我最近都没什么时间来写部落格。这几天都忙着工作，从上午11点钟到晚上9点钟。回到家都大概10点了，冲一下凉，吃点东西就觉得困了，倒头就睡。隔天又是同样的。为了钱，没办法！虽然不是每一天都有工作，没工作时就会约朋友出门，所以也没什么时间上网。
2011年就快到一个尾声了，想想时间过得挺快的！就快毕业的我还没仔细的想毕业后要做些什么。我看现在最重要的事是先选这个学期的 modules 吧！有时还真讨厌计划自己的时间表！=P
其实现在的我还有一个烦恼， 就是该换什么款式的手机！因为我不舍得花钱买太贵的。这个月工作拿到的工资是要存起来，等到我去毕业旅行时候才花的。可是我还是想要有个新手机。真矛盾！我也不知道该拿什么手机才好。唉！说到底还是我的虚荣心在作祟！
幸福对你来说有什么定义？或者说，幸福是什么？要怎么才算是幸福的呢？
曾经听别人说过，幸福是个选择。也有些人说幸福不是个终点，而是过程。
对我来说，幸福可以很简单。
只要我知道我不是一个人(physically or emotionally)，无论我做什么。
只要一个简单的问候或简讯，都可以让我觉得开心，因为我知道自己没被人遗忘。
我承认，我是一个很没有安全感的人。我也不知道为什么。所以只要谁能给我安全感，我就会得别的依赖那个人。
当然，幸福是开心的，但开心不一定代表幸福哦！
被人疼爱是幸福的，而每个人都有资格拥有属于自己的幸福！
我想我已经找到了我的幸福，你呢？
Wednesday, December 28, 2011
Monday, December 12, 2011
Been awhile.
Christmas season is here~ Should i 'write' to Santa?
and exam results out in 8 more days. >.<
Got a part-time job this december.
Sales yet again.
Perhaps i was too impulsive, because this one is exactly the same as the promoter for uob cards, just that this time round i'm promoting bb.
well... i wouldnt say it's easier this time.
As tiring as the last, as hard to sell too.
Perhaps, sales is not for me. Actually, i never think it is, just for the fact that i'm not a sweet/smooth talker.
Nonetheless, one thing that motivates me is the pay. As least i get some money this holiday as funds for my grad trip!
Talking about that, we've decided to go taiwan! =D
A place i've always wanted to visit.
Frankly speaking, when i was younger (ha sounds like i'm very old now), i had always wanted to go japan. But japan is over my budget and current ability to go, so i'll settle for taiwan instead!
So excited! and i should really do some proper research on where i would like to visit there! =D
Shopping with Mags tmr!! yeah!
And it's getting late. Sleep time! =)
and exam results out in 8 more days. >.<
Got a part-time job this december.
Sales yet again.
Perhaps i was too impulsive, because this one is exactly the same as the promoter for uob cards, just that this time round i'm promoting bb.
well... i wouldnt say it's easier this time.
As tiring as the last, as hard to sell too.
Perhaps, sales is not for me. Actually, i never think it is, just for the fact that i'm not a sweet/smooth talker.
Nonetheless, one thing that motivates me is the pay. As least i get some money this holiday as funds for my grad trip!
Talking about that, we've decided to go taiwan! =D
A place i've always wanted to visit.
Frankly speaking, when i was younger (ha sounds like i'm very old now), i had always wanted to go japan. But japan is over my budget and current ability to go, so i'll settle for taiwan instead!
So excited! and i should really do some proper research on where i would like to visit there! =D
Shopping with Mags tmr!! yeah!
And it's getting late. Sleep time! =)
Thursday, November 24, 2011
one more paper!
yup in the midst of the final exams.
today had my 4th paper.
actually i've kinda felt that exams were over after my core papers are over on tues.
haha =P
the papers were hard as usual. hope everything turns out well in the end.
one more paper ge2228 left on monday.....
jiayou is all i can tell myself haha.
nothing to write already.
bye!
today had my 4th paper.
actually i've kinda felt that exams were over after my core papers are over on tues.
haha =P
the papers were hard as usual. hope everything turns out well in the end.
one more paper ge2228 left on monday.....
jiayou is all i can tell myself haha.
nothing to write already.
bye!
Monday, November 7, 2011
uncertainties.
there are so many uncertainties.
uncertain about what i want.
be it job, study, r/s, anything you can think of.
i know i should be focused.
but it's easier said than done. which things arent?
sometimes i really hate myself
for procrastinating, for being avoidant, for being ignorant, for being indecisive, for being selfish, for being short-sighted(not refering to my eye sight though), for being not so clever.
seems like a lot of minus points about myself huhh.
i dont like uncertainties. but they wont disappear.
for the last lecture of my gem2000 module, the lecturer gave a presentation on 'taking exams'.
he didnt stop encouraging us throughout the lecture and he said he believed we can do it.
sometimes it's because you're doubting your ability too much that makes you fail.
of course i do understand that we should not be over confident of ourselves too.
but what i cant gauge is the bounds.
who determines the bounds?
how do we know?
i admit, i didnt like the lecturer's way of teaching, and i didnt really have a good impression of him
but as a person, he's one nice guy.
instead of pondering here about these questions, i guess it'll be better if i do some constructive work before i sleep.
anyway, seriously my body clock is totally weird.
i sleep late at night, and feels so tired during the day even though i've had enough sleep.
been more efficiently doing things at night.
i wonder why. Hmmmm.
2 more weeks and exams are here.
I cant say I'm prepared, yes because i'm not!!!
how great right.
I knew exactly that I should be studying hard, especially this is probably my last year in uni.
argh.
uncertain about what i want.
be it job, study, r/s, anything you can think of.
i know i should be focused.
but it's easier said than done. which things arent?
sometimes i really hate myself
for procrastinating, for being avoidant, for being ignorant, for being indecisive, for being selfish, for being short-sighted(not refering to my eye sight though), for being not so clever.
seems like a lot of minus points about myself huhh.
i dont like uncertainties. but they wont disappear.
for the last lecture of my gem2000 module, the lecturer gave a presentation on 'taking exams'.
he didnt stop encouraging us throughout the lecture and he said he believed we can do it.
sometimes it's because you're doubting your ability too much that makes you fail.
of course i do understand that we should not be over confident of ourselves too.
but what i cant gauge is the bounds.
who determines the bounds?
how do we know?
i admit, i didnt like the lecturer's way of teaching, and i didnt really have a good impression of him
but as a person, he's one nice guy.
instead of pondering here about these questions, i guess it'll be better if i do some constructive work before i sleep.
anyway, seriously my body clock is totally weird.
i sleep late at night, and feels so tired during the day even though i've had enough sleep.
been more efficiently doing things at night.
i wonder why. Hmmmm.
2 more weeks and exams are here.
I cant say I'm prepared, yes because i'm not!!!
how great right.
I knew exactly that I should be studying hard, especially this is probably my last year in uni.
argh.
Sunday, October 23, 2011
tick tock tick tock
3 more weeks and semester 1 is over! meaning i'm left with one more semester before i graduate (that is if i'm not doing honors and i prob wouldnt because of my bad results) ok not the exams though.
seems like there's lots of revision to do yet i'm like not doing it. >.<
bad bad me.
i hate it when people do things last min.
yet ironically, i do that sometimes too.
perhaps i need some stress to drive me.
but yet i'm kinda scared to push myself too hard for the fear that i'll break down and screw up my life totally.
same reasoning as i hate to wait, for anything.
ok hate is a pretty strong word so i'll change that.
i dont like to wait.
and i dont like to make people wait.
but sometimes, it becomes a habit that i'll make people wait for me because i dont like to wait.
but surprisingly, i have a really good tolerance/patience to wait even though i dont like.
oh well weird me.
okays back to studying! jiayou all my friends! =D
Sunday, October 16, 2011
omg. =0
first time in my life, i saw someone bleeding so much.
the story is like this.
me and my friend was studying at utown study room and was back at sci fac to put my textbook into locker. it was already about 12 plus midnight.
when i was done and back in the car, we saw this guy riding his bicycle down the road behind the science canteen towards the main road.
thinking nothing much about it, my friend drove out.
as we were approaching the gantry out to the main road, we saw a guy lying on the road with his bicycle beside him.
he lay there for a moment and we came out of the car to see if he's alright.
he was stumbling to stand up, and we saw how injured he was.
his face, almost half was covered with blood. as such, we couldnt see if he just had abrasions or it was something more serious.
he did spit out some blood from his mouth (prob he had some broken tooths)
but he kept saying he's alright and didnt need help.
ok seeing so much blood i reckoned he needed more help so i ran to s16 security post.
i told the security guard at the post that someone is injured at the junction of the road. i had to repeat it 2nd time when he came out of the office counter and then his brain registered what i said.
so he called his colleague from the other room to come out and waited for a while before the guard was ready to follow me to the place of accident.
while waiting for the guard, my friend called and said the guy left!
and when i told the guards that they guy is leaving, no reaction from them. dont know if they heard me.
anyway then, when the guard was ready to follow me, we went out to the place where the guy had the accident, there's no sight of him, and what is left behind was his blood on the pavement and road.
so seeing that there's nothing much we can do, we left for home.
ok on this, firstly i feel that the guy who fell should have just waited for help, because at least it would be safer for him. and we would feel more an xin that he's ok. and i really really think he need some help!
secondly, the guards can act a little faster, and prob so they would be able to help the guy out already.
anyway, hope the guy is really fine! A MI TUO FO!
thirdly TO EVERYONE, ALL MY FRIENDS AND BELOVED, PLEASE BE SAFE ON ROADS! IF YOU DRIVE, DRIVE CAREFULLY! EVEN IF YOU CYCLE, CYCLE CAREFULLY TOO!
on a side note, it's seldom i stay out late in school to study! haha 'cus if i had to take public transport home, i wouldnt stay till so late!
the story is like this.
me and my friend was studying at utown study room and was back at sci fac to put my textbook into locker. it was already about 12 plus midnight.
when i was done and back in the car, we saw this guy riding his bicycle down the road behind the science canteen towards the main road.
thinking nothing much about it, my friend drove out.
as we were approaching the gantry out to the main road, we saw a guy lying on the road with his bicycle beside him.
he lay there for a moment and we came out of the car to see if he's alright.
he was stumbling to stand up, and we saw how injured he was.
his face, almost half was covered with blood. as such, we couldnt see if he just had abrasions or it was something more serious.
he did spit out some blood from his mouth (prob he had some broken tooths)
but he kept saying he's alright and didnt need help.
ok seeing so much blood i reckoned he needed more help so i ran to s16 security post.
i told the security guard at the post that someone is injured at the junction of the road. i had to repeat it 2nd time when he came out of the office counter and then his brain registered what i said.
so he called his colleague from the other room to come out and waited for a while before the guard was ready to follow me to the place of accident.
while waiting for the guard, my friend called and said the guy left!
and when i told the guards that they guy is leaving, no reaction from them. dont know if they heard me.
anyway then, when the guard was ready to follow me, we went out to the place where the guy had the accident, there's no sight of him, and what is left behind was his blood on the pavement and road.
so seeing that there's nothing much we can do, we left for home.
ok on this, firstly i feel that the guy who fell should have just waited for help, because at least it would be safer for him. and we would feel more an xin that he's ok. and i really really think he need some help!
secondly, the guards can act a little faster, and prob so they would be able to help the guy out already.
anyway, hope the guy is really fine! A MI TUO FO!
thirdly TO EVERYONE, ALL MY FRIENDS AND BELOVED, PLEASE BE SAFE ON ROADS! IF YOU DRIVE, DRIVE CAREFULLY! EVEN IF YOU CYCLE, CYCLE CAREFULLY TOO!
on a side note, it's seldom i stay out late in school to study! haha 'cus if i had to take public transport home, i wouldnt stay till so late!
Wednesday, October 12, 2011
=)
Heard a good news from my friend yesterday.
And really did felt happy for her! =)
Anyway got back my ST3244 midterms result.
It was alright but could be better. But the paper was hard too. Even the lecturer said so.
And my other mod, ST3236 wasnt well done either.
Study hard!! but always seem to be not in the mood to study. hehe.
ok i have nothing to blog about. haha.
Be back again!
And really did felt happy for her! =)
Anyway got back my ST3244 midterms result.
It was alright but could be better. But the paper was hard too. Even the lecturer said so.
And my other mod, ST3236 wasnt well done either.
Study hard!! but always seem to be not in the mood to study. hehe.
ok i have nothing to blog about. haha.
Be back again!
Tuesday, October 4, 2011
e-learning week.
yup this week's e-learning, and we're supposed to have lessons at home.
It's only for the faculty of science this semester, so, i still have to go to sch for my arts electives.
A lesson a day for this week.
Just so happen today i have no electives so spend the whole day home.
Woke up, and half the morning is gone.
Then was playing the com when bro told me the laptop he got free due to recontract of the internet broadband was lying in his room doing nothing.
So i got to use it, and i'm using it now!
Better than the old one of course. =)
Yea so the whole afternoon was playing with the new laptop and then the new sofa my bro bought came.
Helped to assemble abit (it's from ikea you see), and then folded plastic bags into triangles 'cus my bro was cleaning up the storeroom.
One big bag of plastic bags!!
Then was helping my mum babysit the kid too. Totally noisy.
He's cute at times, but when he starts crying and demanding for things, ha you would be wondering why did you find him cute.
Didnt manage to study the whole day >.<
but i'll go read up abit before going to bed tonight.
yup that's all for today.
nothing interesting really.
It's only for the faculty of science this semester, so, i still have to go to sch for my arts electives.
A lesson a day for this week.
Just so happen today i have no electives so spend the whole day home.
Woke up, and half the morning is gone.
Then was playing the com when bro told me the laptop he got free due to recontract of the internet broadband was lying in his room doing nothing.
So i got to use it, and i'm using it now!
Better than the old one of course. =)
Yea so the whole afternoon was playing with the new laptop and then the new sofa my bro bought came.
Helped to assemble abit (it's from ikea you see), and then folded plastic bags into triangles 'cus my bro was cleaning up the storeroom.
One big bag of plastic bags!!
Then was helping my mum babysit the kid too. Totally noisy.
He's cute at times, but when he starts crying and demanding for things, ha you would be wondering why did you find him cute.
Didnt manage to study the whole day >.<
but i'll go read up abit before going to bed tonight.
yup that's all for today.
nothing interesting really.
Saturday, October 1, 2011
Voyage de la Vie
Like FINALLY I had the chance to go RWS.
Perhaps because it was already evening, there wasn't many people around. Seems kind of boring actually.
Saw the USS globe and of course have to take picture with it! Don't know when will I go again!
Okay back to the musical.
It wasn't entirely a musical, there was a mixture of magic, as well as acrobatics, with fires and arrows.
The description of the musical can be seen in the picture above.
Throughout the show, it was great in the sense that there was interaction with the audience and obvious attempts to really get all of us enjoy the show.
But the minus point is that the storyline wasn't exactly clear. It was until one reads the description before knowing what is happening during the musical. Plus, they changed the original cast, not entirely, it was only 1 or 2 if I'm not wrong.
The messages that the musical wanted to bring across isnt emphasized as well. A few sentences appeared on the side screen during the final song by "The Boy", the main lead. It was in Chinese! I couldnt remember the exact sentences but it was really meaningful.
No picture taking was allowed during the whole performance so no pictures!
Oh well, it's my first time going to such shows in Singapore so there was pretty much of an anticipation there, but I wouldnt say I'm disappointed because I enjoyed it myself. What's more I didnt have to pay to watch it! wahahahahaha. and the seats I sat is worth $128. Can't complaint! Yup, it was not that bad experience.
On a side note, October is here already!
Just finished my last midterm paper yesterday.
It was kinda hard, yet it's doable. ok contradicting I know.
Off to do some work, maybe study or something.
BYE!
Monday, September 19, 2011
Guava!
Guava!
It's really a nice fruit, though not many people love it's taste.
Crunchy, with a little sweetness and sourness.
Of course it goes best with sour plum powder~
ok I'm bias because I liked sour stuff.
But I do like it without as well, healthier too.
And before looking at websites, I seriously didn't know guava is so good!
From constipation, to weight loss to skin care!
"guava is very-very rich in vitamin-A, B, C and potassium which are very good anti oxidants and detoxifiers and keep your skin glowing and free from aging, wrinkles and other disorders."
Maybe I should eat more to have healthier skin.
And since I liked the fruit!
Here's a website telling you all the benefits of eating guava~!
Do read it and feel healthy everytime you eat one. hahaha.
Gosh i feel like eating guava now >.<
Sunday, September 18, 2011
Batam Getaway!
OK. finally i'm here to blog about my batam trip on the 14-15 august.
before that, i just changed my blogskin! haha looks more simpler now i guess.
14 Aug - Day 1.
Our ferry ride was at 920am, so we meet @ 730am @ harbourfront!
As any other younsters do, we ate macs for breakfast. HAHA.
Then checked in early and was at the waiting area to board the ferry.
The ride there was alright, no guiddiness =)
The space in the bus was quite small but luckily for us it was just a short ride there.
Upon reaching, we checked in, left our barang barangs inside our rooms and headed out to play water sports!
Not cheap. S$50 for Parasailing/Water Ski/Banana Boat. and we paid an additional $3 for kayaking.
Bathe and we headed out to the city's shopping mall, Nygoya.
Of course we ate A&W! The fries is the nicest!
Then guess what, we shopped at their supermarket and bought lots of karopok. HAHA.
Bought Kueh Lapis as well. YUM.
Dinner outside was great. Dont know what that place is called but is near Nygoya.
I got addicted to their chilli =P
Headed back to our resort, then went for our full body massage.
Only me, YS and Zoey had the massage, Joc and Chen changed theirs to foot reflexology.
The massage was alright, just that i keep hearing my bones cracking sound. (like you know crack knuckles kind).
YS keep laughing 'cus she finds it too ticklish! Actually me too but i just tolerated it. BUT her laughing is contagious. HAHA. so ended we kept laughing for a moment.
Headed back to our room after massage, bathed, and cooked cup noodles.
Seems like everytime when going overseas will buy cup noodles and eat huhh.
Yup and that's the end of 1st day =)
15 Aug - Day 2.
Woke up to have breakfast at their cafe. It's buffet style and the varieties are there.
BUT their coffee and tea taste weird. yes i mean real WEIRD.
Then after breakfast, while Joc and Chen had their foot reflexology, the rest of us cam-whored and did funny faces.
Then we had to go check out our rooms. Since it wasnt time for us to go to the terminal for our ferry back to Singapore, we headed out to the city again, this time another shopping mall (which i forgot the name >.<)
Didnt buy much stuff, but we shopped at their supermarket again.
haha that's the best place to shop out of the whole shopping mall when you dont want to spend alot. Because it's really cheaper than in Singapore.
Then back to our resort to collect our bags we deposited at the reception counter, and took their transfer to the terminal, and back to Singapore.And did i mention, this is the first day of school and i missed it!
YUP that's all for the trip =)
More travelling next time!
Gosh it's getting late. Oh ya and still have Bash and D&D '11 that just past on 20th Aug and 27th Aug respectively.
Well, i guess this post will get to lengthy if i continue so those memories shall stay in my mind and heart without writing them here. =)
That's all for now. Hope i'll write more often! Goodnight!
Thursday, July 28, 2011
officially 21st.
I'm officially 21 years old. for 7 days already!
well it wasnt as i expected. my birthday.
not even a birthday cake nor a birthday song.
but still i felt loved. i'm contented. =)
random meetups with friends are really great.
no proper work for me this holiday but anyway school's starting soon!
bidding for modules started already and i've got my 3 cores.
now left electives to bid for!
anyway july passed really fast!
ok i'm just lazy to recount on each individual events haha. =P
bascially got beach out with sow people, canvassing for d&d, work @ expo for nlb for 2 days, meeting cousin for dinner.. rest of the time i'm home. haha.
and sleeping long hours everyday.
guess i wont have such long hours of sleep when sch starts!
i want to buy new shoes and bag for school!!!!
ok maybe i'll come back and blog about my batam trip.
going on the day sch starts! =P
be back again!
well it wasnt as i expected. my birthday.
not even a birthday cake nor a birthday song.
but still i felt loved. i'm contented. =)
random meetups with friends are really great.
no proper work for me this holiday but anyway school's starting soon!
bidding for modules started already and i've got my 3 cores.
now left electives to bid for!
anyway july passed really fast!
ok i'm just lazy to recount on each individual events haha. =P
bascially got beach out with sow people, canvassing for d&d, work @ expo for nlb for 2 days, meeting cousin for dinner.. rest of the time i'm home. haha.
and sleeping long hours everyday.
guess i wont have such long hours of sleep when sch starts!
i want to buy new shoes and bag for school!!!!
ok maybe i'll come back and blog about my batam trip.
going on the day sch starts! =P
be back again!
Thursday, June 30, 2011
random
it's late and i should get to my bed.
just thought i would drop a few words before sleeping.
still, no news of jobs for me.
hope my phone rings non stop for today(effectively today 'cus past midnight)
i need to save for my grad trip!!!
watched alot of dramas this month.
49 days; Secret Garden; My Princess; One Litres of Tears; Mischievous Kiss;
Hope i didnt miss out any.
Now ongoing watching 醉后决定爱上你 and Love keeps going, both taiwanese dramas.
I think i'm watching too many, and fantasizing too much about love.
hahahahaha.
i should go to the library and pick some books to read right.
and then go for a run or do some exercises.
oh well.
i'm missing volleyball.
thinking about it, it has been more than a year since i touch a volleyball.
this is bad!!!!
ok shall stop here for today.
goodnight! =)
just thought i would drop a few words before sleeping.
still, no news of jobs for me.
hope my phone rings non stop for today(effectively today 'cus past midnight)
i need to save for my grad trip!!!
watched alot of dramas this month.
49 days; Secret Garden; My Princess; One Litres of Tears; Mischievous Kiss;
Hope i didnt miss out any.
Now ongoing watching 醉后决定爱上你 and Love keeps going, both taiwanese dramas.
I think i'm watching too many, and fantasizing too much about love.
hahahahaha.
i should go to the library and pick some books to read right.
and then go for a run or do some exercises.
oh well.
i'm missing volleyball.
thinking about it, it has been more than a year since i touch a volleyball.
this is bad!!!!
ok shall stop here for today.
goodnight! =)
Saturday, June 25, 2011
Friday, June 10, 2011
a room to myself
sis went to korea last night.
went to the airport to send her off, together with mum, dad and weikai.
kind of envious of her that she can go travel.
haha but then again, i had my turn, and will have my turn too.
oh well i just have to wait i guess.
but i'm scared.
with no job = no savings = no grad trip.
that'll be so sad lah!
hais.
that aside, now i have one whole week with the room to myself.
feels kind of weird actually, because since young, been sharing a room with my sis.
ok i rmb there was a period when i was sleeping with my mum.
haha. anyway didnt really slept in a room by myself alone.
ok sounds like i'm missing my sis. HAHA.
anyway still feels good to have a room to myself la.
ok basically until now i've been slacking at home or going out.
no work done. plus my pay, i can only collect on next tues just because i didnt contact the boss ytd, which is supposedly my payday.
i was actually waiting for him to contact me and inform me where to meet him and stuff but he didnt.
oh well. kind of dislike the environment there. =P that was part of the reason for rejecting the admin job that he offered.
just finished watching '49 days', a korean drama.
not bad, kind of touching. haha.
anyway my face skin seems to be getter bad. HAIz.
what to do?????
eat more fruits, drink more water, sleep early!
ha been sleeping alot though, at the wrong timings. =X
oh well, i need work to do! if not i won't feel like working anymore!
come on my dear phone, ring!
went to the airport to send her off, together with mum, dad and weikai.
kind of envious of her that she can go travel.
haha but then again, i had my turn, and will have my turn too.
oh well i just have to wait i guess.
but i'm scared.
with no job = no savings = no grad trip.
that'll be so sad lah!
hais.
that aside, now i have one whole week with the room to myself.
feels kind of weird actually, because since young, been sharing a room with my sis.
ok i rmb there was a period when i was sleeping with my mum.
haha. anyway didnt really slept in a room by myself alone.
ok sounds like i'm missing my sis. HAHA.
anyway still feels good to have a room to myself la.
ok basically until now i've been slacking at home or going out.
no work done. plus my pay, i can only collect on next tues just because i didnt contact the boss ytd, which is supposedly my payday.
i was actually waiting for him to contact me and inform me where to meet him and stuff but he didnt.
oh well. kind of dislike the environment there. =P that was part of the reason for rejecting the admin job that he offered.
just finished watching '49 days', a korean drama.
not bad, kind of touching. haha.
anyway my face skin seems to be getter bad. HAIz.
what to do?????
eat more fruits, drink more water, sleep early!
ha been sleeping alot though, at the wrong timings. =X
oh well, i need work to do! if not i won't feel like working anymore!
come on my dear phone, ring!
Saturday, June 4, 2011
bored.
it's been awhile.
and just the previous post i mentioned that there's a new pet in the house.
today, it died.
ok i'm not sure of the exact timing that it died, but when i tried to disturb it, it doesnt move!
not even a single inch. so my mum and i concluded that it's dead, hence threw it down the bin!
poor terrapin.
it's been quite some time since our house had a pet.
the most recent one was perhaps 'luo han yu' during the luo han yu craze.
cant remember exactly when was it.
anyway, perhaps it's the animals' unlucky life to be adopted by us.
oh well, life and death are part of our lives right?
ok i'm still jobless.
rotting at home.
dont really want to go out because i'll have to spend money if i'm out of the house.
and i havent got my pay from the uob side.
been sending resumes out these 2 days.
but my phone doesnt seem to be ringing.
i have no idea what i can do at home except watching tv/drama/sleep/eat/bathe.
and i hate to work because of money. not because i liked that job.
perhaps i'm too used to living day by day.
perhaps i'm just pure lazy.
i cant seem to find anything good about myself.
HAIZ.
i need to get some work before i start thinking too much.
"Expect too much and you'll bound to feel disappointed.
Be contented with what you have."
That's what i've been telling myself all the time, but i cant really control my heart.
and just the previous post i mentioned that there's a new pet in the house.
today, it died.
ok i'm not sure of the exact timing that it died, but when i tried to disturb it, it doesnt move!
not even a single inch. so my mum and i concluded that it's dead, hence threw it down the bin!
poor terrapin.
it's been quite some time since our house had a pet.
the most recent one was perhaps 'luo han yu' during the luo han yu craze.
cant remember exactly when was it.
anyway, perhaps it's the animals' unlucky life to be adopted by us.
oh well, life and death are part of our lives right?
ok i'm still jobless.
rotting at home.
dont really want to go out because i'll have to spend money if i'm out of the house.
and i havent got my pay from the uob side.
been sending resumes out these 2 days.
but my phone doesnt seem to be ringing.
i have no idea what i can do at home except watching tv/drama/sleep/eat/bathe.
and i hate to work because of money. not because i liked that job.
perhaps i'm too used to living day by day.
perhaps i'm just pure lazy.
i cant seem to find anything good about myself.
HAIZ.
i need to get some work before i start thinking too much.
"Expect too much and you'll bound to feel disappointed.
Be contented with what you have."
That's what i've been telling myself all the time, but i cant really control my heart.
Monday, May 23, 2011
back to jobless.
it's been a whole week since i've worked.
i have no idea how i had managed to do that.
standing for so many hours, my legs deserve some good rest.
ytd was supposedly my last day...
but the boss asked me to work for this coming weekend.
do i have to choice to say no?
since he said that he has already planned everything and i cant just quit like that.
then he shouldnt have said ok when i told him i'll only work till ytd.
make me happy for nothing.
ok i'm not actually against anyone.
just that i cant change my personality to suit that job.
maybe not that i cant, probably i didnt want to.
whatever it is, hope this coming weekend is really my last 2 days as their agent.
now that i'm jobless again, have to start looking for other jobs.
dont really want to work actually.
but no choice have to.
because i need to save up some money!!!
everything is about money. zzz
anyway, mum & dad bought a terrapin back when they brought the kid mum's babysit out.
so now, our house got a new pet.
hahahaha.
anyway time to go.
till next time! =)
i have no idea how i had managed to do that.
standing for so many hours, my legs deserve some good rest.
ytd was supposedly my last day...
but the boss asked me to work for this coming weekend.
do i have to choice to say no?
since he said that he has already planned everything and i cant just quit like that.
then he shouldnt have said ok when i told him i'll only work till ytd.
make me happy for nothing.
ok i'm not actually against anyone.
just that i cant change my personality to suit that job.
maybe not that i cant, probably i didnt want to.
whatever it is, hope this coming weekend is really my last 2 days as their agent.
now that i'm jobless again, have to start looking for other jobs.
dont really want to work actually.
but no choice have to.
because i need to save up some money!!!
everything is about money. zzz
anyway, mum & dad bought a terrapin back when they brought the kid mum's babysit out.
so now, our house got a new pet.
hahahaha.
anyway time to go.
till next time! =)
Sunday, May 15, 2011
i'm tired.. from smiling.
yup. started work just yesterday.
standing for 10 hours (including the travelling time) is no joke.
seriously, my last job as temp cashier at john little expo sale also not that tiring compared to this one.
and to make things worse, not even a single deal closed today.
sad. abit demoralized.
and i start thinking if i should really continue this job.
well, 2 months, i believe, will pass rather quickly.
perhaps i'm really not suited to this kind of job.
i know i have to get used to this fast.
but i dont know if i can do it.
everybody made this job sound so simple.
yes, simple if you have a gift to speak well, to have the ability to convinced/persuade people.
i'm terrible at that, trust me.
i have the urge to quit.
i kind of regret to agree trying this job.
should have just find those admin jobs to do.
oh well, hope i can do better....
hope my luck will improve and improve and improve...
i'm tired, from smiling, that i dont want to move the tip of my lips up...
till next time........
standing for 10 hours (including the travelling time) is no joke.
seriously, my last job as temp cashier at john little expo sale also not that tiring compared to this one.
and to make things worse, not even a single deal closed today.
sad. abit demoralized.
and i start thinking if i should really continue this job.
well, 2 months, i believe, will pass rather quickly.
perhaps i'm really not suited to this kind of job.
i know i have to get used to this fast.
but i dont know if i can do it.
everybody made this job sound so simple.
yes, simple if you have a gift to speak well, to have the ability to convinced/persuade people.
i'm terrible at that, trust me.
i have the urge to quit.
i kind of regret to agree trying this job.
should have just find those admin jobs to do.
oh well, hope i can do better....
hope my luck will improve and improve and improve...
i'm tired, from smiling, that i dont want to move the tip of my lips up...
till next time........
Thursday, May 5, 2011
bbbbbbbooooooorrrrreeeeeeddddddddddd
it's one week after my last paper.
been out everyday.
today's the first day i stayed home the whole day since the paper.
=X
Probably going to be a uob credit card promoter.
for the next 2 and a half months.
now studying and memorizing all the benefits/priviledges that comes with each different card.
got a test tmr! zzz.
cant imagine what's ahead of me.
oh well, who ask me to be poor.
so people, if you or your friends want to sign up for credit cards, come find me ok!
that's all for today.
everyday is an ordinary day.
been out everyday.
today's the first day i stayed home the whole day since the paper.
=X
Probably going to be a uob credit card promoter.
for the next 2 and a half months.
now studying and memorizing all the benefits/priviledges that comes with each different card.
got a test tmr! zzz.
cant imagine what's ahead of me.
oh well, who ask me to be poor.
so people, if you or your friends want to sign up for credit cards, come find me ok!
that's all for today.
everyday is an ordinary day.
Saturday, April 30, 2011
summer holidays...
...are here again!
happy.
that exams are over and holidays are here.
ytd was my last paper, my last official day as a year 2. omg.
sad.
that i have to find job so i can save $$.
excited.
that my birthday is coming! haha 3 more months actually, but hey! it's my 21st! naturally will feel excited ma.
scared.
that i dont spend my holidays well.
that i cant do my job well.
and did i mention.
my iphone died.
about a month ago.
so today went to checkout the repair shop, but the person said it's hopeless.
now i really dont know what to do with my phone.
i can still use it as a itouch. >.< but cant make calls, or send/receive msges.
oh well. see how ba.
gonna go out alot i think.
hahahaha.
ok that's all for today! hehe.
oh btw today is the royal wedding of prince william and kate middleton.
and GE is coming! but i cant vote.
happy.
that exams are over and holidays are here.
ytd was my last paper, my last official day as a year 2. omg.
sad.
that i have to find job so i can save $$.
excited.
that my birthday is coming! haha 3 more months actually, but hey! it's my 21st! naturally will feel excited ma.
scared.
that i dont spend my holidays well.
that i cant do my job well.
and did i mention.
my iphone died.
about a month ago.
so today went to checkout the repair shop, but the person said it's hopeless.
now i really dont know what to do with my phone.
i can still use it as a itouch. >.< but cant make calls, or send/receive msges.
oh well. see how ba.
gonna go out alot i think.
hahahaha.
ok that's all for today! hehe.
oh btw today is the royal wedding of prince william and kate middleton.
and GE is coming! but i cant vote.
Friday, April 15, 2011
last day of sem 2 year 2
it's the last day of the semester, and i'm home! ha not that i didnt go for lessons, but fri is my free day! one more week to the start of exams.... i'm waiting for the show "gong zhu jia dao", so here to write a few lines. =P i'm kind if addicited to the show... bad timing! hmm, what else can i write here... nothing much happened, nothing much to write. that's all for today. =P
Friday, April 8, 2011
friday night.
march has ended. it's april! means final exams are coming.
cant help but say again, "TIME FLIES!"
and gosh i slacked the whole day today when exams are approaching.
ok I'll finish up the accounting chapter and psy chapter that i've stopped halfway before i sleep.
promise!
I always have mixed feeling when holidays are coming.
wanting holidays to come quick so i can dont need to study, but means i have to find job.
and to find job i have to go through interviews which i dont really like.
oh well, life's hard.
Maybe i should just study hard for this sem first.
But funny enough, everytime i tell myself to study hard, it always seems like i didnt study hard enough.
okok before i start to feel sleepy, i better start getting on with my revision.
will be back again. =)
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
bad day.
2 types of people on trains i dont like.
one - those who read newspaper on the train. especially when the train is already packed like mad, some people still open up their newspapers and read it. ZZZ.
two - those who lean on the poles. come on, if your whole body lean on one pole then how people hold on to the poles. and this is especially irritating when the train is packed and crowded like mad.
i should be doing my accounting work. whatever, bad mood.
我要的不是你的对不起...
Sunday, March 13, 2011
i can't.
i can't.
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i can't.
i can't.
Thursday, March 10, 2011
tired thursday.
been more than a month since i'm back.
many people have lost interest in blogging.
i'm one of them.
oh well but sometimes it's a good place to write when i'm bored.
haha.
midterms have ended, and projects are due-ing soon.
assignments are due here and there.
final exams is in less than 2 months time.
cant afford to stop studying can i?
after that will be long break and gosh i'm going year 3 soon.
time flies, seriously.
got to find job during the holidays.
yea so anyone who happens to read this and have any job recommendations can just contact me.
money has never been enough.
sometimes, my heart sank for no reason.
sometimes, i just feel sad.
sometimes, i just want to sleep the whole day.
sometimes, i'm tired.
sometimes, i need to talk, but no idea who to talk to.
sometimes, i cant seem to express myself well.
sometimes, the words just doesnt come out.
sometimes, i'm confused.
sometimes, i'm unsure.
sometimes, i feel bad.
sometimes, i'm jealous.
sometimes, i dont care
sometimes, i feel guilty.
sometimes, i'm scared.
and sometimes, i feel so lonely.
i wished i had more courage.
many people have lost interest in blogging.
i'm one of them.
oh well but sometimes it's a good place to write when i'm bored.
haha.
midterms have ended, and projects are due-ing soon.
assignments are due here and there.
final exams is in less than 2 months time.
cant afford to stop studying can i?
after that will be long break and gosh i'm going year 3 soon.
time flies, seriously.
got to find job during the holidays.
yea so anyone who happens to read this and have any job recommendations can just contact me.
money has never been enough.
sometimes, my heart sank for no reason.
sometimes, i just feel sad.
sometimes, i just want to sleep the whole day.
sometimes, i'm tired.
sometimes, i need to talk, but no idea who to talk to.
sometimes, i cant seem to express myself well.
sometimes, the words just doesnt come out.
sometimes, i'm confused.
sometimes, i'm unsure.
sometimes, i feel bad.
sometimes, i'm jealous.
sometimes, i dont care
sometimes, i feel guilty.
sometimes, i'm scared.
and sometimes, i feel so lonely.
i wished i had more courage.
Wednesday, February 9, 2011
expectations vs reality
Expectations, good or bad?
i know i shouldnt expect alot.
i know i shouldnt.
i know.
yet, i still expect, and getting greedier.
i know i shouldnt expect alot.
i know i shouldnt.
i know.
yet, i still expect, and getting greedier.
Sunday, February 6, 2011
it's rabbit year.
today, technically is forth day of lunar new year.
listening to all the oldies.
and feel like singing out loud.
but it's the middle of the night!
have assignments due not done yet.
have to do it soon.
yes. like probably morning.
havent been writting for a month.
no idea what to write.
no point in writing.
perhaps nobody is reading anyway.
jan passed rather quickly.
sch as usual.
mid terms are coming real soon.
yes i need to study. seriously.
this year went visiting, the usual places.
nothing much.
keep eating, from one place to another.
sometimes, seems to have so much things to do, yet i just cant make myself do something about it.
sometimes, seems like i'm too dependent. Independence is a very important condition. yes in statistics i mean. HAHA.
ok whatever.
sometimes, i dont know what am i thinking too.
sometimes.
well, life's short i know.
shouldnt think too much.
but cannot dont think also.
reality's too cruel.
and seems so hard to be myself sometimes.
gosh why i am emo-ing now.
i should stop before anything else happens.
haha.
that's all for now i guess.
GO STUDY MS KANG.
listening to all the oldies.
and feel like singing out loud.
but it's the middle of the night!
have assignments due not done yet.
have to do it soon.
yes. like probably morning.
havent been writting for a month.
no idea what to write.
no point in writing.
perhaps nobody is reading anyway.
jan passed rather quickly.
sch as usual.
mid terms are coming real soon.
yes i need to study. seriously.
this year went visiting, the usual places.
nothing much.
keep eating, from one place to another.
sometimes, seems to have so much things to do, yet i just cant make myself do something about it.
sometimes, seems like i'm too dependent. Independence is a very important condition. yes in statistics i mean. HAHA.
ok whatever.
sometimes, i dont know what am i thinking too.
sometimes.
well, life's short i know.
shouldnt think too much.
but cannot dont think also.
reality's too cruel.
and seems so hard to be myself sometimes.
gosh why i am emo-ing now.
i should stop before anything else happens.
haha.
that's all for now i guess.
GO STUDY MS KANG.
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