waste of time?

yesterday,
was it just a total waste of time?

we went malaysia to have a friendly match with the team there.
supposed to be in johor, but changed venue when we reached.
i've actually went with anticipation that i'll get a chance to play.
at least a set and i'll be happier.
i'm so disappointed.
arent we suppose to gain some experience from the friendly?
honesty, i didnt.

i cant help but dislike her.
i dont want to, but i cant help it.

perhaps i just cant blame anyone.
perhaps i've been giving myself too many excuses.
i should stop, shouldnt i?


i liked that setter. =D

186 days to A levels!