一时的感触...

well, ok i shouldnt be blogging. but a few minutes here doesnt make any difference? haha.
i'm actually researching on my Introduction to Nanoworld module (GEK1509) term paper.
topics are carbon nanotubes plus x-ray absorption spectrocopy.
seriously wasnt expecting myself to take a physics module, much less something that i dont really understand.
but it's amazing how these carbon nanotubes could actually be used for in our daily lives, and the fact that it brings more convenience and better improves our quality of life.
anyway, luckily my teammates are from chemistry majors. that really helped! haha.

ok, that aside, just had a games tryout for sow yesterday. well, alright i guess.
attendance wasnt good. but was more efficient compared to the last tryout though.
probably because we had less people ba.
somehow i feel that the comm doesnt seem to be that bonded yet.
my personal feeling though.
the comm seems divided with their own cliques.
hope i wouldnt regret joining the comm, but then again, it's too late 'cause i've already joined.
haha.
hmm, i'm lost for words. perhaps i dont know them well enough. perhaps i'm just a weird person.
whatever it is, this is taking me nowhere.
really hoping that everything will just turns out great and we'll all have good & fun memories of being in the comm.

tests are coming up, and exams are coming in less than a month.
Tons of revision to do and what-nots.
i seriously wonder how i've actually spent a year in university with my so-not-smart-brain-compared-to-others.
plus, competition can be felt everyday.
probably i'm just too sensitive or what, but the fact that everyone is striving for good results is making me tired.
probably i'm too lazy compared to others, and always finding the easy way out, yet still want to have excellent results.
i'm not sure... the feeling of doubt or fear never leaves me.
ok i'm getting a lil' over pessimistic.

alright enough of these.
got to get back to writing the term paper and let sis use the com.
that's all for now. =)

Adults are just kids with money - quote from someone.