the hardest goodbye.

heyy.
been long since i last posted.
outings here and there.
scamp prep camp; sow pre-prep 2; scamp actual camp.
scamp '10 was a blast!
Inagawa won the best cheering house, as well as the best house! =D
Even though shuriken didnt win anything, we're proud to be in the house of RED!
hope SOW will be a even more successful one! =D

anyway, today went to my 2nd uncle's funeral (dad's 2nd bro).
ever since i was aware of my surrrounding, this can be considered as the first time that i've attending the wake, including all the chanting and stuff.
for many of the instances i felt like crying.
it was so heart-breaking to see ur loved one gone and the thought of never being able to see him/her again just makes me want to cry.
though i may not be close to them, yet i can still feel the pain.
i do wonder, what will happen if it is me?
but i never had the courage to continue thinking b'cus i really hope it wont happen to me.
well, it seems pointless to think of such stuff doesnt it?
what will happen will happen.
and it was the last goodbye that is the hardest and seems to be the most painful of all.

well, been pretty lazy to blog actually.
but i'll drop by once in a while.
that's all for today.
prob blogging about other stuff when i have the mood.

when one is told not to cry, one will usually cry harder.