waste of time?

yesterday,
was it just a total waste of time?

we went malaysia to have a friendly match with the team there.
supposed to be in johor, but changed venue when we reached.
i've actually went with anticipation that i'll get a chance to play.
at least a set and i'll be happier.
i'm so disappointed.
arent we suppose to gain some experience from the friendly?
honesty, i didnt.

i cant help but dislike her.
i dont want to, but i cant help it.

perhaps i just cant blame anyone.
perhaps i've been giving myself too many excuses.
i should stop, shouldnt i?


i liked that setter. =D

186 days to A levels!

leaking motivation...

yup yup, another 5 days just zoomed pass like that.

monday was yup, alright.

tues, had a match against RJC.
though we won, didnt really play well, for me i guess.
dun know what's wrong with me, suddenly i just forgot how to play.
sad. disappointed.
i dun like this.
anyway, it's our captain's bday the next day, so went Fish & Co.
pics next time, i haven receive them yet...
yup. ate till full. =D
and our beloved juniors paid half of our bills, cause they received $500 cause of the cca excellence award.
gave our captain a surprise. haha.
and we're so damn high.
cause there's quite a few bday ppl there.
den the Fish & Co. staff was like singing bday song and shouting their cheer to wish them happy bday.
we ended up joining them in the clapping and shouting. ha.
yup, went home and i was so full that i just dropped onto my bed and sleep.
loved my bed!

wed, yup, lessons as usual.
assembly was some environmental thingy, which was quite boring la frankly speaking.
but J was up there, presenting.
so yup, listened attentively. =D
den comes a few hours of waiting before training starts.
went to com lab with my teammates and... study of course.
training was alright.
coach was terribly sick, so he was not present.
so we trained ourselves.
but still ended at usual timing.
yup, went home and dozed off.
i guess i love my bed too much!

thurs, which was yesterday, lessons as usual.
and after that, took the physics SPA exam.
actually i'm supposed to take it today, but because of there's a match today, took it yesterday.
joined Mr. Mark Lim's class.
and he can be quite fierce leh.
anyway, that's beside the point.
i think i got 2 of the sources of errors mixed up.
hope it doesnt affect my results much.
pls!
ok. went home and forgot that i had to hand in my econs essay today.
so i slept without realising that my work is not done.
i seriously think i'm in love with my bed!
it's always so comfortable can!
=D

today, lessons till 10am only.
cause remember, we've got a match today, against SRJC.
trained abit, mostly the spikers...
and here comes the match!
but, we played terribly.
it's not like us, not what i see during our trainings.
though we won, we're not at all proud/happy.

coach talked to us after the match.
we've just increased the confidence level of other teams, after seeing us play so badly.
2 things:
1st, we're too not serious. totally agreed, as seen from the ist set.
2nd, we're not playing the game intelligently, as seen from the 2nd set.
he said this may perhaps be a good lesson for us all.
to know where our flaws lies, to see where our weaknesses are.
had team talk again...and yup, always repeating those same things.
no time to lose, if we really want that champion.

yup, i guess tml i'll have no time to study again.

shall be back again! =D

i'm so mentally tired.

188 days to A levels!

training on a SUN!

just bathe, reach home from training @ around 4:30.
ha. u guys must be thinking that it's so crazy to train on a SUNDAY!
yup, i thot so too, but... what to do?
WE WANT TO BE THE CHAMPION!
right, so i woke up @ around 7 plus almost 8.
did some quantum phy tutorial qns, and started to prepare to go sch for training.
yup, reached sch early, 1035am.
weight training starts @ 11am.
so yup.. wasnt really in the mood to train though.
nevertheless, dragged my heavy body... haiz...
ok, played as normal lor.
and u knoe when i was reaching home, i had to cross this zebra crossing ma.
den cause it's raining quite heavily, so i just ran across it.
and there's this white car, didnt stop despite seeing me running leh.
i mean is like i dun mean to run across road like that de ma, but since it's raining, plus it's a zebra crossing, i thot cars would stop to let pedestrians cross first ma.
so i just ran across.
but the driver didnt stop to let me cross leh. how can like tt.
and when i cross liao, i look back at him, he stared at me la.
it's like as if it's my fault to run across like that.
i presume he was not concentrating on driving his car.
futhermore i was wearing a bright yellow shirt can.
unless he's blind, he should have seen me.
and by right, he should stop his car to let me pass first. right?
lucky i run fast enough, if not i think i wont be here blogging liao la.
shall stop talking bout him le, also dunno how he can pass his driving test like tt.

anyway, yesterday was college day. and it was really boring, except the part that my team went up to take the awards la. haha. XD
anyway, really la, cause it's all speeches, and den prize presentation.
no entertainment ma. so quite sian.
yup, got a certificate and a sort of medal without the ribbon.
and went home after tt.
yup.
and ate pizza hut that night, cause my bro haven eat dinner, den he just called. haha.
some time since i ate pizza le.
=D

oh ya, and hor, u know now taxi de meter hor jump by 20 cents de leh.
cause fri after the match, A was going to be late for drama night.
so she suggest to take cab faster ma.
den i see, aei, why the meter jump by 20 cents de.
den i ask A, she ask me,"u dunno meh?"
haha. cause i never go and bother about these de ma.
haha. ok, i'm so noob can.

i guess i'll stop here le.
press on!

193 days to A levels!

another week down.

there u go, one week not blogging.
haha. strictly speaking, it's 4 days only la, but since today is going to end soon...
let's count it as 5 days!
this week, quite somethings happened.

mon was alright, lessons and trainings as usual.
nothing much special. =)

tues was normal too!
oh ya, econs tut.
my teacher seems abit irritated.
i suppose our class was abit too noisy?
was actually suppose to have a short training, but was informed that hall is not available because of college day rehersal.
yup, so after econs ended, went home! =)
didnt really do much work.
yup quite guilty though.

wed, had training.
morning chem prac was ok ba.
den i think mr lim started inform those who needs to meet parents.
and everyone rushed and crowd around him. haha.
and i cant see him! opps. XD
then econs tut.
my tutor just couldnt stand us anymore.
she kept her things, quietly, den walk out of the classroom.
before she left, she said that she couldnt teach a class who're not keen in learning.
i guess our class is not serious enough? perhaps that's what the teachers thought...
yup, training as usual. just usual lor.

thurs.
just lessons whole day.
and i got to go home earlier because i dun need to go for PE.
haha. cheers'!
yup, so i went home, did the probability tut, and started on binomial distribution tut.
i guess maths is the only subject with which my tut are 'up to date'.
=)

today, lessons till 9:30 only. ha.
had a match against SAJC today, so left class early, and trained.
yup, trained till about 11:30 before we go canteen eat and then off we go to CCAB.
reached there and not many was there, cause since we're the first match.
anyway, played, touched ball le den it's starting soon.
yup yup. we won! =D
25-9 and 25-12.
yeah!
yup, so 1 match down, 3 more left. =)
okok. shall stop here le. more updates again ba! =)

another post...

yup yup, i'm back to post again.
i'm just gonna talk all about yesterday.

yesterday:
i was supposed to wake up at 6am in the morning to prepare to go sch for econs lesson.
yet, i switched off my alarm and continued to sleep till 7am.
great. i'm gonna be late, cause i had to reach at 8am.
so i quickly packed those esential stuff and rush out of my house.
surprisingly, i managed to reach sch at 8, even though my teacher had already started a few mins ago.
and i even bought bread to eat.
haha. but i'm too shy to eat in front of her la, and it looks abit rude too, to eat while teacher is teaching.
so, sat there, listening to her till 12pm.
and only had a 5 mins break in between.
half way through the lesson, she wanted us to do an activity.
so, she started playing some classical music, haha, but i personally thinks it's nice la.
anyway, yup, she asked us to close our eyes, and follow her instructions.
through out the activity i actually thought quite alot.
really.
after which, we had to complete this 'heart commitment ws'. haha.
that's besides the main point though.
yup, and we each drawn a card from the bag that she'd prepared.
i've got mine, which is quite short.
"In the middle of difficulty lies opportunity."
yup yup.
set me thinking for quite abit.
so after tt, we continued our lesson.
seriously, i think she'd done alot to help us all.
and she really dote on us.
buying sweets and chocolates and biscuits and awarding us with these.
giving us extra lessons, consultations, preparing notes and teach till we understand all those econs concepts.
sharing her experiences, her life, dedicate songs in FM 95.0 to us.
she's the first teacher i see to have really enjoyed teaching.
searching my heart, actually i'm quite lucky to get these teachers in my JC life.
my ct cum chem teacher, he's great too. awarding those who score well with chocolates, without fail.
my gp teacher, i guess he's just better den other gp teachers of my friends? >.<

my phy teacher, she's one gd teacher, really.

my maths teacher, she's not so bad la.

yup... presenting to u guys.... my teachers.

haha. okok.

and not forgetting my cca teacher.

he really cares for us, we know.

yup, so yesterday after lesson, went straight to gym to train le.

training was ok ba. and after training, coach talked to us.

championship this year.

yes. definitely.

this year, coach says we have high chance of winning.

and it's up to us if we want this champion.

yup i know we all wants it.

we know we want to play well, and get that trophy, to make our sch proud.

yes. yes. yes.

and ya, had a mini meeting after that of coach.

and i think our relationship with each other really improved.

everything that happened strengthened our bonds.

and it's getting stronger.

reached home and managed to finish up my spa report.

and planned to do maths tut, ended up watching 881.

it's really a great one.

especially the 2 sisters.

it's really touching, really.

it's just so hard to put it in words.

sisters.

so yup, that's yesterday.

today started on my maths tut, yup gonna finish it today.

so now i'm going to do work le.

that's all folks. ha. coming back again. =)

200 days to A levels.

PW result...

HI!
back again.
actually got nothing much to blog about.
and i realise my blog entries are all quite short.
haha. yup, that's it.

anyway, got back Project Work (PW) results today.
it's one of the A levels subject that is compulsory for all.
too bad i didnt get an A, no one in my class did. ha!
except for cass, but she only joined us this year.
right...i've got a B! B is not a bad one too...
haha.
yup yup.

oh and vb prelim round starting soon!
our first match is on fri, against SAJC.
wish us all luck! YEA!

and u know yesterday, i'm totally knocked out can.
reached home after training...
and i planned to actually do some things or finish up my SGC draft before sleeping.
yet, just a few seconds after i lay on my bed, i'm already fast asleep can!
and i actually woke up later than usual, even though i'd slept eariler than usual.
pure laziness?
i dun want!
seriously if my mum didnt woke me up, i'll be damn late for sch.
>.<

i'm so worried that i'll let my teachers down.

i dun want.

and i dun like that guilty feeling.

i dun wan to be unable to face my teachers.

i dun want.

stopping here le.

more updates again ba. =)
anyway, just saw the email my friend sent me. quite interesting...

here's the pics:

i like the egg ones particularly... damn cool right?

this is cute!

dolphin! i like...

this looks abit scary though...

and i think i'm near this situation...

i need tranquilizers.

202 days to A levels.

CONCENTRATE!

hey there! quite a few days didnt blog le!
no time is my excuse... >.<

yesterday went to buy another 5 pairs of contact lenses!
actually we went to ask the shop in amk hub near the bus interchange.
and guess what, 5 pairs of acuvue contact lenses for $15, same price as that of focus dailies.
but but... they've got no 'loose' stocks left.
i mean they only have boxes de, and i've got not enough $$ to buy 2 boxes (cause my degrees of my 2 eyes are not the same).
yup, so went back to the same shop to buy.
and and, i slept super early yesterday! 9:45pm.
suppose to wake up @ 3:30am to do my hmk.
but... haiz, slept till 5:15am den wake up.
so, went to sch with work not done!

anyway, today assembly had this talk on the SGC.
and i dunno what to write! HELP!
haha. after assembly, went to this warehouse shop to buy our team bag!
it's at jalan pemimin (something like tt, cause i dunno how to spell)
it's somewhere near bishan la. haha.
we tried to haggle the price but still, bought it @ $58.
abit heart pain... hehe.
it's a backpack, shall upload the pic another day!
ad it's been a long time since i use a backpack. haha.
abit not used to it ba.
ok. so tml u guys shall see 12 people carrying this same bag, with the brand EASTPAK.
HAHA!

okok. that's for now le ba.
have to study for tml class test, and it's chem!!!
shall come back again!
JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU!!!

204 days to A levels!!!

HAiz.

today today today...
can say i didnt play well again ba!
sad.
anyway, i'm trying to 'kan kai' le.

oh oh, u now, me and chen yesterday went to buy contact lens.
focus dailes. haha.
we're like asking all the spectacles shop around amk hub there.
the cheapest we can find is 3 bucks per pair of daily contact lens.
there's 1 shop which we went in to ask the prices, i think the person got attitude problem de lor.
cause we ask if they got sell like single pair of contact lens anot ma, den she said they have, den she continue to ask if we know how to wear, and she's like "if u dunno how to wear den we cant sell it to u. and if u want to buy, need to pay consultation fees of $30."
and she like so not patient can...
and paying $30 for consultation i might as well ask my sis or friends to teach me how to wear right?
lol. anyway, decided not to buy from that shop. ha.
we shared 5 pairs which cause $15, cause the salesgirl said it's cheaper to buy at least 5 pairs.
so i bought 3 and chen 2.
yup. so there we go, our first pair of contact lens!

today, wore it for training.
asked Fer to teach me... hehe.
not that difficult to wear ba, but i think taking out needs abit of skills. haha.
cause that time my sis go buy the monthly one right, the person teach her how to wear ma, den she took quite some time. so i thot it is quite difficult to wear.
NAPFA test today was ok... mon had to reach sch @ 730 am just to take the 2.4km run.
hope and pray that i'm in top condition to run that day!

i think i'm accumulating work can.
so many things not done, yet i'm just so in a bad mood to not start my hmk.
but but... i'm researching for my GP essay now ok!
haha.
got to present our essay outline to the whole class.
yup yup. oh, and we haven got back our econs results yet!
anyway, i'm gonna do work le. so shall stop here ba!

P.S. people, tag my tagboard! it looks kind of dead. haha.

208 days to A levels!

100th post!

yo yo! i've hit my first 100 posts!
haha.

well, life's pretty busy after sch started.
got back results, tutorials started, proper lessons started...
there seems to be never ending work.
and i'm becoming more motivated to study, though i dunno the reason. ha.
yup, i have and must be motivated.
just by simple counting, there arent many days left. really.

guess what?
my friends opened a blogshop!
can visit... and buy anything u like!
but i think they prefer transfer payments like POSB instead of paying in cash.
well, here's the webbie:
http://jollyville.livejournal.com/
so ppl, visit when u're free!

results for block test...
hmm... managed to pass overall la, but it's quite bad i say.
more work is needed, really.
i'm praying hard that i can survive with minimal hours of sleep, so i can maximise my studying time.
Maths must have at least an A, and i'm aiming A for econs as well.
the sciences, best if i can get A la, i'll try i promise.
but it's no lower than B.
i'm gonna push myself further.
though i might need help...

我不是不要争,只是做人不是都该有自知自明吗?
有时争得好累,好累...

211 days to A levels.