seriously!

seriously, as the days pass, the 'nervousness' is growing.
growing silently.
heart & mind want's me to continue.
yet i'm feeling so tired.

seriously know that i should be mugging now, with block test coming in 3 weeks time.
seriously know that i should be mugging now, with A levels approaching.
yet, those notes + concepts just turn their backs @ me.
yet, those tutorials + tests just keep me out.

i know i'm complaining too much,
yet i cant seemed to tell anyone.

and that GP tuition, that tutor is rising his price.
and i told C that i wont be continuing le. since it's so ex.
maybe i should just increase the no of consultation with my GP teacher.
@ the same time, i dun need to spend the money on tuition.