bored.

it's been awhile.
and just the previous post i mentioned that there's a new pet in the house.
today, it died.
ok i'm not sure of the exact timing that it died, but when i tried to disturb it, it doesnt move!
not even a single inch. so my mum and i concluded that it's dead, hence threw it down the bin!
poor terrapin.
it's been quite some time since our house had a pet.
the most recent one was perhaps 'luo han yu' during the luo han yu craze.
cant remember exactly when was it.
anyway, perhaps it's the animals' unlucky life to be adopted by us.
oh well, life and death are part of our lives right?

ok i'm still jobless.
rotting at home.
dont really want to go out because i'll have to spend money if i'm out of the house.
and i havent got my pay from the uob side.
been sending resumes out these 2 days.
but my phone doesnt seem to be ringing.
i have no idea what i can do at home except watching tv/drama/sleep/eat/bathe.
and i hate to work because of money. not because i liked that job.
perhaps i'm too used to living day by day.
perhaps i'm just pure lazy.
i cant seem to find anything good about myself.
HAIZ.
i need to get some work before i start thinking too much.

"Expect too much and you'll bound to feel disappointed.
Be contented with what you have."
That's what i've been telling myself all the time, but i cant really control my heart.