expectations vs reality

Expectations, good or bad?
i know i shouldnt expect alot.
i know i shouldnt.
i know.

yet, i still expect, and getting greedier.

it's rabbit year.

today, technically is forth day of lunar new year.
listening to all the oldies.
and feel like singing out loud.
but it's the middle of the night!
have assignments due not done yet.
have to do it soon.
yes. like probably morning.

havent been writting for a month.
no idea what to write.
no point in writing.
perhaps nobody is reading anyway.
jan passed rather quickly.
sch as usual.
mid terms are coming real soon.
yes i need to study. seriously.

this year went visiting, the usual places.
nothing much.
keep eating, from one place to another.

sometimes, seems to have so much things to do, yet i just cant make myself do something about it.
sometimes, seems like i'm too dependent. Independence is a very important condition. yes in statistics i mean. HAHA.
ok whatever.
sometimes, i dont know what am i thinking too.
sometimes.

well, life's short i know.
shouldnt think too much.
but cannot dont think also.
reality's too cruel.
and seems so hard to be myself sometimes.
gosh why i am emo-ing now.
i should stop before anything else happens.
haha.

that's all for now i guess.
GO STUDY MS KANG.