busy + bored.

HELLO PEEPS!
It's like an hr after midnight now... haha...
seriously i should be resting, but anyway, just came and blog.
haha.

Oh my left eye is swollen AGAIN!
the doctor said it's like pimple at my eyelid there...
and he told me is he cant do anything except giving me the oilment & eyedrop.
he said is like how people got pimple over their faces, mine is eyelid there lor.
hai..
must add one more new year resoultion...
never have pimple in the eye/eye inflammation etc etc.
so irritating!

anyway, went YS hse play mahjong just now(ytd lah, now past 12 am le ma, haha...)
yup, just a few hrs ba...
haha, like so random...

anyway, work's been fine but boring sometimes.
and i think i'm still ok with the job.
sometimes i just wonder is there any other more interesting jobs out there...
haha...
plus, cause the people there are like in their late 20s and above, i dunno what to talk to them about... haha, so no topics can...
and cause i have to go down to 15th floor, which is the mailroom to pass documents/letters to the guy there, i dun really like it cause of him.
not that he's not good lah, but i think he got mood swings... haha...
oh, didnt go work today cause of my eye lah.
went to see doc, and i'm feeling supper lazy. haha...

alright, i guess that's all for now?
haha, gg to sleep le... btw, i think i'll upload the pics for new year eve outing with clique at the post which i blog about ba... haha...
so meanwhile, just read.
GOOD NIGHT! =D

Eve.

Sometimes i just hoped i havent grown up.

Anyway, it's eve of Chinese New Year today.
Enjoy everyone!

New Year Resolutions! Like finally... haha...

HELLO!
Haha, another week just passed...
really and Chinese New Year is coming...
i still have not bought new year clothes yet!

Work's been fine, and i know more of my collegues now. haha...
they're nice, and i receive treats from them... haha!
so pai sei lah... haha...
anyway, doing quite the usual stuff lor...
haha...

Alright, this post is supposed to be about my new year resolutions...
i'll try to upload some pictures, but in the meantime, just WORDS! =D

2 years of JC life passed real fast, probably because we're all too busy studying.
and not to say, trying to find time to play... haha...
there's fun & laughters, yet there's unhappy things to worry about.
Fun as a class, a clique, a team.
However, sad as a grp, a team.
there are times i felt sad, teared when nobody knows.
somehow i just feel so helpless, and everything is just against me.
yet, everything is over. they'll only be memories.
gd or bad, it's deeply engraved in me.
It seems that the older you grow, the more u know, u realise how cruel & unfair the world is.
i'm like so pessimistic right... but that's how i felt.
i dont want to think about it, just makes me sad, and feel so useless.
i've never felt that way before.
Last year, i would say, is not really peaceful for me.
i've been quite emo, and just really feel that everything is just so against me, whatever i do.
and i dont know who to talk to, because i just dont have the sense of security that whatever i say is not going into another person's ear. once bitten, twice shy.
and i wont want this year to be like that, and it wont be.

At the top of my list, is good health for everyone i know.
2nd on the list, i want to be happier. i want to be a more happy-go-lucky girl.
3rd, i want to get into a University with the course i like.
next on the list, i want to learn new things. anything, be it a skill or knowledge.
next, i want more money, to do the things that i want to do, to buy what i want to buy.
currently thats it. =D Peace.

I'm getting sleepy.
That's all for now, & i'll add in more when i have the time again.
Night!

TIRED!

Finally had the time to blog!
haha... fast ya?
i've worked for one week. haha...
Work still alright, and i'm starting to get the hang of it... =D

1st jan 09.
continuation from the 2nd previous post.. haha...
went eddie's hse for a potluck new year party...
me, C & YS bought chips there... haha...
we're the 1st to reach! =D
and the thing is we forgot to wish him happy new year... haha...
den when others came and the 1st thing that they say was 'happy new year', we were like oops..
haha...
yup, played 终极密码, and loser had to eat curry puffs. yup, ladies half a curry puff & guys one.
FUN! =D
i lost once, so i had to eat lah.. haha...
then, Janice & peishan kept losing, so they eat quite abit of currypuffs. haha...
well, the ironic thing was, those currypuffs were bought by PS. haha... =D
after that, played taboo.
we were divided into 2 teams, fishball & currypuff.
I'm in fishball, and we lost. haha...
so, the forfeit was to eat currypuff again!
haha... cause there's really alot. haha...
yup, den watched 'United 93', which is quite sad.
It's about the 911 incident, one of the planes that was hijacked, like what happened inside.
there was this scene where those passengers knew that the plane was hijacked, and that they're going to crash into some building instead of reaching safely back on ground, they were all calling back home to tell their family that they loved them.
It's sad, and imagine someday u knew that u'll be leaving, the pain is undescribe-able...
just like someone close to u, someone u loved is leaving.
so... it was abit weird lah, cause new year supposed to be happy...
den most votes was to this documentary(made like movie kind)...
after the movie, everyone was like... silent. haha...
yup, den it was ard evening, so went home! =D
haha, no pictures.. =P

2nd jan 09.
1st day of work.
i was 15 minutes earlier, yet i reached office abit later than 9.
was supposed to report to 24th floor, but when i saw the directory, 24th floor doesnt have the company's name.
so i thot there was some kind of miscommunication or what...
so after asking the person at lobby, went up to reception of the company, calling my consultant...
i still went up to 24th level. haha...
yup, so started work immediately, and the 1st task, to find documents.
the numbers really made me dizzy can... haha... plus, it's small.
den i was brought ard by one of my colleague, yup...
and then, i was bascially working in office lor...
everyone was like so busy lah, only i like dunno what to do...
then since i have to wait for them to tell me what to do, i was waiting quite abit lah...
haha... yup, so that's for 1st day of work!
after work have to go for YEC training @ cityhall there.
It's our 1st training as well, and eddie spoke about INTEGRITY. =D
met some new friends, haha... and we were divided into groups.
me in team 3 & i'm the team leader! =D
yup, training ended late, ard 10 plus and i reached home at ard 11 plus....

3rd jan 09.
1st YEC committee meeting for me & C & Kathy, cause we said we're interested in joining the committee.
Actually wanted to join the marketing team, but since i'm not really good at promoting/marketing (like 宣传), joined the events team instead.
yup, after the meeting, went funan to eat late lunch...
walked ard there before heading home.
actually want to go shop, but no mood, so went home.... haha...
so... that's for the 3rd day of the year 09. =D

Nothing special happened for the 1st week of my work. haha...
i'm learning new things... =D
yup, so i need to compile all the YEC assignments sent to me by my team members.
btw, only 2 sent. I should recieve 4. haha...
alright, this post is getting abit too wordy!
and i still haven sum up 2008 plus my new year resolutions. haha...
how how? should i cramp it into this post? or post another day?
ok. i've decided.
I'll write it tml/sunday ba... =D
that's all for today. gd night!

P.S. Anyone interested to join YEC(Young Entrepreneur Club) can call me(for those who know me) or just click on the link to YEC blog to know more about this club. The contact no. can be found on that site. So peeps, why not just go for the preview, and if u like it, JOIN US! =D
"By IMPROVING yourself, the world is made BETTER"
If u have time, check this out >>> http://www.futureme.org/public.php?id=20717
It's about people writing about their future. =D

be back on weekend...

it's my 2nd day of work today...
work's still alright i guess...

haha, i'm really tired to blog...
about new year resolutions etc...
cause i think it'll be a super long post... haha...
i've got loads of things to blog....
promise to be back on weekend ok?

tt's all for today...
i'm really feeling sleepy...

GOOD NIGHT DEARs!

IT'S 2009!

Hey peeps!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
haha. i know it's abit 'early now'..
but guess wat, i just bathe about half & hour ago...
and since i need to wait for my hair to dry, i thought i might just as well blog!
IT'S the 1ST entry for 2009!
so fast!

30th dec:
guess where did i go? haha..
i went back to school! yup, SCHOOL!
haha, but i went back to collect the eagles award de money.. hehe!
together with C and Z. =D
afterwhich, C and i went to far east to shop, cause i need a pair of shoes for work...
so know what.. we walked for like 2 hrs plus before buying a pair of heels for me & boots for C.
ya we know it's super long la, but because tight budget ma..
so must think carefully 1st...
maybe after i got my pay i'll use shorter time to think...? haha...
after tt, met up with YS to go for the preview about the course on improving ourselves by YEC..
ended up joining the club cause it might not be a bad idea to just improve on perhaps the way we handle things... and understand ourselves/others better...
and i think it's quite interesting ba...
plus, i want to expand my circle of friends/network... hahaha...
=D
yup, so tt's all for 30th.

31st.
slept till quite late, and after brunch, went out for a haircut!
haha...
mum perm her hair and i just cut...
it's shorter now... =(
haha... anyway, still ok lar.
den, went home, painted my nails, bathe and it's time to meet my clique.
initial plan was to go marina square... after tt walk ard there and countdown there...
but because Z wanted to go Taka walk walk, went town instead.
haha, oh and i wore the new heels that i bought.
and now.. my feet is full of injuries again... haha...
right, so went to eat Swensen's... and i think is the supervisor ba...
he's funny lah... haha...
anyway, wasnt quite happy with the food... haha..
doesnt worth the price lor... and not very nice also...

here's the food and pic of us... haha...

oh, town really no countdown mood this year...
probably because of the countdown at marina bay(channel 5 de ppl) and vivocity(channel 8 de ppl), town seems to be so quiet.
well, as in jiu mei you na ge qi fen lor...

haha.. so...
went YS hse instead!
and guess what we did?
played mahjong!!!
haha... and watch tv at the same time... multi-task ma... =D
and after a few rounds, it's almost 12!
haha.. and we took our last picture for 2008! =D
plus the 1st picture for 2009!
haha... i think i not very nice in the picture cause of my dark eye circle + swollen eye...
ya lor...

we called J to wish her happy new year... hahaha...
after tt call C too...
actually she went to YS hse also la.
but she left like 1030 so yup, didnt countdown with us...
so now i'm back home...

gg to sleep soon cause i'm tired!
i need to sleep more + drink more water... haha...

regarding new year resolutions + reflections on 2008....
next entry!
because i really want to sleep... haha...

NIGHT!
or should i say MORNING? haha...