last day of the year 2007...

1h 45mins to 2008!!!
and i'm at home! haha.
didnt go countdown.
both bro and sis went out to countdown.
me staying @ home. and i jus came back from training.
07 was quite stress especially the promo exams.
but i think 08 will be stress-er...
and wed sch starts le. i still haven finish the holiday assignments!
dead!!!
i sometimes envy those who went poly.
they seemed to be enjoying life much much better than me.
they seemed to be happier.
but for the sake of gg uni, i shall tolerate!
i will do it and i can!
anyway, i hope next yr will go on smoothly for me.
read the zodiac thingy, not very good.
anyway, really hope i can be happier...

another day gone!

yoz!
today had friendly match with TP.
coach say i'm nervous...
ok i admit a bit la.
played total 4 matches with them.
i played 2 out of the 4.
we won all 4! =)
yesterday was out @ woodlands library studying with C and J.
J came later and i meet C first.
whole day just manage to finish chem hol homework la!
still got maths!
still got physics!
still got GP!
still got econs!
i'm DEAD!
only left 3 days before school officially starts...
how am i gg to finish? ahhhhh.....!!!
i gg to do some things before sleeping ba!
JIA YOU!!!!!!

boxing day!

enjoyed boxing presents ppl?
lol.
i'm busying unwrapping those PRESENTS given by school.
didnt really enjoyed tt. haha.
okie. today went to watch ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS!
they're SPLENDID!
damn CUTE!
LOVE THEM!
ALVIN is the COOL one.
SIMON is the SMART one.
THEODORE is the supper CUTE one!
LIKE him the most!

tt's him!!!
jus looking at them makes my day.
and they way they sing is OMG. CUTE!
haha. and they're not ugly (since some ppl interpret cute as 'ugly but adorable'). hehex. bought mac breakfast in to eat while watching.
after tt me and C went to woodlands regional library to study!
schools starting in 6 days...
trying to finish chem holiday assignment but still got some qns left.
@ about 3 we went causeway point to eat.
pastamania. ate chicken bolognese.
den C's friend came. Her name is shyan ni (xue ni in chinese).
she wanted to join us. ok den we went back.
and is her bday today. ha.
saw W. and he told us CF, YJ and Alf is also at lib.
saw them and den started studying again.
took a short nap. hehe.
den started on physics holiday assignment.
only finish 4 qns and we left.
tt's my day today.
got to get up early tml for friendly @ jurong sec.
=) here's some pics!!!working hard! ha!Some random pics:

this is not jelly bean though it looks like one! haha.these are the presents tt i recieved...this is from coach xmas party!this is the piggybank i'm talking about!this is from my team mates! yup it's elmo!

MERRY XMAS!

MERRY CHRISTMAS PPL!!!
actually i got blog yesterday.
finish typing everything. but den got error.
den cannot publish the post. HA.
ok. yesterday.
went coach house for xmas party. CCHY VB!
long time didnt see them. lol. except A and M and SF.
haha. okay.
played games. but always nv 'zhong' me one. so i'm lucky!
den it's buffet time!
quite nice leh the food.
heard coach went down to try the food first before ordering.
so good right?
after food was gift exchanging.
i got a piggybank. but it's not a pig. it's a voodoo doll!
lol. i was hopping to get something else like bag or what.
hehe.
saw mrs goh, mr yong and mdm yeo too!
but... need to leave early for training.
oh ya. coach invited us to go his house during CNY.
looking forward to it! haha.
ok. then it's training.
quite usual. but slack-er..
ended @ around 630.
wanted to go countdown with A they all.
but in the end stayed at home watch tv. haha.
today went xiao jiu house. cause my grandpa death ann.
after tt came home. haha.
and i still got loads of work not done.
going to do now. shall stop here. hehe.
BYE! once again...
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

this pic copy from SF's blog! hehe.

but it's done by SW. lol. didnt know till she wanted me to credit her!

good job SW! =)

cchy volleyball '03 @ coach condo's function room.

in deep soup!

OMG.
23 dec le ok.
loads of homework not done!
morning got another surprise!
20 articles for each topic tt we've choosen for GP.
need to do factsheets+summary page.
ok la. actually not really surprise cause i know need to do some for GP.
but didnt expect so much!
and i still got other subjects work not done.
and i still slacking away man!
in holiday mood ba i guess.
christmas is coming!
anyway, really have to thank C for accompanying me to go buy presents.
though it's not very long. jus like 1 hr.
anyway, THANKS CHEN!
ok. bought a bracelet and a pair of earrings.
for the xmas thingy @ coach house tml.
still haven wrap. maybe later ba.
tt's all for now k?
oh ya. i sprained my ankle.
but it looks ok le leh.
hehex.
okok. hmm..
oh and i bought my teammates keychains.
well not really keychains la. is pairs and pairs of slippers.
small ones of course. hehe.
ok. i go eat my dinner le.
yummy. duck soup. haha.
tml's christmas eve! =)

fan!

why is it so hard to get them out?
monday having christmas 'party' @ coach house.
and i still haven buy tt gift to bring there.
asked so many people le. to pei wo.
all not free to go out with me.
sad la.
fan!
and i dunno what to buy for my teammates.
so fustrated.
still got homework haven finish.
die.
oh ya. there's training on monday too.
and i really hate it when i talk and nobody response.
and mel kept burping la.
damn disgusting and rude la.
she still think is funny.
ok la a few times still ok.
but she keep burping non stop.
ok enough of tt.
just feel so fan. just wanted to get some presents.
but no one acompany me.
sad.

sad

to some people,
i'm jus a girl who dont understand anything.
i'm jus a girl who's naive.
i'm jus a frog in a well.
i'm jus someone who dont know the world outside.

more time time time!!!

how i wish time could stop for me...
been starting to rush out holiday homework.
and my pace is supper slow.
getting scared.
A lvls next year.
if time can stop moving, i can finish my work.
but i know it's not possible la.
i want to go out shopping.
but no $$$.
go out also wont buy anything.
why does everyone have the time and $$$ to go out shop but i dont?
why am i stuck @ home, doing holiday homework?
i know. cause next year is A levels.
starting to feel the stress le.
die. lol.
study.study.study.
people shop shop shop, i study study study. =(
but anyway, must really really concentrate.
pls help me concentrate.

time is running out for me ya? that's how i feel.
i just wish i was happier.

pissed!

i just hate it when people say i dont understand.

back from vb chalet...

went downtown chalet on tues.
actually got friendly @ jurong sec in the late morning.
but i'm excused cause i've got dental appointment.
i've tried to change the appointment but i'll have to wait till jan.
and the wire on both sides dropped out already.
so if dun go fix will be like wasting the whole month for my teeth to move into place.
supposed to meet 530 @ pasir ris to go check-in.
but the friendly ended late @ about 3 plus.
so when the rest reached home to get the things for chalet, it's 4 plus.
anyway, i still reached there @ about 530 la.
XM come meet me 1st since she live near the interchange.
den A came. and 3 of us went to check-in 1st.
ate steamboat for tt night.
went XM house to bring mahjong + table, and the steamboat.
then went out to shengshiong to buy the plastics utensils, drinks.
den go buy rice.
F and M bought all the necessary ingredients and food.
the food taste nice la.
haha. dun pray pray...
anyway, we bought 10 boxes of rice. only ate 5.
and we got like 15 ppl. lol.
after food was games playing.
YL they all played poker, YH helped me paint my nails.
better dun see. lol.
den it's like midnight and...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGELA AND YILING!!!
finally their bday. lol.
ok den play some stupid games.
off to bed @ around 3 cause got training and chem remedial the next day.

chem remedial ytd was... ok la. but jus dunno how to do. electrochem.
cause didnt really study cause of the chalet. hehex.
next week still have to go back to take the kinetics one tt i missed due to the shanghai trip.
and i must really start studying.
2 more weeks and sch starts!!!
den after tt chem thingy went hall to sleep. hehex.
training went as normal. but some things happened.
A and F sprained their ankles. ouch!
den actual training starts.
YL didnt get to play. not even normal training.
and she cried. and is her bday tt day.
coach saw and explained everything to us.
he say competition comin, we have to get ourselves into that mode.
cause we're going to get champion for nationals next year.
he say our chances are great.
and tt we've got no time to lose.
so must 'zhua jing' train.
felt sad for her. she's such a cheerful girl.
anyway. after training went back chalet to put our things.
den went to changi village to eat nasi lemak.
ordered satay too. yummy.
lucas joined us. with his friend ming.
after tt went back chalet and played mahjong till 5 am. haha.
the guys left @ around 4 like tt. haha.

morning woke up late today. packed everything and checked out.
went mac to eat breakfast and we've got a whole loads of bees to accompany us.
lol. everyone was damn irritated.
ok. went back home after tt.
now i still haven eat dinner yet. lol. gg to eat soon. =)
didnt really take photos for this chalet. sad.
anyway. over liao. haha.

shall concentrate on my studies + vb trainings.
jiayou to myself. i can do it de right? hehex.
shall blog again. =)

shanghai+suzhou+hangzhou 25.11.07 - 01.12.07

i'm back to blog about the trip! finally. haha.
but i'll jus post some pictures cause i still haven got all the pics yet.

1st day: 25 nov.

reached changi airport @ 650 in the morning.

was extremely early.

supposed to be meeting @ 730 to celebrate KS's bday.

waited and waited. F bought the cake from polar puffs and cakes.

but the rest were late, so celebrated her bday on the plane.

S'pore airline gave KS a teddy bear and icecream for her bday. lol.

reached Shanghai @ about 3 plus ba.

walking out of the airport was like going into an air-conditioned room.

haha. temperature was around 18 degrees.

saw the tour guide. he's the same one as last yr june when i went china.

xiao ma. quite good looking. haha.

travelled for about an hour before going into the resturant for dinner.

i'll add the pic of the resturant again. hehe.

then we went for the river cruise.

the wind was damn cooling. love it!

here's some pictures:

u didnt see wrongly.haha. only 6 plus 7 and the sky is like 8 plus 9. haha.

went out to the supermart near our hotel after we checked-in.

Bailemen hotel.

they got a board in the lobby that got this paper tt welcomed us. haha.
show u the pics again!

2nd day: 26th nov.

went up the 'dong fang ming zhu'

haha.

the wind. OMG. supper nice. haha.

den went shopping @ shanghai old street. bought keychains. haha.

then afternoon had friendly match. lost 2-3.

anyway. had fun. hehez.
the photos not with me. haha. shall post it again.

oh ya. the toilet is super...

the door is like at the waist of A la.

and is a drain lai de. whole stretch only got one flush.

pull once and it flushes everything in the direction. lol.

and the lights there. super 'bright' sia. haha.

after the match went back to hotel le.

cause xiao ma say the weather is cold. later we catch a cold so didnt go out.

but we still went out to the supermart near our hotel.

bought instant noodles and tidbits to eat.

didnt sleep early tt night. went M & A's room.

the guys went too.

played mahjong cards and poker cards.

went back to our own rooms @ around 2 am. haha.

den of course slept.

3rd day: 27 nov.

woke up finding Melissa sick. had diahorrea and vomited.

so she cant play for the friendly tt day. KS played.

she had to go hospital for dripping.

morning we went yu garden and had some shopping @ the 'qi pu lu'.

bought a pair of boots. hehe. show u the pics again.

oh ya. bought a hat too! and a addidas bag. only 10 bucks (sing).

afternoon was friendly match again. @ a different sch.

this time the toilet was better ba. haha.

but still quite dark. and quite old. and the tap water is like ice water.lol.
didnt play well this time. lost 0-4.

went back hotel after tt too. haha.

but as usual, went to the supermart.

den at night, went down to the mahjong room @ the 5th floor.

played till about 3 am. someone suggested to go mac. haha.

so we went to mac 3 am in the morning.

me, M, A, L, JR, SzeK, GK, Ja, F, XM...

tt's all ba i think. hehe. slept @ XM room. cause A and M went L room to play.

K slept le. and i got no card. so cant go back to my own room.

4th day: 28th nov.

went to suzhou. had an hour plus bus ride. haha. slept thru ba. haha.

ok. went to zhu jia jiao. ate lunch. shopped. haha.

den went to han shan si. 'rang' the big bell.

haha. is actually use the wood block to hit de.

ok. den i think after tt we went for dinner le.

then @ night, we went to the street near hotel to shop.

bought another pair of boots. haha.

5th day: 29th nov.

forgot morning got go out shop anot. hehe.

den set off to hangzhou. 2 hours plus journey. slept for the most of the time. haha.

and XM took all our sleeping pose. mine is very ugly la. wont post it. ha.

ok. went the lin ying si.

oh ya. and the silk factory dere.

lol. i forgot the sequence le. forgive me. hehe.

anyway i think tt's all for tt day.

went hotel to check-in.

6th day: 30 nov.

went west lake in the morning. the wind is super nice also. haha.

wasnt listening to the person talking. hehex.

saw this pair of ducks. and everyone was like so excited. haha.

ok. went back to shanghai in the afternoon. 2 hours plus plus plus. haha.

watched the acrobatic show. super nice. love it la. and we saw xiao ma's gf. haha.

especially love the 2 people 'flying' using the cloth and the motocycle in this huge ball.

anyway, after tt went to a secret place to buy branded goods.

it's real but just tt it's not so called 'registered' or legal to sell la.

i didnt buy cause still ex and we dont go for branded stuff.

but after i came back abit regret la. cause i wanted to buy a wallet. hehe.

ok. den we went back to bailemen hotel.

den again, went down to mahjong room to play mahjong. same few ppl. lol.

slept in M and A room this time.

not tt i dont have the card, but K not in the room. and i dun want to sleep alone. hehe.

7th day: 1 dec.

woke up early in the morning.

went out for breakfast cause the hotel breakfast was not really nice. ha.

A wanted to go supermart for last min shopping. but it's not open till 10am.

and we had to be in the lobby with our luggages and everything @ 930am.

so went to coffee bean to had a royal chocolate cake. share with A.

saw this nice car and took photo with it.

went back to hotel and took everything. went down to lobby to check out.

went up the coach and we're off to the airport.

took picture with xiao ma and said bye.

checked in our luggages and there we are on the plane back to S'pore.

we're all separated.

me actually sitting with JR but he changed seat with XM.

den XM see F sitting alone so she change with an angmo guy.

so i'm sitting alone. with SzeK sitting beside me.

ok ba. at least got 1 person from sch. but dun really know him.

but he's nice though. although we didnt really talk much.

ok. reached S'pore @ 7:08pm. hehe.

HOME SWEET HOME!

that's my whole trip. haha.

and i still miss the weather there la. next time i want to go when it's snowing.
if not china then other places. hehe.

and i miss xiao ma too! =)

here's some pics ba. lazy to insert in between the words. haha.

home sweet home!

i'm back from china!
got lots to blog about!!!
haha. but not today. another day when i got all the pictures.
reached Singapore at 7:08pm. last night.
really enjoyed myself. =)
loved the weather there, though it's cold! haha.
shall come back asap!

abit sad that this week passed so fast! haha.
will be back!

ytd plus today..

HELLO!
haha. ok i'm gonna tell u all about ytd.
ytd woke up at around 10. ate breakfast, den bathe and get ready to go sentosa.
only 4 ppl going. me, sk, joy, ky.
left hse at 12pm. supposed to meet @ 1pm @ harbourfront mrt station.
on my way, joy msg me saying ky sick, not gg.
so i'm like... but still we decided to go sentosa. just 3 of us.
1240 i'm still at novena, buying donuts from A.
ok. sk called and asked where am i and he meet me @ novena station.
den, meet up with joy @ dhoby ghaut station and went harbourfront together.
reached to bus interchange. bought tickets and board the bus.
reached palawan beach @ around 2 plus ba.
saw G and WY with their innova friends.
played vb in the sea water.
and den almost the whole afternoon we're immerse in the sea water la.
the water is damn salty. and dirty.
ok. 5 plus we went to bathe. den went vivo.
ate at food republic.
me ban mian, sk chicken chop, joy mee fen.
went to play pool for a while after our dinner.
$16.50. damn ex la. only play a while leh. heart pain. haiz.
ok. den went to the open area at the top. sat down and chat for a while.
played poker cards and the silky family card. lol.
after tt went breadtalk, bought muffin (joy bday cake, cause today her bday), den went vivomart buy lighter.
den it's 10 plus. got to go home.
sk go yishun pei joy. me alight at khatib.
reached home. finish the unfinished donuts.
bathe then sleep.

today. woke up late. 730. 830 have to reach sch.
reached at 845. cap angry. cause jurong sec came le. having friendly with them.
ok but not really angry ba. just pissed. lol.
won all 4 sets. but i only played 2 sets.
didnt play well. sian.
after tt went for lunch at the coffeeshop outside sch.
ate 'kway chap' again. haha.
den went j8 cause M wanted to buy things. accompany her.
den came home. now blogging.
supposed to be pack my stuff. tomorrow morning leaving s'pore le.
but still i haven finish packing!!!
lol. this post very long right? hehex.
i'll be missing for one week. dont miss me ok ppl?
lol.
stop here le ba. =)
BON VOYAGE GIRL!
HAVE FUN & ENJOY!


it's so sad to be seeing them.
dont want to see them.
dont want to know about their things.
dun like!!!
'pls stop thinking about it'
tt's wat i'm always telling myself.
but i jus dun like tt feeling.
i just hate being ignored.
i just hate being treated as invisible.
i just hate feeling i'm not liked by anyone.
i just want some attention.
i just hate it when nobody listens to me.
i just feel like crying.

Friends come and go. it's hard to find true friends tt stand by u, tt will be there when u need them, tt will accompany u through thick and thin.

Counting down...

BOO!
HAHA!
ok. 4 more days and i wont be in Singapore le.
HEHEX.
BUT i haven pack my luggage yet!
anyway, going to send the 'list of things to bring' to my teammates.

today was yup, as usual.
went for dental appointement today.
was late for only 8 minutes. but had to wait almost up to an hour.
so now u know what's the moral? NEVER BE LATE!
went PS with C after the appointment.
ate KFC for lunch. ate the meltz buddy meal. alot la.
went to walk around PS with our full full stomach. ha.
met my sis at PS. didnt expect to see her.
ok. C bought a t-shirt from PUREMILK and a pair of shorts from SURFER'S PARADISE.
i didnt buy anything. cause no $$$.

u know M told me tt the DF manager lost my application form!!! WT... la...
if not i'll be working and i'll have $$ le lor.
sianz!
anyway, dun wan talk about it liao. think also angry. how can he lose my application form?!

shall stop here le ba.
BYES!

Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly.

usual day.

woke up at 10 this morning.
read harry potter after breakfast.
went training after tt.
reached sch at around 3 plus.
training was ok.
quite fun.
and tired too.
but quite like today's training.
cause played quite well. hehex.
so now feeling quite good.

still no news from donut factory.
hope they'll call me real soon.
i wanna work!

going shanghai on 25 nov. 1010 flight.
coming back on 1st dec. reached singapore at 735 left right.
quite excited. i hope can snow. but doubt so ba.

still sort of thinking about...
trying hard to control myself.
hahax.

tired now. going to midnight le.
think i'll go read harry potter before sleeping.
cause have to wait for hair to dry, and for the food that i ate to digest.
shall stop here.
will blog again.
hehex.

changi airport terminal 3!

yoz!

morning econs lecture. had attendance taking. lol.

and is use scan de. not paper & pen.

our class i think only 8 came. haha. the rest die liao.

after lecture, went coffeeshop.

ate 'kway chap'.

den someone suggested to go changi airport terminal 3.

took bus 53 there.

it is damn beautiful la.

had a whole full session of cam-whoring.
here are the pics:

oNe: zoey.

tWo: mE!thRee: Chen.fOur: Jocelyn.fIve: Yushan.ET phoning home? lol.4.3.2.1toilet anyone? =)

so bored till go there take these photos. haha.

ate BK. hersey's sundae pie. not bad. lol.

went home after that. haha. tt's all for today. hehex.

feeling sleepy...

feeling so sleepy now.
went for pool jus now at amk.
k-pool.
me, C, KY, I, SK.
actually play too long also quite sian la.
lol.
only had phy lecture today.
so went sch for jus one hour.
DF still no news.
and i no $$ le.

seriously think i'm stupid.
dunno what's happening to me.
everything's not the same anymore.
really not.
time wont go back.
i just want to be happy.
truly happy.
trying hard not to think.

ok. very tired le.
shall blog again next time.

birthdays...

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY BRO!
HAPPY 17th bIRTHDAY SK!

lol. today both kor and sk bday. so 'qiao' right? haha. ok. didnt celebrate for bro cause he's in army. sk de we sort of celebrated at the chalet, but still bought him presents la. and a small slice of cake. haha. ok. watched startdust at 1:10pm today and den rushed back sch for training. the movie was quite nice la. haha. training was quite as usual. but sort of didnt play well. den very sad. haiz. hope kor and sk enjoyed their bday today.

no news from DF yet. haha. so dunno can work there anot. hope they'll call me soon. i'm really short of $$$ now. hehex.

when will i be truly happy and smile from my heart? shouldnt think too much should i?

donut factory...

morning had lessons. after lessons went j8 to eat. ate long john. combo 1. den shop around for sk bday present. ha. he was there too. but we tried not to let him know. ok. still deciding for tml activities. tml got training. sianz. haha. after lunch went back sch for chem remedial lessons. den went down novena to look for job. donut factory. had interview. haha. the guy ask alot of stupid questions la. opps. haha. ok. dunno if i'll get this job. den bought 4 donuts. ate one there. quite nice. hehe. anyway. tt's my day today le. haha.

here are some outdated photos la. haha. 1st is too lazy to upload. 2nd is haven get the photos yet. the chalet one still have to wait for JY to send me.

these are those tt we went out the day before CL paper de.

saw this super nice car on the way. so everyone wanted to take photo with it. ha. but i didnt.


tt's all for now ba i guess. will post the chalet one asap. hehex. =)

nothing special...

yesterday, woke up at 9 plus. it was SF's sms. haha. rushed to khatib to meet her to collect those winter clothings i borrowed from her. was late. SORRY GIRL! wasnt intentional. den went back home. had a super full breakfast. reached sch damn early. 2pm. wanted to celebrate M's bday, but in the end she didnt come. dsa de ppl came. so we just ate the cake. it was damn nice. haha. and we sang bday songs to coach and mr tam. haha. den training was as usual. after training had to move the tables & chairs again. lol. tt was yesterday.

today, woke up quite late too. ate donuts for breakfast. read the newspapers until about 2 plus. haha. den had macronni for lunch. took a nap till around 5. den only started studying chem for tml's remedial (cause i got E for my promos. those who got U, S & E de have to go remedial) and i haven finish. dead. haha. still trying to find jobs. hehex. cause really broke le. haiz. shall stop here and go study le. haha. nite!

my schedule today...

work up at 8am
ate breakfast, bread with egg and cheese, a cup of instant coffee
went yio chu kang, met YL, left for hougang sports hall.
reach hougang sports hall, vb match - ngee ann vs presb. , cchy vs xinmin
ngee ann & cchy lost respectively.
saw coach, mrs goh, mdm yeo
den went vivocity, K wanted to meet her 'dealer'
ate @ toastbox, went candy empire, den shop around
saw F's bf
left for clake quey, went 'the central', bought croissants @ $0.50 each
ate fish & chips @ somewhere opposite 'the central', super full
almost 7, went boat quey, took pictures, walked all the way to city hall mrt
waited for mrt to go home
reached home @ around 930.

that's my day.

making escapes...

life just doesnt seems to be going the way i wanted it to be...
i dont want to be like this...
why is it so hard for me...
ok, i know there are many more others who are worse than me...
but i just cant help feeling this way...
the way i've never felt before...
i just want to escape...
escape from this world...
escape from everything...
escape...

back from chalet...

yoz! i'm back from my class chalet. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR COUSIN!

yesterday reached at about 3 at the chalet there. ha. den after tt went to eat, only me, C, J, LX, and JY ate. the rest either went for pool or other places tt i dunno. ha. ok. after eating went to find them at the pool tables there. den, we went to pasir ris park to skate or cycle. me cycled, actually wanted to try skates, but in the end still decided to cycle since nobody wanted to skate with me. i think only LX, JY, S, DK, J, JQ and KY skate. the rest cycled. haha. ok. after tt went back to chalet. mr lim waited for us for almost 45 mins ba. lol. ok. bathe, den celebrated the nov & dec babies de bday. 2 cakes. lol. and went out to have dinner. after tt went to play pool. me, Joy, C and SK. lol. we play until the shop closed. C and Joce went home after tt. the rest back to chalet. quite sian actually. and it rained heavily tt night. didnt sleep for the whole night. cause we booked 2 chalet rooms, one room was gambling, the other was not. i'm in the not gambling on cause i no $$ le. ha. got me, DK, DT, Z and YS. played heart attack, cheat, den we move on to mahjong. lol. the other room is playing this 'in between' game. lol. T was the big winner, but he gave the $$ back to the rest cause they were losing like crazy. lol. nice guy. but he said he won about 10 bucks anyway. lol. ok. den dunno who started eating cup noodles, everyone started eating too! lol. before tt, had a sort of 'hearty chat' with LX. lol. shall not write what we talked about. it's a secret. lol. ok. yup, den after all the cup noodles was the game truth or dare. but in the end only got dare, double dare den become triple dare. lol. ok la. not tt bad, quite entertaining.

ok after tt was just slacking all the way. actually it was like about 6 am in the morning le. den we decided to go mac eat breakfast. but... SK found out tt his havanas was missing.. so... ok.. dun say ler. den after we checked out at 10am, went to watch a movie before heading home. went to tampines mall to watch 'the game plan'... me, joy, KY, J and SK. ok. quite a good one. can go watch. yup. den went home.

reached home today at about 2 plus ba. ate my student meal fillet, den slept haha. till about 6 plus almost 7 den woke up. bathe eat and now, blogging. ha.

the stupid virus is still inside this com ... but the great thing is that we've found the discs to reformat the com!!! yeah. but have to wait for bro to come home cause i dunno how. haha. ok.

i'm totally in a lost. dunno what to do. dunno what to say. jus have to stay silently beside, looking at him. let time be the best medicine and let him walk out of this on his own. i jus want to stop thinking.

a mixture of sianzation + excitment

jus starting to slack. lol. cause had training today. was ok too ba. as usual lor. ok. now let me explain the sian part and the excited part. haha.

SIANZATION:
copied this word from SK. haha. copy-righted. haha. ok. ytd whole day stayed at home reading harry potter and the deathly hallows. ok. i still haven finish. haha. tot my class ppl would go out. but in the end they didnt. so stayed at home. sian right? lol. today woke up finding myself reading HP again. but still haven finish. den went for training. and hor, dunno which idiot sent me a file with virus. now my com kena virus. and the worst thing is i cant find the discs to reformat my com. so now, the virus is still here and very irritating la.. but it's only 'active' when i sign in msn. dunno where the discs are leh. sian. help me leh! haiz. ok. enough of the sianzation.

EXCITEMENT:
going chalet tml with my class. lol. although it's only 2D1N, but still quite excited. lol. ok. C jus told me she's not staying overnight. J also not. lol. i think there wont be much ppl staying overnight ba. lol. ok. that's the excited part. short right? compared to the 'sianzation' one... oh ya. me going Shanghai on 25 nov. with the whole NYJC volleyball team. ha. ok. excited. ha. but hor, i've got no winter clothings leh, now there is cold cold. how? den my mum say dun buy cause wear once den never wear le ma.. waste $$ if buy... so now i have to ask around see who have can lend me. ok. exitement part over.

now, shall finish my milk and go zzz le. sweet dreams everyone! nite nite! =)

bored...

ytd:

had OP rehearsal at my hse. only rehearse twice, and we started playing mahjong. played for jus an hour. den i had to go for training. rushed there. didnt even eat lunch, jus bought bread there. and when i reached, the rest were out eating! angry. i rushed there and didnt even eat but they went eating. somemore they still came back late... ok. den training. was ok ba. reached home. chatted on the phone for very long. hehex.

today:

had OP exam today. the presentation was quite ok ba. but the Q & A... haiz... suddenly blank out. so my ans was very short. sian. dont want to talk about it. haiz. after which, went amk... met up with classmates... and den went to prata hose at thomson road to eat. the prata was quite nice, but i think eat too much will get sick of it ba. lol. den went to icekimo to eat ice-cream.. the guys ate chocolate fondue. managed to 'steal' some. hehex. ok. after tt me went home, but the rest went amk cause joel wanted to buy psp. den after tt dunno where they go le. the guys went to play LAN ba.. that's what i heard. anyway, so sian. after i reached home. had a nap. ha. till about 7 45 den woke up. hehez. shall upload all the photos after JY and JQ sent them to me. ya.. still got Joy. ok. shall stop here le ba. really, seriously got no mood to study. jus wanted to go out. and not go for training. lol. but i think that's not possible...

Shall stop here le ba. come back again another day. haha. nite! =)

i jus hope to stop thinking but it doesnt seems to be working...

'A' Level Chinese Day...

had 'A' lvl chi paper today. quite ok ba. but i think it's a bit difficult leh. hope i can get an A ba. praying hard. after chinese went to eat subway. actually some wanted to eat pepper lunch, but too ex le. so i decided to eat subway. haha! okay. had a hard time biting. and when i drink cold drinks, my teeth, or is it gum is painful. sian! ok. went to T house after that. played mahjong. haha. and i won 60 cents. ha. ok. it's not much i know. lol. ok. reach home at about 8. tt's my day today. haha. tml still got training and wed is OP exam lerZ!

ytd supposed to study chi with JQ, LX, J, SK & KY, but ended up playing pool the whole afternoon, den watch BROTHERS. lol. after playing pool, when we want to go back to the cathay, it was raining damn heavily la. i got an umbrella, KY got 1. so we took turns to shelter the rest, but all of us ended up wet. ok. especially my pants and shoes. i think only my head is not wet. the rest are. den sitting with wet clothings in the cinema is... very uncomfortable la. some more the movie also not very nice... quite sian. after movie is like 6 plus almost 7. went to eat BK. shared the buddy meal with SK. after tt went home. so in the end. didnt study much of chinese. wanted to like study till about 12 before i go to sleep, but i dozed off while studying chi. so ended up didnt study much. and sat for the exam today. very scared leh. haiz.

dun know what's happening to me lately. y am i like tt? i dont want to be like tt. what am i thinking... i know i shouldnt but i cant stop. tell me what should i do... so FAN! =(

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

all about ytd. haha.

ytd was fun! lol. ok. not really very fun la. but still quite happy.

morning went to sch for oral presentation rehearsal. after tt, dunno where to go, cause it's like still early. so we decided to go out. relax. after thinking about 1 hour plus, decided to come my house play mahjong. but, when we're about to leave sch, JY said can go her hse. so went her house play mahjong. when me, QJ, C, Joy reached her house, played with her dogs. damn guai la her dog... ok. den we started playing mahjong. only after the first one, SK & KY came. ok. did win quite a few sets but cause we didnt play $$, so it's like just play play only lor. den at around 5, decided to go play pool. borrowed clothes from JY cause cannot wear sch U there ma. only JQ, me, SK & KY went. JQ left at around 7. so left 3 of us continue playing... hahaz. saw my primary sch friends there. yueming & amanda. i dun think they recognise me ba. lol. played until about 9, and i won SK & KY individually. lol. den went to eat. but mummy got cook mine so i go home eat. SK & KY ate the 'ba cho mee' lol. KY didnt know SK dont really withstand spicyness. haha. so the mian was quite hot. haha.. ok. went home after tt. reached home at about 10.. bathe eat den went to sleep le. lol. very tired. woke up at 11 today. hehe.

actually if like tt also quite sian right'? got nothing to do.. lol. later still got training. haiz. and i haven study chinese. monday is A lvl exam liao!!! haha. must go study le.

shall stop here ba. =)

SO SIAN...

jus came back from training, which ended at almost 10. ok. it was because we had to arrange the tables and chairs for the examiners to see tml. A levels.

my class ppl went play pool today! and i cant go. SIAN! they always choose the day i got training to go out de leh. so ... DONT LIKE..

ok. tml having op rehearsal. monday having A level chinese. Wed having the OP exam. and i'm still thinking of playing!!! wAhaHAha... die. lol. jus got no mood to studying man!

took the OGL form from the student council board. wanted to be one. but dunno whether will be selected anot. ha. shall let nature takes its course.

i really dunno what he's thinking about. y do i feel so sad when he said tt? y do i feel like crying yet there's traces of anger? y do i feel like i dont want to talk to him? i'm tired. really tired.

shall end here. will come back again! =)

kbox-ing...

jus came back from kbox.

today was as usual, econs lecture in the morning, den op presentation by JY's group. After tt was principal talk, yup, jus the usual stuffs. went back to ct rooms to collect our results slip. failed phy. got an S. ok. i'll work hard. monday is chi A level lerz... jia you. lol. after tt was selling jerseys, socks & water bottle. i managed to sold a water bottle. lol. and is C who bought it. i left after a while, went to kbox. SK, JY, J, Joy, LX, Z, YS, JQ & me. JQ & JY left early. so left 7 of us.

i've never seen him so sad b4. really. dont know how to cheer him up. haiz. it must have really be very painful. hope he'll be happy again soon. and is really happy, cause it's pain to see him like tt.

busy busy busy...

it's been a few days since i blog. lolz. now is midnight le. and i'm still blogging. jus changed my blogskin. lol.

these few days been busy with OP... editing slides, writing scripts...

thurs morning, normal lessons, well is lectures actually. 1st is maths, which everyone in my class obediently attended. after that was econs. only about 7-8, including me, attended. last was chi, only 6 attended. i know it's after promo. but everytime i skipped lesson, something bad always happen to me. people skip class nth happen. dun know why. actually, i also skipping chi, to do our op. but D & J wanted to attend, so i accompany J. SK & Joy went lib to do OP slides. felt bad. was very fan. very 'xin ji'. cause fri got rehearsal, our slides not completed, script not written. went for training, and the 4 of them continued with the work. reached home at about 10 plus.

had a rehearsal on fri, with whole class watching, and not even prepared la. In the morning, mr ng gave us an hour to prepare, after which we'll present. other groups were not able to present cos of some members not prepared, others is cos grp member not in class so dont need present. except for Z group, who presented before us. that one hour we combined our scripts that was done on thurs. ok. tot everything is fine. but after the script was printed out, my part was incomplete. it was about 9 plus. had to go for dry run, so didnt edit. came back from dry run, it was about 10. we're supposed to present at 11. with script written on cue cards. i spent about half hour editing my script before writing them on the cards. managed to finish jus before our turn. jus had to present with what i have. mr ng said our group was quite ok. i exceeded the 5 mins given to each speaker. i spoke for 7 mins. lol. i think i was not fluent enough. did stammer. not familiar with my script. missed alot of points, and still exceed time limit.

sat was training again. sian. at around 2 plus, SK msg me : "wan play pool? 6 at somerset." i was like WT... so i replied him i got training, and asked them y they always choose sat to go out when i got training. and i cant go. sad. i wan to go out!

today, my group came to my hse for pw meeting. they met at khatib mrt at 1030, but J cause her dad fetch her, reached here at 1030. the rest at 11. mummy cooked bee hoon for us, and lots of fishballs. lol. ok. den, we rehearse, twice in total if i'm not wrong. been editing the slides again for the rest of the time. wanted to play mahjong after we've finished, but D & J had to go home. so short of 1 player. in the end didnt play. anyway, SK wore his sunglasses, and we were cam-whoring.. shall pose the photos another day. now quite tired le.

woh. this entry super long. lol. shall stop here le ba.

tues knowing whether getting promoted anot. but fri went to find mr lim with chen, he said i'm promoted.

drained...

i'm running out of oil. thot after promos could relax abit. but, pw, A level chinese, lessons, all coming up. OP exam on 31 Oct. this fri is the 1st rehersal. not prepared yet. slides not finished. speech no done. skit not prepared. A level chinese is 29 Oct. revision not done. why is everything so rushed?

been very tired. eyes closing even though time is only 10 plus. fustrated with pw group. doesnt seem to be working together. how should i make everyone work together? tell me... sometimes i cant help feeling why i'm so stupid. everything's like going against me.

i want to go out. play all day. no troubles. no work. no nothing.

cant stop thinking of him, though i know i shouldnt. what should i do?

going crazy!!!

dead. tml's the deadline for WR. still haven settle everything. now already 10 plus la. asked my group members about the WR thingy also no replies. jus feel like going to slepp and dun care. so fan now. and i still got my OP slides not done. i'm going crazy. promos over le still so stress. it seems that time is always not enough. haiz.

during training today, hurt my knee again. this time is left knee. like got blueblack like tt. but didnt see the blueblack leh. haiz.. now both my knees so pain. oh ya. yesterday, my braces de wire dropped out. went to the dentist today to find that my dentist is no there. think she didnt go for work today. and i have to go down on wed again!!! sianz. ok.

i shall continue with my PW. if not wont be able to finish le. SO FAN!!!

sianz!!!

doing pw now. doing the final polishing for wr. deadline 16 oct. which is tues. so sianz!!! and hor.. i forgot to check when is my OP exam.. die le la!!!

disappointed with myself yesterday during training. didnt play well. every ball also cannot recieve properly. sad. and i injured my right knee. now bend le quite pain.. like there's something inside... hai.. tml still got training... in the morning.. but morning still ok.. afternoon can slack.. hehe.

and hor. still have alot to read for my harry potter! hehe.. and hor, yesterday me class went for movie. but i cant go. sad! i want to go leh. haiz. so sian!!!

btw, me going shanghai on 25 nov. vb de. lol. ok. quite excited though. hai. go do my pw le la. shall come back again.

tired...

lol. this few days slept very early.. around 11 everytime... dun know why, damn tired.

yesterday, got back all my results. all passed, except GP. but those passes were borderline passes. haiz. worried about overall. they seeing the overall whether we get promoted anot. very scared leh. anyway, after getting the results was open house. quite bored leh. lol. saw cerelia's sis.. we bought a cake.. and was like singing happy bday songs to everyone.. lol...

later got training... so sian.. dun feel like having training.. wan to slack... borrowed harry potter and the deathly hallows from joel.. lol... haven really started.. hehex. shall stop here le.. come again nxt time...

btw, the ans is Wanton mee. because '1 tonne' mee. lol.

shocked + scared

been praying hard. friday getting back promo papers. very scared. what should i do? today whole morning doing pw. but didnt do much. everyone was like slacking la. sian. wr deadline coming le. 16 oct. OP exam coming too! actually i haven check the date yet. everytime forget de. tml i must remember to check. hehex.

went for dental appointment. i was very early. hehex. my appointment was actually 3.30. but i reached at about 2.45. lol. it was fast. the dentist jus tighten the wire la. lol. on the way to the NDC, while waiting for bus to serangoon MRT, saw a dog wanting to cross road. den got a coming car jus banged him la. i think the wheels roll over its leg, den it barked. damn scary. luckily it didnt die man. so ke lian right? ok. reached home at about 4 plus. hehex. and here i am. blogging.

another qn for u all to think about. 哪种面最重？
ans will be reveal in the next entry. hehex.

more fun! hahas.

Sunday went bugis shopping. lol. walked for about 6 hours non-stop. hehex. went for lunch at pastamania, den started shopping. spent $70.50 that day, not including dinner. lol. i'm broke. bought a pair of heels, 2 shirts & a pair of earrings. hehex. damn long never shop le. haha.

here's some pics. lol. sry for the low quality. my phone.

little miss shy~like me. hehex.

this is the heels. nice right? love it! [actually i liked another pokka dots de, but my feet too small, dun have my size. =( ]

cam-whoring in the train. lol.

Monday went sch early in the morning for career seminar. damn boring. lol. and those guys sitting behind mi was super noisy. cant stand it. felt like turning and ask them to shut up. but didnt. haha. after that was training. with the boys. coach was not there. anyway, quite fun, but think i'm old le. lol. went for beancurd at serangoon central after that. Mmmm, nice! hehex.

Today went out in the morning to sch for notice board deco. volleyball de. everyone was late, except me, mel, A & S. started till 1 and i left for amk lib. pw. actually we meet 1 at amk. but i reached at about 1 40. hehex. D thot we meeting in sch, and he waited until 1 den leave sch. dots. i remembered telling them clearing it was at amk lib. den SK had council meeting, he reached amk lib at about 3 ba. so we do till about 5 plus and went to eat KFC. till now i haven eat dinner. cause i'm not hungry. lol. but gg to eat le la. after KFC, went home.

ok. the ans to previous qn is 所有动物啊。因为树不会跳。=)

did u get it correctly? shall go off le. hehex. next time den write.

had fun!

YOZ!!! haha. i think i'm addicted to playing pool. lol.
=)

yesterday, went kbox with C, J, Z, YS & JY. lol. sang for 5 hours. haha. paid $15.30 each. and i'm poorer by $15.30. hehex. we met at 12. but everyone was late. Den we went for lunch first. after lunch, it was still early for the kstudent promotion. so went to kpool. played jus 1 game. lol. i think i managed to get about 2 balls in. lol. den went kbox. sang alot of songs. hehex. den after tt jiu went home lerz.. reached home about 8 plus. and dunno why, yesterday very tired. here's some pics:

cool right? that's me. hehex.

that's me singing... lol...i'm wearing JY's hat.
today, had projectwork meeting. met at bishan library. i thot we would finish everything today,

cause wed have to hand in version 3 of wr. but, didnt have the 2nd version with us. so did almost nothing lor. den i thot we would think about OP, but.. haiz.. still didnt. but we've arranged another time for doing. next tues. so last minute right? ok. so since we did nothing much, it was only 12 plus (we met at 1030). so we went amk play pool. paid only $2. lol. cheap? haha. starting was... but den in the end still get quite some balls in. hehex. and think i'm addicted! lol.
=)

should be gg out again tml. shopping! now deciding where to go. hahas.

=)

btw, training starts on monday le!!! abit sian. haiz. why training starts so fast. i dun wan... shall stop here le.. maybe nxt time will add more pics. hehex.

hehe. think of this: 什么动物比树跳得高？

ans will be reveal in the nxt entry.