i dont know how long i can hold.

fear.

For a moment I had this fear that I might not be able to graduate.
And i hate this feeling.

I have to mug harder than ever.

my advanced wish list =P

I know it's like full 4 months to my birthday but this isnt exactly a birthday wish list. ha i accept presents throughout the year you know... =P
There's so many things i want to buy that i feel like listing them all down!
1) Camera - no particular model in mind, just thought i should get a decent camera for myself!

2) External hard disk - to have one just so i can keep all my pictures!

3) Thumbdrive - ok you must be feeling strange how can i dont have a thumbdrive, yes i dont have 1 'cus i dont use much. but it's still good to have one around right?

4) Decent handbags - of course this will be in preparation for me stepping into the workforce in hopefully 3 months time.

5) More clothes - this one i bet all girls agree with me, our clothes are never too much! hehe. Dresses, tops, skirts, shorts, pants, everything!

6) Heels! - ok bascially i'm not a heels person but i always have the urge to buy heels just because they're all too pretty!

7) Sports/running shoes - i need to exercise for goodness sake!

8) Make a new pair of spectacles - but i'm actually considering buying some contact lenses.

OR

9) Bold 9790 leather pouch for my bb - this is what makes carrying a bb COOL. IKR. It comes with white too (OMG!)

White one!!!

Ok but the back of the pouch looks different. got holes one leh. Hmm.

Bascially that's all... for now!
Disclaimer: the pictures above are just for visual sake, except the bb pocket which is the exact one that i want! =P

On a side note, it's been a week after my recess week.
The past week was kinda busy, but definitly i can conclude i dont have the full mood to study. oops.
Next week i have another midterm, on wednesday.
Next next week on tuesday for my elective, which the term assignment i've got a B and am so disappointed. >.<
That aside, i cant wait for my taiwan trip!!! =) Basically that's when i can spend a bit more! hehe.

muack!

Give someone you love a kiss today, and see how widely they'll smile.
It just brightens up my day, don't you agree?
=D

updates + things to do...

Last sunday night, went over to JB for dinner!
This is like the 1ST time we travelled out of Singapore as a family.
Even though it's just across the causeway IKR!
Went 大马花园 and bro ordered about 6 dishes.
Butter crayfish, Salted egg crayfish, Cereal Crayfish, Herbal chicken, Sambal Kangkong & Teochew steam fish (jin mu lu).
Had 1 big glass of sugarcane each too!
It was a total feast on CRAYFISH. haha 3 big plates of them. should have taken photos of it. next time!
Yup and came home with stomaches all satisfied.
Hope we'll have more of such trips!

It's recess week now for me.
Supposed to be doing work, studying, look for jobs plus research on my taiwan trip!~
Sounds like a one whole list of stuff to do!
Too much to do till i dont know where to start!

BLEAHX.

心情

心情不好~

要怎么才能让自己不会有期待？

想哭，只能偷偷的躲在被窝里哭~

more updates!

Went to watch Chingay last friday with mummy, 'cus sis has got 2 free tickets.
It's first row seats! haha good view of the performance and fireworks! =)  Pretty!
Anyway bro drove us there so we were super early.
Since we're early, we went looking for toilets!
As expected, there were only mobile toilets for public to use.
and guess what? the toilets cant be flushed -.-
And 'cus no choice, had to use it too. but surprisingly it didnt smell as bad though. ha.
then we went in early to sit and apparently we were too early 'cus there isnt many people yet.
Free drinks were given out, including beer!
And finally the performace start, punctually at 8.30pm!
Actually i'm kinda lazy to describe the performance ha so i shall skip. =P

ytd, went out with sister, my ah yee and cousin. supposedly to have more ppl but end up the 4 of us.
went vivo's dian xiao er's for late lunch and the food's not bad.
yup and went walking around vivocity after that.
then, went over to ShiHui's place around evening time.
ha so paiseh i'm the last to arrive =P
anyway, had steamboat for dinner, then played blackjack.

i lost 30cents hahahahaha. 小赌怡情！
yup then lo hei before heading home! =)

I'm going to sleep le.
sleepy max.
shall do tutorials and study tmr on my free day =S

goodnight!