back to jobless.

it's been a whole week since i've worked.
i have no idea how i had managed to do that.
standing for so many hours, my legs deserve some good rest.
ytd was supposedly my last day...
but the boss asked me to work for this coming weekend.
do i have to choice to say no?
since he said that he has already planned everything and i cant just quit like that.
then he shouldnt have said ok when i told him i'll only work till ytd.
make me happy for nothing.
ok i'm not actually against anyone.
just that i cant change my personality to suit that job.
maybe not that i cant, probably i didnt want to.
whatever it is, hope this coming weekend is really my last 2 days as their agent.

now that i'm jobless again, have to start looking for other jobs.
dont really want to work actually.
but no choice have to.
because i need to save up some money!!!
everything is about money. zzz

anyway, mum & dad bought a terrapin back when they brought the kid mum's babysit out.
so now, our house got a new pet.
hahahaha.

anyway time to go.
till next time! =)

i'm tired.. from smiling.

yup. started work just yesterday.
standing for 10 hours (including the travelling time) is no joke.
seriously, my last job as temp cashier at john little expo sale also not that tiring compared to this one.
and to make things worse, not even a single deal closed today.
sad. abit demoralized.
and i start thinking if i should really continue this job.
well, 2 months, i believe, will pass rather quickly.
perhaps i'm really not suited to this kind of job.
i know i have to get used to this fast.
but i dont know if i can do it.
everybody made this job sound so simple.
yes, simple if you have a gift to speak well, to have the ability to convinced/persuade people.
i'm terrible at that, trust me.
i have the urge to quit.
i kind of regret to agree trying this job.
should have just find those admin jobs to do.
oh well, hope i can do better....
hope my luck will improve and improve and improve...

i'm tired, from smiling, that i dont want to move the tip of my lips up...

till next time........

bbbbbbbooooooorrrrreeeeeeddddddddddd

it's one week after my last paper.
been out everyday.
today's the first day i stayed home the whole day since the paper.
=X

Probably going to be a uob credit card promoter.
for the next 2 and a half months.
now studying and memorizing all the benefits/priviledges that comes with each different card.
got a test tmr! zzz.
cant imagine what's ahead of me.
oh well, who ask me to be poor.
so people, if you or your friends want to sign up for credit cards, come find me ok!

that's all for today.
everyday is an ordinary day.