Let's reflect!

reflecting seems to be something that my principal love.
today first day @ sch, first lesson is with ct.
not really is lesson lah, just handed in homework and chat all the way.
then we're to proceed to LT4. and the first thing we see on the screen when we stepped in is "LET"S REFLECT".
he never fails to tell us to reflect. really.
here's some things that we're suppose to reflect about:
1. if u were to go through JC1 again, how would u do it differently? List 3 things that u would do.
2. What are your wishes for 2008?
3. What are your wishes for the college?

well there's one part on his slides today that's quite meaningful. here it is:
Changing your thinking changes your beliefs. Changing your beliefs changes your attitude. Changing your attitude changes your expectations. Changing your expectations changes your performance. Changing your performance changes your future. Changing your future changes your life.

i seriously think that me being promoted was abit because of luck. wasnt really having good results since i stepped into the college. perhaps is because i've been playing too much, watching too many tv programmes and stonning too much.

i've been admitted to NY through DSA. didnt really consider getting in through DSA at first but coach offered whether i wanted to try. so i just give it a try and surprisingly i'm accepted. this meant that i had to give up my whole holiday after the o's to go for trainings. my initial plan was to work.

Volleyball has become part of me. trainings are thrice a week. that's alot. seriously i dunno how i feel about volleyball. u can say it's a mixed feeling ba. sometimes not playing volleyball made me miss it. sometimes i really dread going to trainings. but i know the passion for volleyball deep inside me will not fade with time.

Starting sch last year was abit exciting, at the same time scared. Luckily for me, i had my sis in sch with me. at least if anything happens i can find her. i was in OG19, quite a fun one but not until the 3rd day of orientation. we won the best enthu OG. LOL. Quite surprising right, cause i think i'm quite an introvert. i'm posted to class 0712 and then lessons start officially but nobody was serious in learning. play is the word in all our minds. thinking back, i think most of us really regret playing too much! haa.

Got into a good class, 0710, for JAE. quite a fun class i say. and it's from this class i learnt alot of things not from textbooks. and i seriously think my classmates are too intelligent, which made me feel like i so not smart. Stress is the word whenever exams or tests approach. believe me, being at the bottom few of the class is not a good feeling. and sometimes i'll think whether i made the right choice to go into a junior college. perhaps i'm abit 'hao sheng'. is like i will be bothered about results and stuff and i'll care alot whether i'm better than some people anot. sort of something like concern about winning and losing ba. i really dun like it when people compare me with others, so i'll try to be better so it's not too embarassing when people compare. and i seriously think i get jealous quite easily, but like lightnings, it comes fast and goes off fast. haha.

ending last year was the trip to Shanghai, suzhou and hangzhou with my teammates. had loads of fun and really memoriable. i guess we dont really get such a chance to go travelling. =)

tt's the end of 2007.

there's really no time to waste for this year. after march hols will be block tests. this determines if we had to make a u-turn to JC1 since we're not prepared for A lvls. then will be midyear after the june hols, and prelims in early sep. 10 oct will be our graduation day and A lvls will be just about 2 weeks after that day. it all seems so fast! time is running fast when one's busy!