It's the season again!
December is here and I guess it's probably my second favourite month of the year because I get to receive gifts from the numerous gift exchanges.
Favourite month is my birthday month!
And not forgetting the year end bonus whee~
There was another issue bothering me in the midst of such festive mood.
How shall I put it...
It's about trust.
I vaguely remember I did mention about me being hard to trust people, or something along that line.
Trust has to be earned, and that's for sure.
And once you betray my trust towards you, you can almost forget about getting that same level of trust back.
Sounds too serious? To me it's not.
Frankly speaking, the whole issue doesn't really concern me.
But to be lying, till the point where I no longer be able to trust whatever you are saying reflects how bad you are as a person.
It's ridiculous to be testing everyone's tolerance, and I think it's really childish to be making use of your relationship to do that.
It'll only show how trustworthy you are, and I'm quite certain most people will score you low on this. And those who still thinks you're trustworthy, they're probably not any better.
Well, shan't let this ruin my joyous December.
Goodnight world.
Sunday, December 15, 2013
Friday, November 1, 2013
Thursday, October 31, 2013
=)
It has been awhile since my last post.
Had always been busy with work, or rather there hasn't been much to blog about hence didn't blog.
Then you must be wondering why I came to blog today...
Yes, my brother got engaged!!!
He proposed yesterday at Sentosa Cove and its his girlfriend's birthday too!
Ok officially she's my future sis-in-law since yesterday!
It's the kind of proposal that you see in dramas...
Dinner at a restaurant, letters balloons forming "MARRY ME" appeared, then the boy appear with a bunch of red hearts balloons, holding the diamond ring, walked up to the girl, kneel down and pop the magical question. Meanwhile, hidden cameras filming the whole process, family and friends appeared to congratulate.
I'm quite sure any girl would be touched with these. After all, women love romantic moments.
And more often than not, it's the effort, the courage, and the sweetness of the guy that touches.
=)
Congrats bro!
Work has been fine and being busy makes time pass faster.
Although sometimes it's really quite sian, but no choice...
The same old sentence: life goes on!
Had always been busy with work, or rather there hasn't been much to blog about hence didn't blog.
Then you must be wondering why I came to blog today...
Yes, my brother got engaged!!!
He proposed yesterday at Sentosa Cove and its his girlfriend's birthday too!
Ok officially she's my future sis-in-law since yesterday!
It's the kind of proposal that you see in dramas...
Dinner at a restaurant, letters balloons forming "MARRY ME" appeared, then the boy appear with a bunch of red hearts balloons, holding the diamond ring, walked up to the girl, kneel down and pop the magical question. Meanwhile, hidden cameras filming the whole process, family and friends appeared to congratulate.
I'm quite sure any girl would be touched with these. After all, women love romantic moments.
And more often than not, it's the effort, the courage, and the sweetness of the guy that touches.
=)
Congrats bro!
Work has been fine and being busy makes time pass faster.
Although sometimes it's really quite sian, but no choice...
The same old sentence: life goes on!
Monday, August 26, 2013
Sad.
I know I shouldn't be feeling so.
I know it's somewhat unreasonable to request, but actually I don't think it's unreasonable.
But somehow I feel sad that it didn't turn out the way I wished.
Maybe you have pampered me, so much that I didn't know I was starting to get greedy.
Or maybe you're tired, tired of entertaining me.
I have no idea, I can only guess how you feel.
I don't know, don't know what I'm living for.
People say one should live life for yourself.
But I don't know how.
Suddenly my heart sank, literally.
Deep inside I was hoping you would be there.
Don't bear to see you so tired, yet blamed you for it.
Don't bear to see you disappointed, yet I can't get over it.
Why am I always so contradicting.
Hope I can get some enlightenment, somewhere, somehow.
Goodnight.
I know it's somewhat unreasonable to request, but actually I don't think it's unreasonable.
But somehow I feel sad that it didn't turn out the way I wished.
Maybe you have pampered me, so much that I didn't know I was starting to get greedy.
Or maybe you're tired, tired of entertaining me.
I have no idea, I can only guess how you feel.
I don't know, don't know what I'm living for.
People say one should live life for yourself.
But I don't know how.
Suddenly my heart sank, literally.
Deep inside I was hoping you would be there.
Don't bear to see you so tired, yet blamed you for it.
Don't bear to see you disappointed, yet I can't get over it.
Why am I always so contradicting.
Hope I can get some enlightenment, somewhere, somehow.
Goodnight.
Saturday, May 18, 2013
2 less (wisdom) tooth~
Had my left side wisdom tooth extraction on tues!
I had a total of 4 wisdom tooth, but only took out 2...
So 1 was the normal extraction, the other was an impacted tooth which requires surgery.
Well the word surgery was rather nerve-wrecking..
Yea I know many people go for wisdom tooth surgery everyday.. but the thought of it just scares me, especially when there are drilling of the tooth involved! Yes drilling of your tooth, sounds scary right!!!!
Anyway on that day, had to go NDC alone because nobody's free to accompany me.
I'm going surgery and nobody to accompany me!!!!!
Ok, though it was only a small one. BUT STILL... first time ma.. >.<
But actually I admit I was overly worried about this whole thing after I went for it la.. BUT STILL..the feeling of uncertainty... haiz..
But then again, was comforting myself before going in to that room, that after I'm done, my bf's waiting for me outside. Well, that helped. At least I know I'm not alone, and someone's there for me when I needed it.
So yep my name was called, and the surgeon in charge of my surgery explained to me the risk involved and made me sign on the paper saying that we have discussed the risks and i accepted it. They were pretty cautious as I was asked to confirm my name and IC for quite a number of times and to make sure I know why I was there.
So then I was instructed to go into this spacious room with the dental chair in the middle. (I wondered why the room has to be so big and spacious.. maybe so that patients would feel more comfortable?)
As I sat there, I was given the anethesia (local), and then the dental assistant cleaned my mouth area before covering me with some sort of green blanket (?) and wrapped my head and covered my eyes!
Nervousness increased!
But luckily the surgeon was quite encouraging and was constantly telling me what's coming into my mouth, which I find quite reassuring, and it wasnt painful when she was doing it..
But when she said that i'll be hearing cracking sounds, I was quite scared that instead of the tooth that's cracking, I was more worried about my jaw bone, because the pressure was quite high when she tried to crack my impacted tooth.
And the smell when she was doing the drilling, somehow it smelled quite fishy? and like metal smell... I thought it smell abit like those construction... hmm..
Then the extraction of the top wisdom tooth was an extremely fast one. One moment she said she's moving on to the top tooth, and the next, she said she's done!
Anyway, was quite glad that I wasn't bleeding profusely after the 'surgery'. And so, took train home (with my bf of course..was so glad to see him!) instead of cabbing!
As I had my extraction about 4pm i think (waited very long outside the room), didn't had anything else except milk that night..
The next day, I didn't eat anything, only drank milk, and orange juice and milk for the whole day..
Then the following day, I started eating beancurd, bread with milo, and dinner was rice (due to my mum constant nagging that I should eat something that's filling at least)!!! My intestines were also protesting my liquid diet 'cus they were making noises the whole morning! So I succumbed to hunger and ate the rice for dinner. I had been eating solid food already.. though it was at a slower speed and worried that anything would get stuck at the hole.
So that pretty sums up my wisdom tooth extraction.
5 days of MC and i'll probably get serious monday blues when i go back office on monday >.<
It's so nice to 睡到自然醒！
And have to go back for root canal treatment another day =( hope the root canal will be ok too..
Oh I wanted to take a photo of my extracted tooth, but then it was quite weird, and doesn't look good in whichever angle I tried, so in the end I threw it away without taking any pictures of it ha.. so there isn't any photos to show!
Ok getting late...
Shall stop here today..
Goodnight!
I had a total of 4 wisdom tooth, but only took out 2...
So 1 was the normal extraction, the other was an impacted tooth which requires surgery.
Well the word surgery was rather nerve-wrecking..
Yea I know many people go for wisdom tooth surgery everyday.. but the thought of it just scares me, especially when there are drilling of the tooth involved! Yes drilling of your tooth, sounds scary right!!!!
Anyway on that day, had to go NDC alone because nobody's free to accompany me.
I'm going surgery and nobody to accompany me!!!!!
Ok, though it was only a small one. BUT STILL... first time ma.. >.<
But actually I admit I was overly worried about this whole thing after I went for it la.. BUT STILL..the feeling of uncertainty... haiz..
But then again, was comforting myself before going in to that room, that after I'm done, my bf's waiting for me outside. Well, that helped. At least I know I'm not alone, and someone's there for me when I needed it.
So yep my name was called, and the surgeon in charge of my surgery explained to me the risk involved and made me sign on the paper saying that we have discussed the risks and i accepted it. They were pretty cautious as I was asked to confirm my name and IC for quite a number of times and to make sure I know why I was there.
So then I was instructed to go into this spacious room with the dental chair in the middle. (I wondered why the room has to be so big and spacious.. maybe so that patients would feel more comfortable?)
As I sat there, I was given the anethesia (local), and then the dental assistant cleaned my mouth area before covering me with some sort of green blanket (?) and wrapped my head and covered my eyes!
Nervousness increased!
But luckily the surgeon was quite encouraging and was constantly telling me what's coming into my mouth, which I find quite reassuring, and it wasnt painful when she was doing it..
But when she said that i'll be hearing cracking sounds, I was quite scared that instead of the tooth that's cracking, I was more worried about my jaw bone, because the pressure was quite high when she tried to crack my impacted tooth.
And the smell when she was doing the drilling, somehow it smelled quite fishy? and like metal smell... I thought it smell abit like those construction... hmm..
Then the extraction of the top wisdom tooth was an extremely fast one. One moment she said she's moving on to the top tooth, and the next, she said she's done!
Anyway, was quite glad that I wasn't bleeding profusely after the 'surgery'. And so, took train home (with my bf of course..was so glad to see him!) instead of cabbing!
As I had my extraction about 4pm i think (waited very long outside the room), didn't had anything else except milk that night..
The next day, I didn't eat anything, only drank milk, and orange juice and milk for the whole day..
Then the following day, I started eating beancurd, bread with milo, and dinner was rice (due to my mum constant nagging that I should eat something that's filling at least)!!! My intestines were also protesting my liquid diet 'cus they were making noises the whole morning! So I succumbed to hunger and ate the rice for dinner. I had been eating solid food already.. though it was at a slower speed and worried that anything would get stuck at the hole.
So that pretty sums up my wisdom tooth extraction.
5 days of MC and i'll probably get serious monday blues when i go back office on monday >.<
It's so nice to 睡到自然醒！
And have to go back for root canal treatment another day =( hope the root canal will be ok too..
Oh I wanted to take a photo of my extracted tooth, but then it was quite weird, and doesn't look good in whichever angle I tried, so in the end I threw it away without taking any pictures of it ha.. so there isn't any photos to show!
Ok getting late...
Shall stop here today..
Goodnight!
Sunday, April 21, 2013
sunday!
Yea, Sunday's ending real soon.
Monday's coming!!
Alrighties, been quite a while since i'm here.
Work's been fine =)
There isn't much things i can write here already.
Probably that's why lesser people are blogging nowadays. Ha.
Looking forward to more trips hehe.
yea, the only constraint is, of course, $$$$$!
Oh wells, not feeling inspirational today.
Back when i do!
Bye~
Monday's coming!!
Alrighties, been quite a while since i'm here.
Work's been fine =)
There isn't much things i can write here already.
Probably that's why lesser people are blogging nowadays. Ha.
Looking forward to more trips hehe.
yea, the only constraint is, of course, $$$$$!
Oh wells, not feeling inspirational today.
Back when i do!
Bye~
Monday, February 4, 2013
february~
It's february already.
Today's my sis's birthday, not sure if she knows this, but still, happy birthday sis! Hope you've enjoyed your day!
Yup and CNY is coming.
This year for my CNY new clothings, bought them in Bangkok!
Well, I didnt particularly shop for CNY clothes and those that I've bought are random pieces which I hope I'll have a chance to wear it for work! =P
Yup, went BKK from 19th Jan till 22nd Jan.
Sis drove me to the airport, and met up with the girls there.
First time to bkk, and well, other than shopping, we didnt really do much stuff there lol.
So it's considered like a shopping trip~!
Well, at least I did satisfy my buying desires a little, just a little sad that I didnt buy more.
But then again, it was more of like I'm buying for the sake of buying, 'cus probably I won't need it, but since I'm there already so might as well just buy!
Our motto of the trip was "不用想，just 买!" LOL.
Didnt really get to really try their local food though.
Firstly, street foods are everywhere but due to the fear of getting stomachaces, we didnt dare to try it. 2ndly, we dont really know any authentic thai restaurants there anyway. So, we chose the safe options of eating at places where we find it's safe and looks proper~!
Went for the half day tour as well! Bai bai to ensure that the trip is smooth and then off to more shoppings!
Yup, and you will realise that everything is overpriced here~
Well, Jan was gone in a blink of the eye, and I guess feb will too, since it's a short month.
And, for a moment I have no idea what to write about already.
Actually, there's nothing much to write about.
In that case I shall stop here. HA. I'm like talking rubbish.
OH WELLS.
Goodnight all. Sweet dreams =)
Today's my sis's birthday, not sure if she knows this, but still, happy birthday sis! Hope you've enjoyed your day!
Yup and CNY is coming.
This year for my CNY new clothings, bought them in Bangkok!
Well, I didnt particularly shop for CNY clothes and those that I've bought are random pieces which I hope I'll have a chance to wear it for work! =P
Yup, went BKK from 19th Jan till 22nd Jan.
Sis drove me to the airport, and met up with the girls there.
First time to bkk, and well, other than shopping, we didnt really do much stuff there lol.
So it's considered like a shopping trip~!
Well, at least I did satisfy my buying desires a little, just a little sad that I didnt buy more.
But then again, it was more of like I'm buying for the sake of buying, 'cus probably I won't need it, but since I'm there already so might as well just buy!
Our motto of the trip was "不用想，just 买!" LOL.
Didnt really get to really try their local food though.
Firstly, street foods are everywhere but due to the fear of getting stomachaces, we didnt dare to try it. 2ndly, we dont really know any authentic thai restaurants there anyway. So, we chose the safe options of eating at places where we find it's safe and looks proper~!
Went for the half day tour as well! Bai bai to ensure that the trip is smooth and then off to more shoppings!
Yup, and you will realise that everything is overpriced here~
Well, Jan was gone in a blink of the eye, and I guess feb will too, since it's a short month.
And, for a moment I have no idea what to write about already.
Actually, there's nothing much to write about.
In that case I shall stop here. HA. I'm like talking rubbish.
OH WELLS.
"It doesn't matter where you're travelling to, but who you travel with."
Goodnight all. Sweet dreams =)
Tuesday, January 1, 2013
it's 2013!
Yup, first day of 2013.
It's coming to an end.... 'cus it's 10 plus pm already.
Work tomorrow >.<
Been slacking around the house on the 1st day of the year.
Was rather lazy to go out, and someone wasn't free too.
Anyways, I finally opened the ipad2 that I won in a lucky draw for some labout market survey.
It was rather unexpected! ok who would expect to win in such lucky draws lol.
Been contemplating if I should sell or use it for my own, and after much considerations (1 plus week after getting the prize), decided to open it!
Haha, it could well be the best gift in the year 2012!! =)
Didn't went out to countdown again this year, as usual was watching the live telecast of countdown event on tv.
So boring hor.
Oh wells, maybe I'll have better plans for next year!
So anyway, since I had stayed home today, there isn't much to update so...
BYE~!
Happy new year again =D
It's coming to an end.... 'cus it's 10 plus pm already.
Work tomorrow >.<
Been slacking around the house on the 1st day of the year.
Was rather lazy to go out, and someone wasn't free too.
Anyways, I finally opened the ipad2 that I won in a lucky draw for some labout market survey.
It was rather unexpected! ok who would expect to win in such lucky draws lol.
Been contemplating if I should sell or use it for my own, and after much considerations (1 plus week after getting the prize), decided to open it!
Haha, it could well be the best gift in the year 2012!! =)
Didn't went out to countdown again this year, as usual was watching the live telecast of countdown event on tv.
So boring hor.
Oh wells, maybe I'll have better plans for next year!
So anyway, since I had stayed home today, there isn't much to update so...
BYE~!
Happy new year again =D
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