contented with what you have."
That's what i've been telling myself all the time, but i cant really control my heart.
and just the previous post i mentioned that there's a new pet in the house.
today, it died.
ok i'm not sure of the exact timing that it died, but when i tried to disturb it, it doesnt move!
not even a single inch. so my mum and i concluded that it's dead, hence threw it down the bin!
poor terrapin.
it's been quite some time since our house had a pet.
the most recent one was perhaps 'luo han yu' during the luo han yu craze.
cant remember exactly when was it.
anyway, perhaps it's the animals' unlucky life to be adopted by us.
oh well, life and death are part of our lives right?
ok i'm still jobless.
rotting at home.
dont really want to go out because i'll have to spend money if i'm out of the house.
and i havent got my pay from the uob side.
been sending resumes out these 2 days.
but my phone doesnt seem to be ringing.
i have no idea what i can do at home except watching tv/drama/sleep/eat/bathe.
and i hate to work because of money. not because i liked that job.
perhaps i'm too used to living day by day.
perhaps i'm just pure lazy.
i cant seem to find anything good about myself.
HAIZ.
i need to get some work before i start thinking too much.
"Expect too much and you'll bound to feel disappointed.
Be contented with what you have."
That's what i've been telling myself all the time, but i cant really control my heart.
Monday, May 23, 2011
back to jobless.
it's been a whole week since i've worked.
i have no idea how i had managed to do that.
standing for so many hours, my legs deserve some good rest.
ytd was supposedly my last day...
but the boss asked me to work for this coming weekend.
do i have to choice to say no?
since he said that he has already planned everything and i cant just quit like that.
then he shouldnt have said ok when i told him i'll only work till ytd.
make me happy for nothing.
ok i'm not actually against anyone.
just that i cant change my personality to suit that job.
maybe not that i cant, probably i didnt want to.
whatever it is, hope this coming weekend is really my last 2 days as their agent.
now that i'm jobless again, have to start looking for other jobs.
dont really want to work actually.
but no choice have to.
because i need to save up some money!!!
everything is about money. zzz
anyway, mum & dad bought a terrapin back when they brought the kid mum's babysit out.
so now, our house got a new pet.
hahahaha.
anyway time to go.
till next time! =)
i have no idea how i had managed to do that.
standing for so many hours, my legs deserve some good rest.
ytd was supposedly my last day...
but the boss asked me to work for this coming weekend.
do i have to choice to say no?
since he said that he has already planned everything and i cant just quit like that.
then he shouldnt have said ok when i told him i'll only work till ytd.
make me happy for nothing.
ok i'm not actually against anyone.
just that i cant change my personality to suit that job.
maybe not that i cant, probably i didnt want to.
whatever it is, hope this coming weekend is really my last 2 days as their agent.
now that i'm jobless again, have to start looking for other jobs.
dont really want to work actually.
but no choice have to.
because i need to save up some money!!!
everything is about money. zzz
anyway, mum & dad bought a terrapin back when they brought the kid mum's babysit out.
so now, our house got a new pet.
hahahaha.
anyway time to go.
till next time! =)
Sunday, May 15, 2011
i'm tired.. from smiling.
yup. started work just yesterday.
standing for 10 hours (including the travelling time) is no joke.
seriously, my last job as temp cashier at john little expo sale also not that tiring compared to this one.
and to make things worse, not even a single deal closed today.
sad. abit demoralized.
and i start thinking if i should really continue this job.
well, 2 months, i believe, will pass rather quickly.
perhaps i'm really not suited to this kind of job.
i know i have to get used to this fast.
but i dont know if i can do it.
everybody made this job sound so simple.
yes, simple if you have a gift to speak well, to have the ability to convinced/persuade people.
i'm terrible at that, trust me.
i have the urge to quit.
i kind of regret to agree trying this job.
should have just find those admin jobs to do.
oh well, hope i can do better....
hope my luck will improve and improve and improve...
i'm tired, from smiling, that i dont want to move the tip of my lips up...
till next time........
standing for 10 hours (including the travelling time) is no joke.
seriously, my last job as temp cashier at john little expo sale also not that tiring compared to this one.
and to make things worse, not even a single deal closed today.
sad. abit demoralized.
and i start thinking if i should really continue this job.
well, 2 months, i believe, will pass rather quickly.
perhaps i'm really not suited to this kind of job.
i know i have to get used to this fast.
but i dont know if i can do it.
everybody made this job sound so simple.
yes, simple if you have a gift to speak well, to have the ability to convinced/persuade people.
i'm terrible at that, trust me.
i have the urge to quit.
i kind of regret to agree trying this job.
should have just find those admin jobs to do.
oh well, hope i can do better....
hope my luck will improve and improve and improve...
i'm tired, from smiling, that i dont want to move the tip of my lips up...
till next time........
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