HELLO!
Haha, another week just passed...
really and Chinese New Year is coming...
i still have not bought new year clothes yet!
Work's been fine, and i know more of my collegues now. haha...
they're nice, and i receive treats from them... haha!
so pai sei lah... haha...
anyway, doing quite the usual stuff lor...
haha...
Alright, this post is supposed to be about my new year resolutions...
i'll try to upload some pictures, but in the meantime, just WORDS! =D
2 years of JC life passed real fast, probably because we're all too busy studying.
and not to say, trying to find time to play... haha...
there's fun & laughters, yet there's unhappy things to worry about.
Fun as a class, a clique, a team.
However, sad as a grp, a team.
there are times i felt sad, teared when nobody knows.
somehow i just feel so helpless, and everything is just against me.
yet, everything is over. they'll only be memories.
gd or bad, it's deeply engraved in me.
It seems that the older you grow, the more u know, u realise how cruel & unfair the world is.
i'm like so pessimistic right... but that's how i felt.
i dont want to think about it, just makes me sad, and feel so useless.
i've never felt that way before.
Last year, i would say, is not really peaceful for me.
i've been quite emo, and just really feel that everything is just so against me, whatever i do.
and i dont know who to talk to, because i just dont have the sense of security that whatever i say is not going into another person's ear. once bitten, twice shy.
and i wont want this year to be like that, and it wont be.
At the top of my list, is good health for everyone i know.
2nd on the list, i want to be happier. i want to be a more happy-go-lucky girl.
3rd, i want to get into a University with the course i like.
next on the list, i want to learn new things. anything, be it a skill or knowledge.
next, i want more money, to do the things that i want to do, to buy what i want to buy.
currently thats it. =D Peace.
I'm getting sleepy.
That's all for now, & i'll add in more when i have the time again.
Night!
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