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it's late and i should get to my bed.
just thought i would drop a few words before sleeping.

still, no news of jobs for me.
hope my phone rings non stop for today(effectively today 'cus past midnight)
i need to save for my grad trip!!!

watched alot of dramas this month.
49 days; Secret Garden; My Princess; One Litres of Tears; Mischievous Kiss;
Hope i didnt miss out any.
Now ongoing watching 醉后决定爱上你 and Love keeps going, both taiwanese dramas.
I think i'm watching too many, and fantasizing too much about love.
hahahahaha.

i should go to the library and pick some books to read right.
and then go for a run or do some exercises.
oh well.

i'm missing volleyball.
thinking about it, it has been more than a year since i touch a volleyball.
this is bad!!!!

ok shall stop here for today.
goodnight! =)

BAD MOOD.

BAD MOOD.
ARGH.
I NEED A PLACE TO SCREAM.

a room to myself

sis went to korea last night.
went to the airport to send her off, together with mum, dad and weikai.
kind of envious of her that she can go travel.
haha but then again, i had my turn, and will have my turn too.
oh well i just have to wait i guess.
but i'm scared.
with no job = no savings = no grad trip.
that'll be so sad lah!
hais.

that aside, now i have one whole week with the room to myself.
feels kind of weird actually, because since young, been sharing a room with my sis.
ok i rmb there was a period when i was sleeping with my mum.
haha. anyway didnt really slept in a room by myself alone.
ok sounds like i'm missing my sis. HAHA.
anyway still feels good to have a room to myself la.

ok basically until now i've been slacking at home or going out.
no work done. plus my pay, i can only collect on next tues just because i didnt contact the boss ytd, which is supposedly my payday.
i was actually waiting for him to contact me and inform me where to meet him and stuff but he didnt.
oh well. kind of dislike the environment there. =P that was part of the reason for rejecting the admin job that he offered.

just finished watching '49 days', a korean drama.
not bad, kind of touching. haha.

anyway my face skin seems to be getter bad. HAIz.
what to do?????
eat more fruits, drink more water, sleep early!
ha been sleeping alot though, at the wrong timings. =X

oh well, i need work to do! if not i won't feel like working anymore!
come on my dear phone, ring!

bored.

it's been awhile.
and just the previous post i mentioned that there's a new pet in the house.
today, it died.
ok i'm not sure of the exact timing that it died, but when i tried to disturb it, it doesnt move!
not even a single inch. so my mum and i concluded that it's dead, hence threw it down the bin!
poor terrapin.
it's been quite some time since our house had a pet.
the most recent one was perhaps 'luo han yu' during the luo han yu craze.
cant remember exactly when was it.
anyway, perhaps it's the animals' unlucky life to be adopted by us.
oh well, life and death are part of our lives right?

ok i'm still jobless.
rotting at home.
dont really want to go out because i'll have to spend money if i'm out of the house.
and i havent got my pay from the uob side.
been sending resumes out these 2 days.
but my phone doesnt seem to be ringing.
i have no idea what i can do at home except watching tv/drama/sleep/eat/bathe.
and i hate to work because of money. not because i liked that job.
perhaps i'm too used to living day by day.
perhaps i'm just pure lazy.
i cant seem to find anything good about myself.
HAIZ.
i need to get some work before i start thinking too much.

"Expect too much and you'll bound to feel disappointed.
Be contented with what you have."
That's what i've been telling myself all the time, but i cant really control my heart.