我最近都没什么时间来写部落格。这几天都忙着工作，从上午11点钟到晚上9点钟。回到家都大概10点了，冲一下凉，吃点东西就觉得困了，倒头就睡。隔天又是同样的。为了钱，没办法！虽然不是每一天都有工作，没工作时就会约朋友出门，所以也没什么时间上网。
2011年就快到一个尾声了，想想时间过得挺快的！就快毕业的我还没仔细的想毕业后要做些什么。我看现在最重要的事是先选这个学期的 modules 吧！有时还真讨厌计划自己的时间表！=P
其实现在的我还有一个烦恼， 就是该换什么款式的手机！因为我不舍得花钱买太贵的。这个月工作拿到的工资是要存起来，等到我去毕业旅行时候才花的。可是我还是想要有个新手机。真矛盾！我也不知道该拿什么手机才好。唉！说到底还是我的虚荣心在作祟！
幸福对你来说有什么定义？或者说，幸福是什么？要怎么才算是幸福的呢？
曾经听别人说过，幸福是个选择。也有些人说幸福不是个终点，而是过程。
对我来说，幸福可以很简单。
只要我知道我不是一个人(physically or emotionally)，无论我做什么。
只要一个简单的问候或简讯，都可以让我觉得开心，因为我知道自己没被人遗忘。
我承认，我是一个很没有安全感的人。我也不知道为什么。所以只要谁能给我安全感，我就会得别的依赖那个人。
当然，幸福是开心的，但开心不一定代表幸福哦！
被人疼爱是幸福的，而每个人都有资格拥有属于自己的幸福！
我想我已经找到了我的幸福，你呢？
Wednesday, December 28, 2011
Monday, December 12, 2011
Been awhile.
Christmas season is here~ Should i 'write' to Santa?
and exam results out in 8 more days. >.<
Got a part-time job this december.
Sales yet again.
Perhaps i was too impulsive, because this one is exactly the same as the promoter for uob cards, just that this time round i'm promoting bb.
well... i wouldnt say it's easier this time.
As tiring as the last, as hard to sell too.
Perhaps, sales is not for me. Actually, i never think it is, just for the fact that i'm not a sweet/smooth talker.
Nonetheless, one thing that motivates me is the pay. As least i get some money this holiday as funds for my grad trip!
Talking about that, we've decided to go taiwan! =D
A place i've always wanted to visit.
Frankly speaking, when i was younger (ha sounds like i'm very old now), i had always wanted to go japan. But japan is over my budget and current ability to go, so i'll settle for taiwan instead!
So excited! and i should really do some proper research on where i would like to visit there! =D
Shopping with Mags tmr!! yeah!
And it's getting late. Sleep time! =)
and exam results out in 8 more days. >.<
Got a part-time job this december.
Sales yet again.
Perhaps i was too impulsive, because this one is exactly the same as the promoter for uob cards, just that this time round i'm promoting bb.
well... i wouldnt say it's easier this time.
As tiring as the last, as hard to sell too.
Perhaps, sales is not for me. Actually, i never think it is, just for the fact that i'm not a sweet/smooth talker.
Nonetheless, one thing that motivates me is the pay. As least i get some money this holiday as funds for my grad trip!
Talking about that, we've decided to go taiwan! =D
A place i've always wanted to visit.
Frankly speaking, when i was younger (ha sounds like i'm very old now), i had always wanted to go japan. But japan is over my budget and current ability to go, so i'll settle for taiwan instead!
So excited! and i should really do some proper research on where i would like to visit there! =D
Shopping with Mags tmr!! yeah!
And it's getting late. Sleep time! =)
Thursday, November 24, 2011
one more paper!
yup in the midst of the final exams.
today had my 4th paper.
actually i've kinda felt that exams were over after my core papers are over on tues.
haha =P
the papers were hard as usual. hope everything turns out well in the end.
one more paper ge2228 left on monday.....
jiayou is all i can tell myself haha.
nothing to write already.
bye!
today had my 4th paper.
actually i've kinda felt that exams were over after my core papers are over on tues.
haha =P
the papers were hard as usual. hope everything turns out well in the end.
one more paper ge2228 left on monday.....
jiayou is all i can tell myself haha.
nothing to write already.
bye!
Monday, November 7, 2011
uncertainties.
there are so many uncertainties.
uncertain about what i want.
be it job, study, r/s, anything you can think of.
i know i should be focused.
but it's easier said than done. which things arent?
sometimes i really hate myself
for procrastinating, for being avoidant, for being ignorant, for being indecisive, for being selfish, for being short-sighted(not refering to my eye sight though), for being not so clever.
seems like a lot of minus points about myself huhh.
i dont like uncertainties. but they wont disappear.
for the last lecture of my gem2000 module, the lecturer gave a presentation on 'taking exams'.
he didnt stop encouraging us throughout the lecture and he said he believed we can do it.
sometimes it's because you're doubting your ability too much that makes you fail.
of course i do understand that we should not be over confident of ourselves too.
but what i cant gauge is the bounds.
who determines the bounds?
how do we know?
i admit, i didnt like the lecturer's way of teaching, and i didnt really have a good impression of him
but as a person, he's one nice guy.
instead of pondering here about these questions, i guess it'll be better if i do some constructive work before i sleep.
anyway, seriously my body clock is totally weird.
i sleep late at night, and feels so tired during the day even though i've had enough sleep.
been more efficiently doing things at night.
i wonder why. Hmmmm.
2 more weeks and exams are here.
I cant say I'm prepared, yes because i'm not!!!
how great right.
I knew exactly that I should be studying hard, especially this is probably my last year in uni.
argh.
uncertain about what i want.
be it job, study, r/s, anything you can think of.
i know i should be focused.
but it's easier said than done. which things arent?
sometimes i really hate myself
for procrastinating, for being avoidant, for being ignorant, for being indecisive, for being selfish, for being short-sighted(not refering to my eye sight though), for being not so clever.
seems like a lot of minus points about myself huhh.
i dont like uncertainties. but they wont disappear.
for the last lecture of my gem2000 module, the lecturer gave a presentation on 'taking exams'.
he didnt stop encouraging us throughout the lecture and he said he believed we can do it.
sometimes it's because you're doubting your ability too much that makes you fail.
of course i do understand that we should not be over confident of ourselves too.
but what i cant gauge is the bounds.
who determines the bounds?
how do we know?
i admit, i didnt like the lecturer's way of teaching, and i didnt really have a good impression of him
but as a person, he's one nice guy.
instead of pondering here about these questions, i guess it'll be better if i do some constructive work before i sleep.
anyway, seriously my body clock is totally weird.
i sleep late at night, and feels so tired during the day even though i've had enough sleep.
been more efficiently doing things at night.
i wonder why. Hmmmm.
2 more weeks and exams are here.
I cant say I'm prepared, yes because i'm not!!!
how great right.
I knew exactly that I should be studying hard, especially this is probably my last year in uni.
argh.
Sunday, October 23, 2011
tick tock tick tock
3 more weeks and semester 1 is over! meaning i'm left with one more semester before i graduate (that is if i'm not doing honors and i prob wouldnt because of my bad results) ok not the exams though.
seems like there's lots of revision to do yet i'm like not doing it. >.<
bad bad me.
i hate it when people do things last min.
yet ironically, i do that sometimes too.
perhaps i need some stress to drive me.
but yet i'm kinda scared to push myself too hard for the fear that i'll break down and screw up my life totally.
same reasoning as i hate to wait, for anything.
ok hate is a pretty strong word so i'll change that.
i dont like to wait.
and i dont like to make people wait.
but sometimes, it becomes a habit that i'll make people wait for me because i dont like to wait.
but surprisingly, i have a really good tolerance/patience to wait even though i dont like.
oh well weird me.
okays back to studying! jiayou all my friends! =D
Sunday, October 16, 2011
omg. =0
first time in my life, i saw someone bleeding so much.
the story is like this.
me and my friend was studying at utown study room and was back at sci fac to put my textbook into locker. it was already about 12 plus midnight.
when i was done and back in the car, we saw this guy riding his bicycle down the road behind the science canteen towards the main road.
thinking nothing much about it, my friend drove out.
as we were approaching the gantry out to the main road, we saw a guy lying on the road with his bicycle beside him.
he lay there for a moment and we came out of the car to see if he's alright.
he was stumbling to stand up, and we saw how injured he was.
his face, almost half was covered with blood. as such, we couldnt see if he just had abrasions or it was something more serious.
he did spit out some blood from his mouth (prob he had some broken tooths)
but he kept saying he's alright and didnt need help.
ok seeing so much blood i reckoned he needed more help so i ran to s16 security post.
i told the security guard at the post that someone is injured at the junction of the road. i had to repeat it 2nd time when he came out of the office counter and then his brain registered what i said.
so he called his colleague from the other room to come out and waited for a while before the guard was ready to follow me to the place of accident.
while waiting for the guard, my friend called and said the guy left!
and when i told the guards that they guy is leaving, no reaction from them. dont know if they heard me.
anyway then, when the guard was ready to follow me, we went out to the place where the guy had the accident, there's no sight of him, and what is left behind was his blood on the pavement and road.
so seeing that there's nothing much we can do, we left for home.
ok on this, firstly i feel that the guy who fell should have just waited for help, because at least it would be safer for him. and we would feel more an xin that he's ok. and i really really think he need some help!
secondly, the guards can act a little faster, and prob so they would be able to help the guy out already.
anyway, hope the guy is really fine! A MI TUO FO!
thirdly TO EVERYONE, ALL MY FRIENDS AND BELOVED, PLEASE BE SAFE ON ROADS! IF YOU DRIVE, DRIVE CAREFULLY! EVEN IF YOU CYCLE, CYCLE CAREFULLY TOO!
on a side note, it's seldom i stay out late in school to study! haha 'cus if i had to take public transport home, i wouldnt stay till so late!
the story is like this.
me and my friend was studying at utown study room and was back at sci fac to put my textbook into locker. it was already about 12 plus midnight.
when i was done and back in the car, we saw this guy riding his bicycle down the road behind the science canteen towards the main road.
thinking nothing much about it, my friend drove out.
as we were approaching the gantry out to the main road, we saw a guy lying on the road with his bicycle beside him.
he lay there for a moment and we came out of the car to see if he's alright.
he was stumbling to stand up, and we saw how injured he was.
his face, almost half was covered with blood. as such, we couldnt see if he just had abrasions or it was something more serious.
he did spit out some blood from his mouth (prob he had some broken tooths)
but he kept saying he's alright and didnt need help.
ok seeing so much blood i reckoned he needed more help so i ran to s16 security post.
i told the security guard at the post that someone is injured at the junction of the road. i had to repeat it 2nd time when he came out of the office counter and then his brain registered what i said.
so he called his colleague from the other room to come out and waited for a while before the guard was ready to follow me to the place of accident.
while waiting for the guard, my friend called and said the guy left!
and when i told the guards that they guy is leaving, no reaction from them. dont know if they heard me.
anyway then, when the guard was ready to follow me, we went out to the place where the guy had the accident, there's no sight of him, and what is left behind was his blood on the pavement and road.
so seeing that there's nothing much we can do, we left for home.
ok on this, firstly i feel that the guy who fell should have just waited for help, because at least it would be safer for him. and we would feel more an xin that he's ok. and i really really think he need some help!
secondly, the guards can act a little faster, and prob so they would be able to help the guy out already.
anyway, hope the guy is really fine! A MI TUO FO!
thirdly TO EVERYONE, ALL MY FRIENDS AND BELOVED, PLEASE BE SAFE ON ROADS! IF YOU DRIVE, DRIVE CAREFULLY! EVEN IF YOU CYCLE, CYCLE CAREFULLY TOO!
on a side note, it's seldom i stay out late in school to study! haha 'cus if i had to take public transport home, i wouldnt stay till so late!
Wednesday, October 12, 2011
=)
Heard a good news from my friend yesterday.
And really did felt happy for her! =)
Anyway got back my ST3244 midterms result.
It was alright but could be better. But the paper was hard too. Even the lecturer said so.
And my other mod, ST3236 wasnt well done either.
Study hard!! but always seem to be not in the mood to study. hehe.
ok i have nothing to blog about. haha.
Be back again!
And really did felt happy for her! =)
Anyway got back my ST3244 midterms result.
It was alright but could be better. But the paper was hard too. Even the lecturer said so.
And my other mod, ST3236 wasnt well done either.
Study hard!! but always seem to be not in the mood to study. hehe.
ok i have nothing to blog about. haha.
Be back again!
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