one week of exams over!

finally, one week of exams have passed.
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well, i must say, this promo exam is one that i've been so stress about. while i was doing the papers for the past week, i get sweaty palms. even though the aircon in the hall was switched on. didnt have such problems when i was in primary sch, or even secondary sch.
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next week would be physics and chemistry paper 1. hope everything will go smoothly as well. i wont give up. thats one thing i learnt from my cca. it's because of volleyball that i am what i am today, though it's a tough cca. i've always told myself to be strong and not to give up. confidence is what i need. and i know i'm abit below the right amount of confidence. sometimes i really wonder, how did people gain such confidence? arent they scared of making the wrong decisions or saying the wrong things? or even do the wrong thing?
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cant wait for the activities after promos. just want to go out, think of nothing, enjoy the fun, and be happy, troubles-free, illusion-free.
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before that can happen, phy and chem is what i need to concentrate on. i'll learn hard, work hard and pray hard. =)

deep in thoughts..

i've just finished reading one of my classmate's blog, L. He ended his scholarship and went back to Malaysia. Well, he say he wanted to be happy so he's going back to Malaysia, without the stress and problems and everything. Yes i agree with him that no matter what decisions we make, we have to be happy, because there's no point doing something that one dont like and ended up with nothing in the end. But, the world is cruel, and that's it. Everyone have to compete like hell to survival in this world. That's how it is. From the time each and everyone of us is born, we compete. It's a truth. Stress and everthing. Yes, being happy makes our life simplier, everyone wants to be happy. who out there in the world would want to be sad and depressed. but can we really ignore the reality of the world? Maybe, perhaps he thinks that's better for him, to leave and stay happy. Hope everything's going to be the best for him. And he will grow up knowing the true meaning of life. (tt's what he wanted. =D)
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again, i know i shouldnt be here typing but studying for the paper tomorrow. but, i realise i cant resist the temptation. anyway, i'll be having chinese paper tomorrow. after that would be consultation with mrs chan, my physics teacher in preparation for the coming physics paper. but there's one problem. i haven revised my phy and so i've got no questions to consult her. LOL.
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i shall stop here and find some questions to ask her tomorrow. and also, studying for chinese paper. hope everything will go well tomorrow too! GOOD LUCK GIRL!

another few more papers to go...

today jus had chem paper 2 and 3.. it was paper 3 first and after i read the 1st question, i was like almost giving up liao.. and it was hard.. paper 3..and some more only 1 hour, so i didnt finish tt paper.. den paper 2 came.. i saw the duration on the paper... 1 hour.. i was like.. oh my.. sure cannot finish de.. but den the teacher say we're given 15 mins extra.. so i managed to finish the paper.. den after the paper, i realise i made quick alot careless mistakes.. sianz.. so now i jus hope i can pass.. and i'll do chem mcq until i close 1 eye also can get the ans correct...

GP on monday was okay.. dun know if i got write out of point anot. den maths yesterday was quite difficult... jus hope i can pass with at least a D or C ba.. haiz.. dun think liao, since it's over...

tml having econs paper.. and i realised that there are so many things to remember and memorise lor.. and i haven finish yet!!! btw, should be studying now.. but blogging.. actually i came online to check for any econs mail posted by ms hazel la.. so shun bian come write.. hehex..

must pass promos.. dun wan to have regrets... really dun want.. mind u, it's not good having regrets.. dun let urself have.. even if it's just 1..

i go study econs liao... tml will have to write nonstop for 2 hrs.. haha.. cause the paper last 2 hrs ma.. and econs is one subject where u have to write alot!

JIA YOU! =D

tml's the day!

FIRST PAPER TOMORROW!!! GENERAL PAPER!!!

once this thing starts, it'll end very fast.. so i believe this week will pass superfast..

shall go study and practice and memorize and practice...

GOOD LUCK GIRL! BEST WISHES! JIA YOU!

OK, 4 MORE DAYS TO PROMO!!!

ok... 4 more days to promo!!! 1st paper is GP, followed by mathematics, then wed got chemisty paper 2 and 3, thurs got economics, and fri is chinese paper. Following week mon is phy, wed is chem paper 1 and thurs is phy again... last paper on thurs... and then everything is over!!!

i've almost finish reading chem notes.. but reading and if didnt practise also no use de.. really.. for all subjects... seriously...

hope everything is going to move smoothly, really hope so...

today went to woodlands library to study with C.. practiced doing maths.. and i realised i've got quite alot of things not sure of... and i haven touch phy yet!!! ok.. so reached home about 7.. eat, bathed and rest.. now 9 plus.. and here i am blogging..

i go do chem le.. do some basic questions... shall come back again...

JIA YOU!!!

9 MORE DAYS TO PROMO!

9 MORE DAYS TO PROMO!

really stress now... many things not done and only 9 days left... OMG!

today had maths remedial in the morning.. and after i came home, haven't been doing anything cause i was napping.. haiz...

hope everything goes well for the exams.. hope i know how to do the qns.. hope i dont fall sick (cause the flu bug is really strong in school now)...

i shall go practice doing some qns.. come back again...

BELIEVE IN YOURSELF GIRL!

12 days left to promos...!!!

didnt expect time to fly so fast!!! ah.. someone pls help me?? and i think i really need some good time management.. lol...

today as normal lor.. wake up at 6am to go sch... didnt stay in sch to study today.. cause very sian.. so after i ate lunch with my friends, i went straight home.. home sweet home... and until now i still haven touch any of my homework yet..

off to study liao... shall come back another time... JIA YOU GIRL!!!

studying studying studying...

ok.. 15 days left to promos!!! i still have loads to revise... what should i do? sometimes really feel like giving up.. but i dun wan to be in J1 again next year... i want to get promoted!!! i want to stay in the same class 0710.. i dun want to be retained.. dun want.. so studying is my 1st priority now...STUDY!!!

now doing past years phy promos papers.. tml during lecture teacher will go through although there's answers in litespeed... okays.. shall go study ler.. must jia you!! i believe i can do it! pls let me do it.. off to STUDY!
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thinking of you...

ouch!

got my braces on the day before.. and i cant close my mouth properly now... have to like purposely go and close lor.. and hor.. i think is very messy la.. so ugly.. hai.. nvm.. i 'ren'... about 2 years and u'll see my teeth straight and nice... hope it's less than 2 years.. and i cant bite also.. pain!

anyway.. managed to finish up my physics and maths tutorial yesterday.. that is a while ago.. cause now is midnight le.. haha.. and i'm still here blogging.. okays.. this's gonna be a short one... today i must finish vectors tutorial and superposition tutorial.. study at least 2 chap of chem before sat... i can do it.. cannot keep sleeping lerz!!!

but now it's bed time.. so i'm still going to sleep... lolz.. okie.. night! and i will meet my aim! i will!

SWEET DREAMS! =D

mugging...

suppose to be mugging but here i am.. blogging...

afterall, yesterday didnt really study the whole day... haha..

woke up in the morning at 6 and went to sch for econs remedial.. before that i went to the 7-11 near sch to buy lollipop.. since ms ho says we can bring things to eat.. ok.. at first i duno how many to buy.. den the cashier says buy 6 got free gift.. which is the nano chupa chups.. haha.. so damn cute.. so i bought 6.. ok..den went for remedial.. after that, met mr ng.. but we were like so hungry liao... so wasnt really listening or what la... lol... den went to mac to have our lunch cause the rest over there.. den went back to sch..wanting to study.. so went to a 5th floor classroom to study.. and SK managed to open the 'box' that got the aircon remote control and we switched on the aircon.. haha...SK-potential burgular? lol... ok.. didnt really study la..rather is doing tutorial..and i didnt even finish a tutorial la.. sianz.. den they suggest to go play bball.. ok.. so like about 6 we went to play bball.. haha.. had great fun.. haha.. kept laughing.. and laughing.. lol.. really had a great laugh.. den it was getting dark and we went home.. and i fell asleep jus after i had my dinner... haha.. so didnt study after i reach home..

now.. i've got my chem notes right in front of me.. haha.. and i'm blogging!!! ok.. later i got dental appointment... i think she's(the dentist) gonna put braces for me liao.. hope so.. cause i want to get this done ASAP.. hehex.. ok..

shall go continue studying lerz... promos.. 20 days left... ah!!!

i'll persevere till the last second! JIA YOU GIRL!

guilty...

i'm guilty for not studying for the past 3 days when promos are like so near...

sat went out early in the morning for maths remedial in sch, after that went to mac @ amk for 4H gathering, but only some came... ms ang and ms wong came too... chatted with them...but me and A had to leave early for training.. so i went back to sch...training was ok but i think i wasnt really in the mood for training.. cause i'll really worried about my studies...when i reach home, i'm too tired to study.. so one day gone...

sun morning woke up at 5 am to go for the yellow ribbon walk at pasir ris.. me, LX, Z, Joy, Joce, JQ & YS went... walked all the way from pasir ris town park to changi prison... 3.5km.. actually didnt expect so many ppl to turn up for the walk.. haha.. PM also went.. it was hot and humid.. and had to squeeze onto the bus on the way back to pasir ris mrt.. anyway, we got the goodie bag... with towel, pen, cap, biscuits, peanuts and water inside...den we went to kfc at white sands shopping mall... ate our lunch.. den all went separate ways le.. some went home, but i go all the to boon lay, jurong point to meet mum,sis,bro to buy my cousin's bday present cause he's having celebration on tt day.. bought him a remote control helicopter... lol... den when we reach my uncle house, he was delighted to see us.. cause we're the only ones to be able to make it to his 'party'.. haha.. ok.. and it was kfc again.. that day i ate 4 drumsticks in a roll.. that was like u nid to kill 2 chickens to get tt 4 drumsticks? haha.. okay.. den got a bad news say my big uncle in SGH A&E... so we went down, searched quite some time before we found him... and we waited & waited & waited.. den after the checks the doc say there's a 'bubble' inside his eye.. that's y he cant see clearly.. den tell him to go for a more specific check the next day at SNEC... so we went home like around 9 plus... reached home about 10 plus.. i was like so tired le.. so didnt study again... another day gone...

today.. woke up late.. due to yesterday's exhausting day.. it was mummy who woke me up.. so had my breakfast and went to ps, wanting to terminate my phone line... cause cant afford.. and at the same time help sis to get her phone to samsung service centre.. ok.. so when me and mum reached, found out that there's no singtel shop at ps.. so after we left bro/sis phone at the service centre, cause the person say need 4 hours before we can collect, so we went all the way back to amk to terminate my phone line. Den when we reached, the person say jus call 1626 den can terminate liao... so i called and terminated the line.. and also bought a hi-card for $28... den went to walk walk around amk cause mum want to buy clothes... after that mum went home to cook while i go back to ps to collect the phone.. the person told me 5pm can collect.. and i reached there at ard 5:05pm.. i pressed the machine and got a queue no. for 'collection' de.. so i waited & waited & waited.. it's about 6:05pm before my no. appear on the no. display screen... waited like 1 whole hour! some more the paper still say 'we'll attend to you shortly'.. one hour... short? ok nvm.. so i took the phone, checked and went home... reached home about 7.. den eat dinner, bathe, and rest for a while, it's 9 plus.. so i started on my eom.. second draft.. and now i'm still doing!!!

tml i got econs remedial at 8am, to 12 noon.. 4 hours u know... but teacher promise got break and we're allowed to bring food in to eat... den will be studying with friends after that... so i plan tomorrow i shall study the whole day.. make full use of whole day tml to make up for the 'loss'...

lol.. this entry super long right? haha.. ok.. shall stop here before i write anymore.. got to go continue my eom.. tml need to hand in.. hahas... will be back!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAN!!!