It's one of those nights again, when I feel emo, thinking about things which didn't happen, pondering over what are the possible reasons and at the end of the day, there is always no answers to them. it's just how I decide and then convince myself that it isone of the reasons.
If I could reverse the time, would I have reacted differently then? Would it be different now? So many questions, so many possibilities.
I don't know.
Saturday, October 11, 2014
Monday, September 15, 2014
happy.
The day is almost ending and I'm supposed to be on my bed ready to sleep.
But since my laptop is on, I thought I should just drop by here to write a short post since it had been some time since my last entry. I wonder if anyone reads this, but oh wells, just thought of sharing my little life here although I guess no one really bothers about it. ha.
Finally, I bought a new laptop (that I can proudly say it belongs to me!!!) from the recent Comex 2014. Yes, had been sharing computers/laptops with my siblings since young, and only at this age do I get my own laptop. Am I alien? hahaha. So far pretty satisfied with this new gadget of mine with nice sleek design and the latest windows 8. And guess what! only cost $849 with lots of free gifts! Anyway the oldest version I recall using was the windows 97 I think! Yea... getting old.
And not to mention, I got a new camera from Comex 2014 too! Fujifilm X-A1, and I'm totally loving it. Although I'm not really good at taking photos, but had always wanted a cute/cool camera. So finally I decided to buy it. And yup, it's my first camera. =) Tried out the camera at Marina Barrage last Saturday with my dear too. On the down side, it's a little heavy after carrying it for some time. but still.. Love it!
August had been pretty much normal - work eat sleep. can't get any apt than that.
Oh! This year's birthday, I went to Sentosa Adventure Cove with my dear. It's a well-spent day and I really enjoyed it. Although there's no expensive dinner/gifts, and not to mention of course, no surprises as expected... It's just fun to be creating memories together. And I'm a little surprise that he bought the soft toy dolphin for me when I said I wanted it. It's just... we had kinda grown out of the age for soft toys... then again, I'm quite happy he bought it HAHAHA. still a child at heart~
Been browsing the previous few posts and realised all are written under not-so-good-mood. Finally today's post is about something joyous. haha. Thinking about it, usually unhappy things are harder to say them out, so typing on blogs or writing in diaries are easier, resulting in most of the posts/entries being kind of emo/low spirits posts. Don't you agree!
Well it's getting late and there's work tomorrow. Shall be ending the post here. Goodnight all.
1 more month to Korea trip... WHEE~
But since my laptop is on, I thought I should just drop by here to write a short post since it had been some time since my last entry. I wonder if anyone reads this, but oh wells, just thought of sharing my little life here although I guess no one really bothers about it. ha.
Finally, I bought a new laptop (that I can proudly say it belongs to me!!!) from the recent Comex 2014. Yes, had been sharing computers/laptops with my siblings since young, and only at this age do I get my own laptop. Am I alien? hahaha. So far pretty satisfied with this new gadget of mine with nice sleek design and the latest windows 8. And guess what! only cost $849 with lots of free gifts! Anyway the oldest version I recall using was the windows 97 I think! Yea... getting old.
And not to mention, I got a new camera from Comex 2014 too! Fujifilm X-A1, and I'm totally loving it. Although I'm not really good at taking photos, but had always wanted a cute/cool camera. So finally I decided to buy it. And yup, it's my first camera. =) Tried out the camera at Marina Barrage last Saturday with my dear too. On the down side, it's a little heavy after carrying it for some time. but still.. Love it!
August had been pretty much normal - work eat sleep. can't get any apt than that.
Oh! This year's birthday, I went to Sentosa Adventure Cove with my dear. It's a well-spent day and I really enjoyed it. Although there's no expensive dinner/gifts, and not to mention of course, no surprises as expected... It's just fun to be creating memories together. And I'm a little surprise that he bought the soft toy dolphin for me when I said I wanted it. It's just... we had kinda grown out of the age for soft toys... then again, I'm quite happy he bought it HAHAHA. still a child at heart~
Been browsing the previous few posts and realised all are written under not-so-good-mood. Finally today's post is about something joyous. haha. Thinking about it, usually unhappy things are harder to say them out, so typing on blogs or writing in diaries are easier, resulting in most of the posts/entries being kind of emo/low spirits posts. Don't you agree!
Well it's getting late and there's work tomorrow. Shall be ending the post here. Goodnight all.
1 more month to Korea trip... WHEE~
Saturday, July 19, 2014
Quick updates~
It has been long since my last post.
Several things to update here.
1) Bali trip with colleagues! March 2014
First trip overseas with colleague! Generally the beach is nicer then bintan/batam, but the things to do there are similar to that of bintan and batam too. Unless you're looking for a chillax vacation, other destinations may be better!
2) korean lessons!
Decided to attend some korean language classes and learn abit of the language. Guess what! The teacher turned out to be my secondary school classmate's mum! How coincidental can things get! Anyway it was only a few lessons so I still can't really understand korean words haha. At least some new things though =)
3) my brother got married!!! 31.05.2014
The wedding was awesome! Since they are still waiting for their upcoming flat, dasao moved in and stay with us. The house seems to be rather crowded hahaha. You know, when everyone needs the toilet... Anyway sometimes I do wonder and imagine myself being the bride. But then, I'm not sure if I'm actually ready for it... Ok I'm thinking too much.
4) first family trip together!!! 12-16.07.2014
Yes, finally a family trip together. To chaozhou and shantou. It was technically a visiting trip (to visit my grandmother's sisters and family). I guess the experience of a family trip is not that bad for the first time. But well, kinda have some insights through this trip. Shall not mention much on it. Shhhh.
5) booked air tix and planning to go korea! Whee~
Kinda excited and looking forward to the trip. It has always been one of the places that I wanted to go. Something to count down to!
Alrighty! That's all for the updates~
I'm starting to feel unsure again. And I really hate that feeling. haiz.
Several things to update here.
1) Bali trip with colleagues! March 2014
First trip overseas with colleague! Generally the beach is nicer then bintan/batam, but the things to do there are similar to that of bintan and batam too. Unless you're looking for a chillax vacation, other destinations may be better!
2) korean lessons!
Decided to attend some korean language classes and learn abit of the language. Guess what! The teacher turned out to be my secondary school classmate's mum! How coincidental can things get! Anyway it was only a few lessons so I still can't really understand korean words haha. At least some new things though =)
3) my brother got married!!! 31.05.2014
The wedding was awesome! Since they are still waiting for their upcoming flat, dasao moved in and stay with us. The house seems to be rather crowded hahaha. You know, when everyone needs the toilet... Anyway sometimes I do wonder and imagine myself being the bride. But then, I'm not sure if I'm actually ready for it... Ok I'm thinking too much.
4) first family trip together!!! 12-16.07.2014
Yes, finally a family trip together. To chaozhou and shantou. It was technically a visiting trip (to visit my grandmother's sisters and family). I guess the experience of a family trip is not that bad for the first time. But well, kinda have some insights through this trip. Shall not mention much on it. Shhhh.
5) booked air tix and planning to go korea! Whee~
Kinda excited and looking forward to the trip. It has always been one of the places that I wanted to go. Something to count down to!
Alrighty! That's all for the updates~
I'm starting to feel unsure again. And I really hate that feeling. haiz.
Sunday, February 16, 2014
Monday, February 10, 2014
大年初十
It's the tenth day of the first month of lunar horse year.
Apparently it doesn't seems that good for horse horoscope friends according to all those fortune tellers/forecast.
Anyhows, happy lunar new year everybody!!! 马上有福、马上发财！
This year I got 犯太岁, as such went to 拜拜 today before meeting the stats clique for CNY gathering =)
This year's gathering seems to be less 热闹 since lesser people showed up.. Hmm.
Nonetheless, I still enjoyed myself. I hope the rest did too =)
And finally I won some Money from mahjong hehe. Been on a losing streak every time it played cards =X
Tomorrow's Monday again!
Start of a new week.
Sometimes I wonder.
Been living day after day - wake up in the morning, go to work, back to home, sleep and the whole routine starts again.
Haven't really thought about my future, and even if I did think about it, seems like a big question mark that I can't find any answer to.
Perhaps I'm quite contented with my life now? What more can I ask for?
And I never liked the idea of "asking for more" for the fear of disappointment. Maybe that's why my life has been kinda non-exciting.
It's just like a river, constantly flowing and moving on.
There were instances where I would love to change, to try something different, but every time when there's a negative reaction to it, I get really disheartened and it's kinda highly possible that I will give up.
I know, it's bad. Really bad.
Anyways.... I'm thinking of buying a laptop/netbook. Should I?
It's late now. Till next time. Goodnight world.
Apparently it doesn't seems that good for horse horoscope friends according to all those fortune tellers/forecast.
Anyhows, happy lunar new year everybody!!! 马上有福、马上发财！
This year I got 犯太岁, as such went to 拜拜 today before meeting the stats clique for CNY gathering =)
This year's gathering seems to be less 热闹 since lesser people showed up.. Hmm.
Nonetheless, I still enjoyed myself. I hope the rest did too =)
And finally I won some Money from mahjong hehe. Been on a losing streak every time it played cards =X
Tomorrow's Monday again!
Start of a new week.
Sometimes I wonder.
Been living day after day - wake up in the morning, go to work, back to home, sleep and the whole routine starts again.
Haven't really thought about my future, and even if I did think about it, seems like a big question mark that I can't find any answer to.
Perhaps I'm quite contented with my life now? What more can I ask for?
And I never liked the idea of "asking for more" for the fear of disappointment. Maybe that's why my life has been kinda non-exciting.
It's just like a river, constantly flowing and moving on.
There were instances where I would love to change, to try something different, but every time when there's a negative reaction to it, I get really disheartened and it's kinda highly possible that I will give up.
I know, it's bad. Really bad.
Anyways.... I'm thinking of buying a laptop/netbook. Should I?
It's late now. Till next time. Goodnight world.
Monday, January 27, 2014
Monday~
Yes it's a Monday~! but Monday is going to be over in less than hour whee~
This week will probably be zooming pass, since CNY is coming this Friday.
Somehow I realised, whenever CNY is here, I'll have pretty bad mood swings.
Perhaps it's the worry about no new clothes/shoes/bags, maybe?
(I haven't decide what I should wear to go visiting yet though)
Or perhaps it just so coincident that things just doesn't go the way I wanted it.
CNY seems to be getting meaningless as one ages.
The excitement that comes together with the long holiday seems to be reducing bit by bit as each year goes by.
Getting to wear new (pretty) clothes, eating CNY goodies, getting ang baos....
Ah well, why think so much.
Recently upgraded my Samsung S3 phone with the new software update, and my battery 莫名其妙 drops damn fast.
So today I happened to see a post on Facebook, I finally realised why...
it's the new software's fault!!!!!!
Seeing so many people with the same issue, I guess it's not my phone being faulty~
Work's been the usual recently.
Nothing much happened at work too. except that Dec.
Hope the coming year would be great!
And it's getting late too. Shall sleep before I can't get up tomorrow morning!
Here's a quote to end the entry(though there's no link to the above content, trying to be inspirational LOL):
渡人如渡己。 渡已，亦是渡人
This week will probably be zooming pass, since CNY is coming this Friday.
Somehow I realised, whenever CNY is here, I'll have pretty bad mood swings.
Perhaps it's the worry about no new clothes/shoes/bags, maybe?
(I haven't decide what I should wear to go visiting yet though)
Or perhaps it just so coincident that things just doesn't go the way I wanted it.
CNY seems to be getting meaningless as one ages.
The excitement that comes together with the long holiday seems to be reducing bit by bit as each year goes by.
Getting to wear new (pretty) clothes, eating CNY goodies, getting ang baos....
Ah well, why think so much.
Recently upgraded my Samsung S3 phone with the new software update, and my battery 莫名其妙 drops damn fast.
So today I happened to see a post on Facebook, I finally realised why...
it's the new software's fault!!!!!!
Seeing so many people with the same issue, I guess it's not my phone being faulty~
Work's been the usual recently.
Nothing much happened at work too. except that Dec.
Hope the coming year would be great!
And it's getting late too. Shall sleep before I can't get up tomorrow morning!
Here's a quote to end the entry(though there's no link to the above content, trying to be inspirational LOL):
渡人如渡己。 渡已，亦是渡人
Wednesday, January 1, 2014
Happy new year!!!
Here comes 2014!
Since the times we had been together, this is the first year you counted down to the new year with me <3 p="">Even though it was a simple stay home count down, it feels great to just have you by my side to end the year, and the first person to be with in the new year. Hope it'll be like what everyone else says for this time round, may our love be 一生一世(1314) ^.^
Well I guess I won't bore everyone reading this with my new year resolutions.
Haha, just want to wish all a happy new year.
May all your lives be filled with happiness, fun, and lots of love!
May everyone be healthy, stay strong, grow wiser, and stay cheerful as always.
May work be smooth sailing too!
May 2014 be greater, and better for 大家!
Once again, happy new year!
Since the times we had been together, this is the first year you counted down to the new year with me <3 p="">Even though it was a simple stay home count down, it feels great to just have you by my side to end the year, and the first person to be with in the new year. Hope it'll be like what everyone else says for this time round, may our love be 一生一世(1314) ^.^
Well I guess I won't bore everyone reading this with my new year resolutions.
Haha, just want to wish all a happy new year.
May all your lives be filled with happiness, fun, and lots of love!
May everyone be healthy, stay strong, grow wiser, and stay cheerful as always.
May work be smooth sailing too!
May 2014 be greater, and better for 大家!
Once again, happy new year!
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